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December 31, 2009

♥ thank you n goodbye~
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salam~



a while with you, makes my world go round..

filling it up, with images and sound..

you make me lost, and harder to be found..

coz sometimes, i ain't touching the ground..

you made me cried, you made me petrified..
and i thought, it was my time to die..

you wipe my tears, u whisper to my ear..

hush lil girl, there's nothing to fear..


you give me rainbows, right after the rain..

just to show me, that life is not plain..

you take me away, so i can forget my pain..

till finally, i know how to smile again..


i was in love, like i never before..

dont want to be sad, not confused anymore..

when im surrounded, by those who i adore..

i'll be smiling, like a kid in a candy store..


thank you to you, thank you for sure..

guidance from you, makes me more mature..

complications and problems, im ready to endure..

because right now, i'm feeling more secure..


saying goodbye, is not my thing..

remembering the promises, behind this ring..

will try to bloom, like a flower in spring..

try to be an angel, with wide and open wing..


2009 has teach me lots of things.. I learned bout love, friendship and family..i learned to appreciate things that i have.. and what is more important is..i've learned that sometimes, we have to take risk and get out from our safe zone if we want to achieved something better in life.. and always trust your instinct..goodbye 2009.. you will always be remembered..


ps-thaks to you.. n you.. n you.. for putting the sugar n spice in my 2009 diary of life..

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♥ When you think of happiness, I hope you think of me.
10:51 PM

September 19, 2009

♥ Salam Aidilfitri~
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salam~



Aidilfitri menjelang lagi..
ingin ku ambil kesempatan disini..
ribuan ampun dan maaf ikhlas dari hati..
kepada semua yg mengenali diriku ini...

Terlanjur kata, terkasar bahasa...
dalam diam, ada hati yang merana...
sumpah kurasa, ku tidak sengaja...
kepada semua, kemaafan dipinta..

Diriku ini bukan lah malaikat..
mana tak nye kalau asyik menyakat...
namun kuharap hajat ku ini tak tersekat..
untuk meraikan nya dengan yang terdekat..

Salam sayang,
a lil sumthin from sumone~

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♥ When you think of happiness, I hope you think of me.
2:27 AM

July 19, 2009

♥ kawan?~
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salam~

kawan?.. apa itu kawan?.. apa beza kawan dengan sahabat?.. atau dengan rakan?.. ejaan semata-mata kah?.. hurm.. smpai sekarang.. susah untuk ditafsirkan apa sebenar nya erti kawan yang sebenarnya.. kalau kta tnya org2 sekeliling.. mcm2 jawapan yg kita akan dapat.. klau menurut DBP plak klik kat sini... ntah nape.. ari nie az terasa cam nak listkan jenis2 kawan yg az dpt lihat sepanjang hidup az nie..

1.ada jenis kawan yg sentiasa ada kat sisi kita.. samada kita susah mahupun senang.. selalu nya dengan kawan yg macam ni.. kita akan lebih terbuka utk bercerita dengan diorg ttg apa2 aja.. kadang2 diorg nie dah ibarat diary kita sendiri.. kawan yg mcm nie sgt susah nak cari zaman sekarg nie.. bg az laa.. bla kta dah jumpa kawan jenis camni, kta akan percayakan diorg sgt2.. n biasa nya.. kawan mcm nie la yg kta plg jaga n paling takut kehilangan nya.. oleh itu.. utk sape2 yg rasa diorg tu adalah kawan jenis nie.. jglah lah sesekali duga keprcayaan diorg terhadap korg.. sbb diorg nie akan terasa pedih dan sakit yg amat bla korg duga keprcayaan diorg..

2.ada jenis kawan yg berkawan dengan kita sbb apa yg kita ada.. mungkin nama, duit, ilmu, kedudukan, kereta, ticket free tgk MU lawan Msia atau pape jela... selalunya.. kawan2 jenis mcm nie x kekal lama.. time kta senang, diorg akan lekat dengan kita 24j.. tp klau kita susah.. nama kita pun diorg susah nak ingt.. tp org2 jenis nie selalu nya agak licik.. susah utk kta kesan ciri2 diorg nie.. melainkan benda dah pun terlambat.. time tu baru kta tau sapa kawan, sapa lawan...

3.ada jenis kawan yg kawan dengan kita bersebab.. sebab apa?.. haa.. itu yg kta x tau.. ada yg kawan dgn kta smata2 dia berkenan ngan member kta jd bla nak try dapat kan member kta tu.. kta yg jd kambing itam walaupun kulit kta nie kuning langsat.. slalu nya.. kawan yg mcm nie.. mula2 kawan, diorg akan sgtttttt baik dgn kta.. yelaaa.. msti la nak kta sebut yg baik2 je kat member kta tu psl dia kan?.. tp pas dah dpt member kta tu.. nak bertegur ngan kta pown susah.. konon2 nak jaga ati member kta aka awek baru dia.. lbey truk lg.. ada yg sanggup bwat kta ngan member kta gaduh hanya sbb dia.. ish3.. *geleng2 kpala..

4.ada jenis kawan nie yg mmg sgt2 sayangkan kta.. sbb bg diorg, ktalah tempat utk diorg mengadu, tmpt utk diorg cari ketenangan tmpt, utk diorg dapatkan nasihat.. slalu nya bila diorg ada masalah, kta lah org pertama yg akan diorg cari.. mmg sronok klaw ada kawan yg mcm nie.. sbb kta akan rs cam kta nie dperlukan.. tp amat menyakitkan bla slalunya kawan2 jenis mcm nie diorg akn cr kta HANYA bla diorg ada masalah.. mksd nya.. klau masa2 lain tu, nak dgr kabar pun susah.. atau bila kta susah diorg xpnah pula nak tlg.. sgt2 sakit.. oucchhh...

5.ada jenis kawan yg suka makan kawan.. mksd nya?.. maksud nya.. bla dpn kta, diorg sgtttt laaahhh baik dgn kta.. pijak semut x mati, panjat gunung x penat.. tp belakang kta??... amboi3.. mcm2 diorg ckp psl kta.. slalu nya mengata laa kan?.. dr yg kecil smpai yg besar.. dr yg tjadi smpai yg x pernah tjadi.. smuaa diorg jaja kat org lain.. pelik btol.. apa yg best nya jaj cita org lain pun x taw la az.. klaw jaja dpt income xpe la gak.. nie habuk pun xde.. ada plak yg lbih advance lg cara diorg yg jenis nie.. diorg x main laa jaja2 nama org.. diorg lbih suka kenakan balik kta.. bwat apa?.. rampas bf/gf.. curik idea.. curik duit.. curik peluang kta tuk naik.. sesungguh nya.. org jenis nie sgt2 lah kejam.. sigh..

6.ada jenis kawan yg macam cikgu kpd kta.. atau mcm mak ayah kta.. sbb diorg laa yg ajar kta mcm2.. kalau dulu kita nie jenis manusia dlm gua.. tp sbb diorg kita dah bley lihat dan kenal dunia luar.. diorg laa yg ajar kta mcm mana nak truskan kehidupan dlm dunia nie.. tp masalah nya dgn kawan yg jenis nie ialah.. kta sndri kne pandai sblm diorg.. mksd nya?.. mksd nya.. kta kne pndai pilih.. sbb x smua kawan yg jenis cikgu nie adalh cikgu yg ngajar benda2 baik.. ada juga "cikgu" ajaran sesat..

7.ada jenis kawan yg sgt sekepala dgn kta.. kalau duduk dgn diorg.. x bergelak sakan memang x sah!.. diorg mampu buat kta hepi sepanjang masa.. klau nak kluar berjalan2, dengan kawan2 jenis camnie mmg sgt enjoy.. sbb bla dgn diorg, kta xkan rs malu utk jd diri kta.. sbb kawan2 jenis mcm nie, diorg trima kta sbb perangai kta.. kebanyakkan memori manis kta selalunya ada kaitan ngan diorg nie.. ada sesetgh kawan jenis nie yg mampu jd kawan jenis no.1 td.. tp ada juga yg x boleh.. sbb dgn diorg nie.. kta mungkin boleh mengharapkan diorg utk menghilangkan masalah kta.. tp x semestinya kta boleh mengahrapkan diorg urk menyelesaikan masalah kta.. tp pape pun.. kta ttp syg kawan2 jenis camni..

cuba korg pusing kiri kanan.. cuba korg tgk kawan2 korg kat sekeliling korg.. kawan jenis apakah diorg tu?.. btulkah yg korg panggil kawan tu adalah kawan korg?.. atau ada di antara diorg tu sebenarnya lawan korg dlm diam?.. klau btul diorg smua tu kawan2 korg.. korg patut rasa besyukur yg amat.. sbb ditakdirkan tuhan tuk korg ditemani dan dikelilingi kawan2 yg sgt memahami.. walaupun kadang2 ada diantara diorg tu pernah cuba mencabar tahap kesabaran korg.. pernah buat korg terasa.. pernah bwat korg menitiskan air mata.. tp korg kne ingt juga.. xde sorg manusia pun yg sempurna.. malah.. slalunya.. ketidak sempurnaan kita tulah yg slalu nya membuatkan perhubungan persahabatan kita tu sempurna.. dan kita kna juga ingt.. ada juga masa dan ketika nya kita mungkin pernah buat diorg trasa ngan kita.. samada kta sedar mahupun tidak..

ps-"zaman sekarang nie, kalau dah dpt sorg pun kawan baik, dah kira bagus.. alhamdulillah.. pasal kawan yg nak menjahanamkan tu.. rmai.. bersyukurlah.."
- los and faun

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♥ When you think of happiness, I hope you think of me.
11:28 PM

June 1, 2009

♥ rindu~
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salam~

kemana menghilang semua kawan2 ku?..

smstinya d ofis mereka d ceruk2 kaed nu..

hwaaaa...

daku rindu sama merekaaa...

kata je duk uia..

tp nak jumpa diorg pown ssh..

bz ngan firm maseng2..

bkn merungut..

cme mengeluh..

bkn x faham situasi mereka..

tp faham sgt..

cme kadang2..

ble dah 3 ari terperap dalam blik..

tanpa sebarang kelibat diorg..

rasa nak terjah je smua ofis2 kat kaed 2..

tapiii...

ceq seggaaaannnn....

huhuhu..

ble laa dpt g tgk wayang rmai2 lg?..

ble la bley klua rmai2 lg?..

ble la bley maen ice skatin lg?..

ble la nak ada surprise burfday party lg?..

hwaaaa...

rinduuu2...

rindu sgt2 dgn org2 nye...

rindu sgt2 dgn kenangan2..

ein, afan, kimi, hafiz, fiza, dodot, nisa...

k.diba, k.gg, mar, kembar dan kembar2 jadian nya

az rinduuuu dgn korg..

hwaaaaa....

T.T
ps-missin dos moments in cenfos.. T.T

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♥ When you think of happiness, I hope you think of me.
9:08 PM

May 30, 2009

♥ my new family~
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salam~
dear readers(if der r any..).. i began dis 3rd sem of mine in uia.. with da existance of my new family.. wen i 1st meet dem.. i felt scared, akward, yet excited.. wut fear me da most about dem is dat.. im afraid dat i might not b able 2 blend in wit dem... i mean.. dey r already 1 big family... n im new 2 dem... but den.. day after day.. i finally realize dat.. dey have become part of my life now.. so der fo.. in dis post.. i officially introduced u guys 2 ma new family.. my iium bowling family~


introducing da father of the family.. abg zz.. abg zz is 1 of da national bowler.. all da way from sabah.. abg zz who is currently da team coach is so dedicated n serius wen it comes 2 bowling.. since m da new baby in da family(eceeaahh.. prasan la plak.. ngee).. im quite scared facin abg zz.. he's serius face always makes me tink 3x b4 missin an ez spare(seriusly!).. he's deep voice lak.. mmg cam bapak mithali laah.. but den.. da bapak always understand his children.. abg zz can b strict on da lane.. but he can b s crazee s we r off da lane.. he cares bout us n always make sure dat we get da best (bapak la katakan..).. tanx abg zz!.. n sorry agn fo dat day.. huhuhu...


dis is da MOM.. our mom.. kak farah is a lawyer gonnab.. da 1st tyme i saw her.. i was shiverin(ok.. hyperbola cket..).. i mean.. her eyes.. if u look straight to her eyes.. even da cricket team will bow down n take a bath usin a super smell eliminator soap.. but den.. it was juz wut i tot.. wen u got 2 noe her.. she is avery nice person, slumber n she always noe wut she wan n wut she wanna do.. isnt she a great mom?(ecece.. hehehe..) she has always been da mom fo da team n da big sis fo us da gurls.. n she always look great in pictures!(eventhou we juz had an 8 hour spa treatment 4rm da cricket team..)


dis is abg zaim.. captain/abg long.. abg zaim is an ict student.. among all of us.. abg zaim joined da team way earlier.. he is da best captain we can ever hope fo.. he is always dedicated in doin he's job as da captain of da team.. always takin a good care of his siblings(i mean.. us..) n bravely stand out fo us in front of mr.kefli da-perkampungan sukan-lover to make sure dat we can stay in alor star instead of uum durin masum.. he always try his best 2 make sure dat we won b left behind o bein look down by others.. he is such a nice abg long.. sorry eh abg long.. sbb adik2 nie slalu buli abg long..

nex in da line is abg charlie.. he's tall.. he's crazee.. n he's da HOT stuff durin masum(2 certain ppl eh.. o shud i say a couple of ppl?.. ngee..).. abg charlie is borned wit da famous gene.. he is very well-known among da BENL.. n he neva lose his spotlight even wen he's in da alley... howeva u can always count on him in serius matters... hangin out wit him is da best thing u can do after a not-so-good-ave game.. he's weakness?.. da seducing nickname of CBH.. LOL

dis is da eldest sister.. kak amim.. a BENL student who always noe her rights 2 enter da mahallah late at nite although da pak guard is messin wit her.. ngeh3.. she has been very friendly 2 me since da beginnin of our meeting.. i can always talk 2 her about everythin.. bowling.. studies.. pregnancy(opss..hehe...) she's a pink lover.. kak amim has been so helpful 2 me.. all da msgs.. da reminders... da permission to let me keep my bag in her room.. n so much more.. kak amim.. u hav been so nice 2 me n i tank u sooo much! (ttbe emo lak..)

febrina is da name.. fabulous is her game(ngee).. dis is kak feb!.. kak feb is a BENL student who is very pretty n crazee.. she is very friendly n nice.. n loves her boy so much.. ngee.. although she is my big sis.. but she is much more smaller den me in size.. she loves shopping n she treasures her halkum very much.. hehehe... kak feb is da hepy-go-lucky type of gurl.. yet on da lane.. she will b very focus n always try her best not 2 back up her hand anymore.. =P


shafiq is my twin brother of da same age n batch.. dis guy always go crazee all da tyme xcept wen he's in da game.. he can stand bhind u all day long.. cheerin n supportin u no matter how tired he is.. he can give u moral support wen u r down n help u weneva u need it.. he loves makin jokes but u gotta listen carefully 2 it.. coz ders alwys a hidden "msg" inside dos jokes.. although dey r stereo n cream-o.. but shafiq only loves oreo.. miahaha...

dis is abg shahdan.. juz lyke me.. he is new in da family.. so in dat case.. ill consider him as da long lost big brother.. abg shahdan is currently takin his phd here in uia.. he always help us the gurls 2 carry our bag up into da bus.. he was our manager durin masum recently.. hanging out wit abg shahdan is da best way 2 4get all ur problems.. he crack jokes all da tyme! n he is super duper cute!(perangai..).. he always noe how 2 make us smile n laugh everytyme we r in a cold situation.. abg shahdan(if u r readin dis).. i tank u sooo much fo all of ur support dat u gave 2 me n da team.. n we r really2 glad dat u were able 2 b wit us durin masum.. =)

a week trainin wit dem.. n 9 days spendin wit dem in kedah.. has made my 3rd sem a memorable 1.. we had sooo much fun 2gether.. n it has been a week since i last hug, eat, cheer n smile wit dem.. i miss dem soooo much... abg zz, abg zaim, abg charlie, abg shahdan, kak farah, kak feb, kak amim n shafiq.. im sooo glad dat i noe u guys.. n i really2 enjoy every moment dat we spend 2gether in kedah.. really hope 2 c u guys soon.. hugs n kisses...
wit our grandpa/oic.. abg hafiz..waitin fo da bus aka chamwhorin tyme.. endin up meetin wit da our friendly cricket team...
after d n of team event.. it was da best day wer we really enjoy da game no matter how bad our score was...n we love dat shirt sooo much!!!
yeahh.. its proven.. we r 1 big happy n crazee family... n vain too.. =P
i took dis pic!!! wit abg zz's 50d! cool huh?.. ngeee..
us bein vain s usual... but den.. i really2 love dis pic!

ps-actually my new family still have few other members that i haven't listed yet.. its because some of dem ive only meet once o twice.. so i dun really noe dem well yet.. so.. watch out.. der might b a 2nd episode of my xtended family... =)

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♥ When you think of happiness, I hope you think of me.
10:16 PM

April 20, 2009

♥ tagged by mardybum n kayanto~
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salam~

anda rasa anda hot?
ini satu knyataan yg x dpt dinafikan.. sy MMG HOT.. buktinya ada kawan2 sy yg ngaku sy mmg hot.. HOT TEMPERED... ngeee....



upload gambar kegemaran anda


kenapa anda suka gambar ini?
sbb.. ada gambar kami b4 adik bradik!!!.. antra gambar kitorg yg agk proper.. klaw x... mcm2 aksi2 plik je kitorg bwat.. ngee... gambar nie la daku tatap tiap kali homesick.. huhu...



bila kali terakhir makan pizza?
err.. serius x ingt... ohh.. dah ingt!!.. tyme dtg register nak msuk sem2 ngan om n family kat pizza hut klcc!.. gle lamaa!!!... waaahhh... ttbe ngidam pizza lak.. adoyai...



lagu terakhir yang anda dengar?
1234 plain whit ts... my fav.. ngeee....


Apa yang anda buat selain menyelesaikan tag ini?

dgr lagu yuni shara sepi.. facebooking.. ym ngan mardybummy!!.. berselimut dlm blakey ats krusi... nak kluarkan peluh... huhu...



Selain nama sendiri, anda suka dipanggil dgn nama apa?
princess!!muahaha.. ma dad alwys call me wit dat name ble dia nak perli.. but i lyke it... hehehe... tatak.. only wen acu yg pggl.. sbnrnya kakak.. but yg kluar.. tatak...


Tag lagi 7orang?

1 kak jue

2 kak arina

3 abg shazu

4 omarion

5 eza

6 famie

7 anis

Siapa nombor 1 kepada anda?
ma studiom8 yg sgt2 cool!.. rabbit.. rabbit.. rabbit.. bear+rabbit.. hehehe... she's pretty n slumber... n sore dia sgt2 sdap.. misha omar!!!.. ngeee...


Orang nombor 3 ada hubungan dgn sesiapa?
err.. hehehe... sy x pasti... uhuk3.. ada ke abg shazu??.. ngeee....



Kata sesuatu berkenaan pada orang no. 5?
ma lovely lil sis.. ngee... junior sekolah.. alley.. n drama.. waahh... hehehe.. she'll do wuteva she wan.. n she will alwys try 2 get evrythin dat she desrve... i miss u hunie!!
ps-m in sp now!!!



Bagaimana dgn nombor 4?
bapak kitorg!!! tlah bcerai dgn mama rose.. dan pnah cbe bermesraan ngan datin nazuha.. muahahaha... ampun omar.. ngee... sgt2 cool dan slumber.. class rep yg sgt sempoi... org yg daku salute dlm bab2 photography nie... tlah mencuri misai uhuk3 tyme project3... hehehehe....



Siapakah orang nombor 2?
k.arina=senior aad ku.. 2nd yr.. sore dia sgt2 seksi.. hehehe.. n ble dia nyanyi dan sebenarnya sgt lah best!!!!


Pesanan kepada nombor 6?
en famie banks... i taw la u maken mletop sjak masuk urp nie.. but dun u eva 4get me keyh.. LOL....



Pendapat anda tentang nombor 7?
kecik2 cili padi.. she'll do anythin dat she wan... x pduli apa yg org nak ckp kat dia.. anis!! miss spendin tyme wit u!!.. hehehe....

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♥ When you think of happiness, I hope you think of me.
4:43 PM

April 14, 2009

♥ pabila rekaan menjadi kenyataan~
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salam~
pabila rekaan menjadi kenyataan..
hati terkelu, lidah terkedu..
tiada kata-kata yg mampu diucapkan..
tiada angan-angan yg datang berterbangan..
yg tinggal hanyalah secebis perasaan..
tentang keliru, pelik dan aneh..
aneh kerna xpernah dduga..
apa yg sebelum ini hanyalah sebuah cerita..
kini menjadi sebuah kehidupan..

pernah x.. korg tgk tv, muvee atau bc novel ke.. n scara kbtulan gle.. apa yg jd dlm crita 2.. jd kat korg?.. pelik kan?.. ala2 dejavu g2.. tp ble fikir2 blk.. klakar pown ada gak.. sbb klaw cam2.. korg la pelakon utama nye kan?.. *famous skejap... ngee..

bkn apa.. baru2 nie.. benda nie jd kat sorg kwn daku nie.. so dia pown cam tpinga2.. tp bley tgelak2 lg.. sbb benda nie dia jd konfius.. x taw mn nak bwat.. ye laa.. skrip xde kan.. jd kne spontan laa.. coz klaw benda nie kta dah pernah tgk jd kat org laen.. jd.. pttkah kita ikut apa yg org tu bwat?.. wlaupun kta dah tahu endin dia camne?.. atau kita ikut hati dan kpala kita sndri.. sbb kita rasa yg tu yg terbaik.. tp.. kita was2 dgn apa yg akan jadi bla akhir nnt.. hurm2...

pape pown.. sama macam dalam drama ke.. muvee ke... novel ke.. setiap apa yg jadi kat kita.. ada sebab dan hikmah nye.. setiap keputusan yg kta bwat.. kta perlu tanggung akibatnya.. lgpown.. apa lah erti kehidupan klaw kita x reti nak amek risiko kan?.. hurm2.. teringat plak kata2 seorg senior sekolah dlu.. dia kaitkan kehidupan dengan pementasan.. dan.. rsnye.. apa yg dia ckp 2.. ada betul nya...

hidup ini bak sebuah pementasan..
skrip telah dikarang..
pengarah di ats sudah pun terang..
yang tinggal hanyalah..
diri ini sang pelakon utama..
yang bakal menetukan..
berjaya atau tidak..
pementasan yg sedang berlangsung ini...

ps-kwn ku i2 sudah ada kputusan nya.. dan katanya.. itulah yg terbaik.. untuk dirinya dan orang2 di sekeliling nya.. semoga risiko yg diambil nya itu..kan menjadi titik permulaan kehidupan baru yg lebih baik bg nya.. =)

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♥ When you think of happiness, I hope you think of me.
3:42 PM

March 29, 2009

♥ im emo.. so wut??..
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salam~
im feelin really STUPID rite now!! BODOH!.. bodoh sbb slalu org amek kesempatan on me!!.. yet i dunno wut 2 do o how 2 react 2... n sanggup tebal mka n layan diorg... n BODOH becoz x pandai amek kesempatan!... hnya kerna takut nyusahkan org laen... sggup susahkan diri sndri.... endin up ngan makan ati sndri!.....
AZIERA NADIA AZMI... KAMOOOO SGT BODOH!!!!

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♥ When you think of happiness, I hope you think of me.
4:44 AM

March 15, 2009

♥ wishin dat im dead rite now!~
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salam~
i hate dis situation wen my lyfe is out of control.. so many things happen in da same tyme.. n most of it are BAD!! SICK of mural!! Lost my spec!.. n im totally broke!.. with da last project to b due in 2 more weeks... with ONLY ideation in progress.. its gonna b hard!.. HARD i tell u... dang... my life is miserable at dis moment.. sigh~

ps-homesick+moodless+frustration=tired..
howeva, tanx 2 dos who always put a smile on my face evryday.. ein syg, mardybum hunie, k.a+k.aja n da gang...

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♥ When you think of happiness, I hope you think of me.
11:27 PM

March 13, 2009

♥ mood LESS~
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salam~

it has been ages, since i last...



-had a meal in mcd.. i miss mcflurry.. huhuhu...

-step ma foot in any kfc..

-eat pepperoni pizza in pizza hut...

-watch muvee in da cinema..

-went shopping!!

-enjoy my life da fullest

-touch the ps2 controller

-do silly stuff wit ma babes n ma lil bros

-spend tyme in da alley happilly

-went fo vacation...

-relax..

-not thinking bout any assgnment, projects o hafazan...

-hang out wit ma fwens.. nothin else but juz chillin around...

-blk kg jumpa tok n run around da sawah..

-do things dat i really wanna do without any boundries n restriction or time limitation...



da worst is.. it has been ages since..i went back home...

-i miss chillin at mama's precious gazebo..

-i miss makin mess in da kitchen.. (was tryin 2 cook actually..)

-i miss going thru da kitchen at 2am with acu..

-i miss mama n tok nah's cookings..

-i miss hugging, sleeping, play around n watch l8 nite muvee with acu n annoy him till he sulk..

-i miss doing silly stuff n gettin into troubles with achik listenin 2 him talkin bout chicks n how im neva gonna get a bf...

-i miss arguing n quarelling wit angah..

-i miss shopping wit mama...

-i miss chit chating with abah bout new gadgets n cars juz 2 make mama pissed n i miss da moments wer we always try 2 annoy each other n evry1 else...


i miss dem soooooo muchhh....

ps-nak blk umah sgt2!!!.... T-T

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♥ When you think of happiness, I hope you think of me.
12:01 AM

January 30, 2009

♥ antara kawan dan kekasih~
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salam~
antara kekasih dan kawan... mana lebih penting?.. kawan?.. kekasih?.. org slalu ckp.. pentingkan kawan kerana kawan kan kekal selamanya.. tapi kekasih x semestinya kekal selamanya.. ada yg ckp, pentingkan kekasih, kerna kekasih adalah teman sehidup semati kita bwat slamanya memandangkan dgn dialah jodoh kita.. jd mazhab mana yang harus kita ikut?..tp macam mana kalau kawan dan kekasih tu org yang sama?.. dia adalah kawan yang ingin kita kasihkan.. tapi takut kasih x kesampaian dan kawan tu hilang macam tu sj?.. tepuklah dahi, tanyalah hati...
ps-post sblm nie tlah ku deletekan kerna tlalu pnjg sgt entri nya.. nak bwat camne.. uhuk3.. tlalu smgat mnaip smpai x sedar diri.. nwy.. dpendekkan kan crita, ianya kesah cuti raya cina ku di pd yg sgt best pd awal nya, tp di akhiri dgn kecurian yg blaku d banglo kami..

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♥ When you think of happiness, I hope you think of me.
10:53 PM

January 3, 2009

♥ 1430 and 2009~
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salam~
Happy New Year to all ma readers.. a year has passed.. a new year is ahead.. forget bout reversing da tyme.. start stepping ur feet towards da future.. Maal Hijrah.. da name itself is a reminder fo us.. to keep on hijrah.. hijrah fo da best.. fo da best dat we can b in our future.. not just for the world.. but fo da here after too.. wut is ma aim fo da dis new year??.. hurmm.. onestly.. i dun hav any.. coz we can plan all we wan.. but not evrything dat we planned is going to turn out to be true.. thus.. m just goin wit da flow.. but i do intend to score ma new sem.. although i hav 21.5 credit hour(yessss... 21.5.. o_0').. wanna do ma best to get da dean list.. hurmm.. new sem has already started.. 2 weeks d.. but da mood of doing projects is still missing.. if any1 found it.. pls contact me.. ask it 2 come back to me.. sigh.. without da mood.. i dun hav da passion to do ma work.. fo xmple.. m suppose to do ma essay on photomedia rite now.. but instead m writin ma blog.. aiseyhh.. wut 2 do.. uncle google and aunty wiki is not helpin me wit da definition of photomedia.. n 2morrow morning i need 2 submit it.. yes i noe... 2 morrow is saturday.. yeah.. i got class on saturday.. sigh.. ma 1st project fo studio is kiosk(again!..).. da last tyme nyer kiosk was a nightmare.. n now i hav 2 face it 1 more tyme.. aiyakk.. but den.. m tryin ma best 2 turn dat nightmare into a sweet reality.. try 2 learn from da past.. yeahh.. so guess.. dis week is da beginning of ma life as a batgurl.. or an owl lady.. choose one.. panda eyes.. forgeting 2 hav ma meal.. guess.. i hav 2 go thru all dat again.. now m staying in a diff rum from last sem... i hav 2 move 2 a compartment rum in asma.. up 1 level but still da same block.. ma rum8s r ma seniors.. 3rd yr archi, aad and landscape.. i dun really like dis rum.. its not bcoz of d ppl.. but its da surrounding.. its 2 quite n too private.. last tyme we share evrything.. from food to ideas.. we do evrything 2gether.. from sleeping 2 staying up... but now.. although all 4 of us r in da rum.. but it was so quiet.. no more ein's phone ringing, nisa's singing, fiza's crunching, mar's sulking, kak d's babbling n kak gg's arguing... waaaa.. i miss dos tyme soooo much.. i miss kc 229 soooooo much.. n i miss asma c2.10 too.. sigh.. but den.. life has 2 go on.. u cant rely on ppl all da tyme.. futhermore, ppl n surrounding always change and neva stay da same.. we juz need 2 face it.. so ere i m.. in ma compartment.. writin down dia piece of crap.. n endin up wit confusin maself wut dis entry should actually b.. but den.. since evrythin is already written.. wut else can i do?.. publishin it of coz.. n guess u hav reach da end of ma crap post.. tanx fo readin.. =)
ps- hijrah is an arabic n malay word that stand for emmigration.. it was taken from the incident wen prophet Muhammad SAW migrates from Mekah to Madinah...

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♥ When you think of happiness, I hope you think of me.
12:00 AM

December 3, 2008

♥ haru bhiru~
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salam~
november blalu.. disember menjengah.. walaupown arinie bawu 3 disember 2008.. tp dah mcm2 sgt yg tjadi.. smuanya haru bhiru belaka.. klaw nak snaraikan.. x cukup kowt 1 post.. ku sangkakan diriku nie ja yg berada dalam kapal layar kehidupan yg terumbang ambing dpukul ombak.. rupa2nya.. pd saat nie rmai kawan2ku yg laen pown berada dlm situasi yg sma.. wlaupown kami smua x menetap d kelantan mahupown terengganu.. tp kelihatan seperti kami juga mendapat tempias musim tengkujuh kali nie... masing2 muram kerna masalah yg mereka hadapi.. ada yg seydeyh sbb kena tukar bilik.. ada yg seydeyh sbb result xm.. ada yg seydeyh kerna tlalu bohsan ketika cuti ini.. ada yg seydey kerna dah bermiggu x jumpa kekasih ati.. tapi jika difikirkan sgt masalah2 nie.. sampai ke sudah ianya xkan selesai.. masalah akan ttp menjadi masalah dan xkan selesai selagi kta x cba utk selesaikannya.. tp klaw masalah 2 merupakan salah satu drpd kesalahan kta yg x mungkin kta ubati, baek dlupakan saja masalah i2.. buat apa dfikirkan yg lepas jika dihadapan kta maseh ada kebahagiaan yg sedang menanti.. kta dah trlepas persimpangan kebahagiann di awal jalan.. xkan kta nak lpaskan juga persimpangan kebahagiaan yg ada dhadapan sana?.. hurmm.. jd.. kpd kwn2ku yg amat kusayangi skalian.. jgn la seydeyh2 sgt keyh... tiada org laen yg bley bwat kta rsa happy melainkan kta sendiri yg cba tuk bwat diri kita happy.. lpakan yg lalu.. kuatkan semangat dan tabahkan hati tuk yg akan dtg.. sem2 nie kta mulakan dgn semangat yg baru.. blajar dr kesilapan yg lampau agar sejarah x berulang lagi.. yeahh!! (baca dgn semangat ye..).. oleh yg demikian.. ceriakan lah hari korunk dgn menguntum cukuplah sekadar sebuah senyuman di bibir agar dalam hari korunk ini.. maseh ada saat dan ketika yg boleh bwat korunk rs bahagia walupown utk seketika.. x salahkan klau kta cba bgembira tatkala kta kesedihan?.. tersenyum n rasa bahagia 1 saat dlm sehari lbey baek dr kita brmuram n bsedeyh spnjang hari.. akhir kata.. ku sayang sgt dgn smua kawan2ku.. daku brharap agar kowunk jgn sydeyh2 sgt keyh.. klaw kowunk seydeyh, idop ini xkan ceria.. penuhi hari2 terakhir cuti kowunk nie dengan warna2 pelangi yg boleh bwat kowunk rs gembira.. dan sekembalinya kta ke gombak nnt.. berdoalah agr kta kan lbey baek n lbey bersemangat...

salam sayang~
ps-ampun n maaf dpinta kpd kwn2ku sekalian jkalaw kamoo ada mghantar msg kpd ku namun x dbalas kerna ph daku ada masalah..

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♥ When you think of happiness, I hope you think of me.
7:56 AM

November 22, 2008

♥ kerna dtag~
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salam~
adoyai o_0' ..igtkan bley tlepas dr tag menetag nie. tp nmpk nye..tdak le plak..huhu..
k..tag nie dr kak arina.. senior aad ku..


* Take a recent photo of yourself OR take a picture of yourself RIGHT NOW.
* DON'T change your cloth. DON'T fix your hair, just take a picture.
* Post that picture with NO editing.
* Post this instruction with your picture.
* Tag 10 people to do this.
n ere it gos..

tadaaa...

hehehe..ku tlah mensetkan camku ke black n white agar kekantoian dpt d elak.. hohohoh.. dgn i2.. tersebut adlh snarai nama2 yg ku nak kne kan plak.. weee...

1.mardybum

2.kayan

3.omar(omar kan ske tgkp gambar.. hehehe)

4.eza hunie

5.ain... ma xrum8 yg ku syg.. hehehe...

slbeynya.. sape2 la yg rs2 nak bwat 2.. sila2 la bwat erk.. sekian..

ps-kpd nama2 yg tkena.. bwat taw.. klaw x ku tuntut.. hohoho = P

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♥ When you think of happiness, I hope you think of me.
1:55 AM

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    klaw dgn stranger.. sy pemalu orgnya.. klaw dgn member.. sy mmg tak tahu malu lgsung.. ^^

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