December 27, 2011
♥ hwarggh~
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Labels: thoughts n emotions~
8:38 AM
December 12, 2011
♥ sobbsss~
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nak cuti jugakkkk...
Labels: thoughts n emotions~
11:52 AM
December 9, 2011
♥ disgrace
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Labels: family~, introduction of maself~, thoughts n emotions~
8:56 AM
September 21, 2011
♥ regrets...
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have you ever made a decision that you're gonna regret it for the rest of your life?.. yet you know that it is for the best..
well.. i just made one last night.. and i hope, no matter what happen.. i promise myself to be better.. for the sake of our future.. if we have the chance..
ps-you are the best thing that ever happen to me.. n i have no regrets in loving you...
Labels: thoughts n emotions~
10:49 AM
August 10, 2011
♥ Im a Muslim and Im proud! ^^
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Some people around the world has the impression of Muslims are terrorist or rebelious.. There are thousands of movies, stories, novels or biography telling others how cruel and horrible muslims are.. And in most stories, the ladies of Muslims are oppressed by the man and wasn't been given their rights to live the world..
Well, let me tell you something.. Those stories are exaggerating.. Im a Muslim and a Lady and Im OK!! I love my life and I enjoy my life just like any other kids in the whole world.. I have friends from different races and I LOVE them.. I travel, play bowling, enjoy roller coaster rides and love the beach.. I listens to Eminem, Colbie Caillat and Linkin Park.. I read Twilight Saga and Harry Potter.. I enjoy going to the cinema with my friends.. I love dressing up cause I usually gain my self esteem through what I wear daily.. Covering the aurah is a must but it doesn't stop me from dressing up, as long as I know my limits.. And right now, Im currently a student of Arts and Design majoring in Industrial design in one of the best university in my country..
So once again, please stop judging us Muslims as enemies.. We are normal human being who belief and have faith in Allah SWT... We does not make enemies with other religions because Islam itself teach us to be friendly and kind to everyone no matter what gender, race, or religion they are..
ps-don't judge a bunch of grape from the same stalk by that one rotten piece...
pss-Im still learning to be a better Muslim.. ^^
Labels: introduction of maself~, thoughts n emotions~, words~
9:53 PM
August 3, 2011
♥ pendek?
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skrg zaman teknologi bgai ni dlm setiap benda nak cpt n pendek.. abes smua benda dpendekkan..*skirt baju smua xyah ckp la kannn* tp benda yg paling annoying skali bla dpendekkan is ucapan or greeting to seseorang.. klaw stakat pendek tp klaw baca still klua perkataan yg betol xpe laa jugak.. ni yg klua hnya huruf jee.. contoh?..
and sooo much more..
for me, ucapan tu klaw nak kasi kat org kasi laa dgn hati yg ikhlas.. ble tgk tulis camtu, rs cam org yg ucap tu nak xnak je ucap sbnarnye.. hilang abes nilai2 / mesej2 yg nk dsampaikan.. xde sweet2 n terharu2 dah.. so klaw bleyyy.. rajin2 laa tulis ucapan tu pnjang2 keyh.. exercise laa jari2 tu cket.. ni salah satu contoh ilang nye feel dr pendek2 nie dan scara tak langsung dah bwat org yg trima msg tu salah faham..
ps-kadang2 x salah kita berusaha lbey tuk happy kan org laen.. mntaw nnt klaw kita sedih org tu yg akan bwat kta happy blk.. x salah kan?..
Labels: thoughts n emotions~
11:17 PM
♥ jgn pendam bley?
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kau ada hati dan perasaan bukan?..
jd luahkan apa yg kau rasa..
klaw kau pendam kau ingat semua org bley baca?..
klaw org salah baca kau marah..
jadi apa lg yg kau nak?..
aku?..
aku nak kau buka mulut dan bersuara..
sebab aku dah tak tahu nak buat apa...
ps-aku bukan mind reader.. jd jgn anggap aku sentiasa tahu..
pss-maaf bahasakan diri sbg aku.. trasa spt perlu...
Labels: thoughts n emotions~
11:45 AM
♥ fuh! fuh! fuh!
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Labels: thoughts n emotions~
1:08 AM
January 7, 2010
♥ painting~
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Labels: addiction~, interest~, projects~, thoughts n emotions~
11:56 AM
December 31, 2009
♥ thank you n goodbye~
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a while with you, makes my world go round..
filling it up, with images and sound..
you make me lost, and harder to be found..
coz sometimes, i ain't touching the ground..
you made me cried, you made me petrified..
and i thought, it was my time to die..
you wipe my tears, u whisper to my ear..
hush lil girl, there's nothing to fear..
you give me rainbows, right after the rain..
just to show me, that life is not plain..
you take me away, so i can forget my pain..
till finally, i know how to smile again..
i was in love, like i never before..
dont want to be sad, not confused anymore..
when im surrounded, by those who i adore..
i'll be smiling, like a kid in a candy store..
thank you to you, thank you for sure..
guidance from you, makes me more mature..
complications and problems, im ready to endure..
because right now, i'm feeling more secure..
saying goodbye, is not my thing..
remembering the promises, behind this ring..
will try to bloom, like a flower in spring..
try to be an angel, with wide and open wing..
2009 has teach me lots of things.. I learned bout love, friendship and family..i learned to appreciate things that i have.. and what is more important is..i've learned that sometimes, we have to take risk and get out from our safe zone if we want to achieved something better in life.. and always trust your instinct..goodbye 2009.. you will always be remembered..
ps-thaks to you.. n you.. n you.. for putting the sugar n spice in my 2009 diary of life..
Labels: family~, fwens~, thoughts n emotions~
10:51 PM
October 22, 2009
♥ angels and devils~
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Devil B-dun listen to him! look at me!.. touch me.. feel me.. i can give you comfort my darling.. i know you think that im mr dreamy dont you?.. come here baby... be on top of me.. trust me.. i can take you to your dreamland darling...
Devil I- why are you even try to listen to them??.. i know its me that you want..i can grant you every wish.. every dreams.. just come with me.. and i'll sway with you.. you know you want me baby..
Devil L- hahaha.. look at you guys.. trying soo hard to persuade her.. Honey.. stop thinking.. stop messing with your head.. just relax and let me do everything for you honey.. Its my pleasure to be with you.. Its my pleasure to lead the way.. and all you have to do is.. enjoy it honey...
angel H-my dear.. you know whats the best for you right?..before making any decision.. why dont you take a glimpse look at your family potrait.. Think bout how your decision can affect your parents n your siblings.. think about MrD.. are you goin to ruin both of your future?.. you were destined to be together.. Dont let your parents think that your relationship with MrD is the reason of your fall..they might even ask you guys to break up.. You dont want that to happen right my dear?.. and my dear.. there's a bright light waiting for you at the end of the road.. are you gonna take a u turn now?..the dicision is yours to make.. =)
...... continue her date with the dull, boring and nerdy Mr. Awtooked..
cast member :
Devil F : Facebook
Devil B : Bed
Devil I : Imagination
Devil L : Laziness
MrD : my baby... my Dslr
Labels: introduction of maself~, projects~, reasons n answers~, thoughts n emotions~
3:33 PM
October 15, 2009
♥ The scratches that made me~
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Labels: interest~, thoughts n emotions~
12:29 AM
October 4, 2009
♥ its official~
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- playing around with my own reflection in the mirror *check
-hip dancing to a sad song *check
-had a counseling session wit mr froggy *check
-laugh out loud while watchin a horror muvee *check
-tinking too far ahead bout the future *check
-keep on calling others when i already noe dat my ph is blocked *check
-look outside my window n saw a beach as its view *check
let's see...
hurm..
yup..
its official..
ive lost my
ps-sumone pls send me to da psyco houz...
Labels: addiction~, introduction of maself~, thoughts n emotions~
2:20 AM
September 26, 2009
♥ im so over you~
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im so over you,
when i don't bother peeping at you,
and your name are not scribbled in my book.
im so over you,
when i stop saying your name constantly,
and discontinue viewing your blog and facebook.
im so over you,
when i'm not into anything you do,
and not even amused when you munch and crunch.
im so over you,
when i don't miss you at all,
and didn't try to bump into you during lunch.
im so over you,
when i don't bother bout the shirt you are wearing,
and didn't think it's funny when you did something wrong.
im so over you,
when im not excited to buzz you in ym,
and your hye can't make me smile all day long.
im so over you,
when my heart beats normally when i see you,
and when im not lost when i look into those eyes.
im so over you,
when everything about you didn't make me cry,
and i can stop bugging others for answers and advice.
im so over you,
when i'm not jealous with other girls,
and even when you are flirting with them.
im so over you,
when i stop seeing you in other guys,
and start dating them if they buy me a gem.
im so over you,
when your face is no longer in my mind,
and your voice is not the music of my life.
im so over you,
when i stop dreaming about you,
and stop wishing that someday ill be your wife.
im so over you,
when you are not my inspiration,
and not thinking of you evrytime i wrote the word you.
im so over you,
when i can stop writing poems about you,
and didn't write it as if im dedicating it to you.
ps- to "you" ders a big chance that you will be reading this.. i juz wanna admit.. although ive been actin as if im over it.. but i was neva over it.. but i promised myself to let it go.. n im tryin my best to do so.. so dont u worry.. m not gonna bother u anymore.. n pls dun b botherd by me.. =)
Labels: thoughts n emotions~
4:37 AM
September 19, 2009
♥ Salam Aidilfitri~
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Terlanjur kata, terkasar bahasa...
Diriku ini bukan lah malaikat..
a lil sumthin from sumone~
Labels: events~, family~, fwens~, holidaes~, thoughts n emotions~
2:27 AM
August 29, 2009
♥ how i wish~
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I have a better luck
No need to face any trouble
No need to swear the word fuck.
How I wish
I can run away
With no regret and never look back
Disappear to a land far-far away.
How I wish
I never feel frightened
To do whatever I want
Without decline, without hesitation.
How I wish
I’m a talented person
Everything I do is a masterpiece
Giving everyone a great impression
How I wish
I can cry anytime
Without even hiding it
Without forcing myself to fake a smile
How I wish
I can forget the past
To start a new chapter
To make my daily life a blast
How I wish
I’m soulful again
Filled with excitement
Not filled with pain
How I wish
Every wish will come true
After all that I’ve been through
Only wishing that I can do
ps-
how i wish
2nd year aint this hard
not making my soul to fall apart
and i can go through it will all my heart
8:22 AM
July 27, 2009
♥ 26 days 2 go~
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its 2.36am.. n i still cant close my eyes.. y?.. i got no idea..
i dunno y.. but im kinda xcited fo ramadhan.. ive neva felt this way b4.. i juz dunno y..
but i gotta feelin.. dat this ramadhan gonna b a lil bit diffrent..
how?.. i dunno.. ill juz hav 2 wait n c..
o mayb.. mayb..
its the last ramadhan fo me...
who noes?...
=)
ps-26days 2 go..
Labels: addiction~, events~, interest~, introduction of maself~, thoughts n emotions~
2:36 AM
July 23, 2009
♥ u r messin wit the wrong gurl, baby!~
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thats it!
its official!!!
haaa.. puas ati... finally ive said it...
2 many things happened in this semester..
tooo many..
and its alllll BAD i tell u!
sigh..
*sabar az.. sabar..
klaw nak list down bley jee.
but i prefer not 2..
takut nnt ada yg trasa..
den gado lak..
xmo3..
but wut makes me burst 2day is bcoz...
sumone stole my pink nike flip flop!!!!
u dun understand..
az jenis yg sgt picky klaw beli barang..
xpecially shoes...
n i love dat flip flop sgt2!!!
sigh..
to da person who stole my flip flop..
argghhh...
tggu la weekn ni..
az nak bwat 1 projek besar2an..
HAHAHAHAHA *evil laugh
n 1 more thing..
harry potter n da half blood prince..
is sooooooooo.....
frustrating..
sigh~
ps-my 2nd yr is turnin from bad to worst.. evry single day.. but i believe.. evrything happen for a reason..
pss-xception for this one.. i noe.. i need 2 do sumthin bout it.. n mayb.. its one of da way for me to let out all da anger that ive been hidin n keepin underneath my poker face...
Labels: events~, introduction of maself~, projects~, thoughts n emotions~
9:41 PM
July 19, 2009
♥ kawan?~
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kawan?.. apa itu kawan?.. apa beza kawan dengan sahabat?.. atau dengan rakan?.. ejaan semata-mata kah?.. hurm.. smpai sekarang.. susah untuk ditafsirkan apa sebenar nya erti kawan yang sebenarnya.. kalau kta tnya org2 sekeliling.. mcm2 jawapan yg kita akan dapat.. klau menurut DBP plak klik kat sini... ntah nape.. ari nie az terasa cam nak listkan jenis2 kawan yg az dpt lihat sepanjang hidup az nie..
1.ada jenis kawan yg sentiasa ada kat sisi kita.. samada kita susah mahupun senang.. selalu nya dengan kawan yg macam ni.. kita akan lebih terbuka utk bercerita dengan diorg ttg apa2 aja.. kadang2 diorg nie dah ibarat diary kita sendiri.. kawan yg mcm nie sgt susah nak cari zaman sekarg nie.. bg az laa.. bla kta dah jumpa kawan jenis camni, kta akan percayakan diorg sgt2.. n biasa nya.. kawan mcm nie la yg kta plg jaga n paling takut kehilangan nya.. oleh itu.. utk sape2 yg rasa diorg tu adalah kawan jenis nie.. jglah lah sesekali duga keprcayaan diorg terhadap korg.. sbb diorg nie akan terasa pedih dan sakit yg amat bla korg duga keprcayaan diorg..
2.ada jenis kawan yg berkawan dengan kita sbb apa yg kita ada.. mungkin nama, duit, ilmu, kedudukan, kereta, ticket free tgk MU lawan Msia atau pape jela... selalunya.. kawan2 jenis mcm nie x kekal lama.. time kta senang, diorg akan lekat dengan kita 24j.. tp klau kita susah.. nama kita pun diorg susah nak ingt.. tp org2 jenis nie selalu nya agak licik.. susah utk kta kesan ciri2 diorg nie.. melainkan benda dah pun terlambat.. time tu baru kta tau sapa kawan, sapa lawan...
3.ada jenis kawan yg kawan dengan kita bersebab.. sebab apa?.. haa.. itu yg kta x tau.. ada yg kawan dgn kta smata2 dia berkenan ngan member kta jd bla nak try dapat kan member kta tu.. kta yg jd kambing itam walaupun kulit kta nie kuning langsat.. slalu nya.. kawan yg mcm nie.. mula2 kawan, diorg akan sgtttttt baik dgn kta.. yelaaa.. msti la nak kta sebut yg baik2 je kat member kta tu psl dia kan?.. tp pas dah dpt member kta tu.. nak bertegur ngan kta pown susah.. konon2 nak jaga ati member kta aka awek baru dia.. lbey truk lg.. ada yg sanggup bwat kta ngan member kta gaduh hanya sbb dia.. ish3.. *geleng2 kpala..
4.ada jenis kawan nie yg mmg sgt2 sayangkan kta.. sbb bg diorg, ktalah tempat utk diorg mengadu, tmpt utk diorg cari ketenangan tmpt, utk diorg dapatkan nasihat.. slalu nya bila diorg ada masalah, kta lah org pertama yg akan diorg cari.. mmg sronok klaw ada kawan yg mcm nie.. sbb kta akan rs cam kta nie dperlukan.. tp amat menyakitkan bla slalunya kawan2 jenis mcm nie diorg akn cr kta HANYA bla diorg ada masalah.. mksd nya.. klau masa2 lain tu, nak dgr kabar pun susah.. atau bila kta susah diorg xpnah pula nak tlg.. sgt2 sakit.. oucchhh...
5.ada jenis kawan yg suka makan kawan.. mksd nya?.. maksud nya.. bla dpn kta, diorg sgtttt laaahhh baik dgn kta.. pijak semut x mati, panjat gunung x penat.. tp belakang kta??... amboi3.. mcm2 diorg ckp psl kta.. slalu nya mengata laa kan?.. dr yg kecil smpai yg besar.. dr yg tjadi smpai yg x pernah tjadi.. smuaa diorg jaja kat org lain.. pelik btol.. apa yg best nya jaj cita org lain pun x taw la az.. klaw jaja dpt income xpe la gak.. nie habuk pun xde.. ada plak yg lbih advance lg cara diorg yg jenis nie.. diorg x main laa jaja2 nama org.. diorg lbih suka kenakan balik kta.. bwat apa?.. rampas bf/gf.. curik idea.. curik duit.. curik peluang kta tuk naik.. sesungguh nya.. org jenis nie sgt2 lah kejam.. sigh..
6.ada jenis kawan yg macam cikgu kpd kta.. atau mcm mak ayah kta.. sbb diorg laa yg ajar kta mcm2.. kalau dulu kita nie jenis manusia dlm gua.. tp sbb diorg kita dah bley lihat dan kenal dunia luar.. diorg laa yg ajar kta mcm mana nak truskan kehidupan dlm dunia nie.. tp masalah nya dgn kawan yg jenis nie ialah.. kta sndri kne pandai sblm diorg.. mksd nya?.. mksd nya.. kta kne pndai pilih.. sbb x smua kawan yg jenis cikgu nie adalh cikgu yg ngajar benda2 baik.. ada juga "cikgu" ajaran sesat..
7.ada jenis kawan yg sgt sekepala dgn kta.. kalau duduk dgn diorg.. x bergelak sakan memang x sah!.. diorg mampu buat kta hepi sepanjang masa.. klau nak kluar berjalan2, dengan kawan2 jenis camnie mmg sgt enjoy.. sbb bla dgn diorg, kta xkan rs malu utk jd diri kta.. sbb kawan2 jenis mcm nie, diorg trima kta sbb perangai kta.. kebanyakkan memori manis kta selalunya ada kaitan ngan diorg nie.. ada sesetgh kawan jenis nie yg mampu jd kawan jenis no.1 td.. tp ada juga yg x boleh.. sbb dgn diorg nie.. kta mungkin boleh mengharapkan diorg utk menghilangkan masalah kta.. tp x semestinya kta boleh mengahrapkan diorg urk menyelesaikan masalah kta.. tp pape pun.. kta ttp syg kawan2 jenis camni..
cuba korg pusing kiri kanan.. cuba korg tgk kawan2 korg kat sekeliling korg.. kawan jenis apakah diorg tu?.. btulkah yg korg panggil kawan tu adalah kawan korg?.. atau ada di antara diorg tu sebenarnya lawan korg dlm diam?.. klau btul diorg smua tu kawan2 korg.. korg patut rasa besyukur yg amat.. sbb ditakdirkan tuhan tuk korg ditemani dan dikelilingi kawan2 yg sgt memahami.. walaupun kadang2 ada diantara diorg tu pernah cuba mencabar tahap kesabaran korg.. pernah buat korg terasa.. pernah bwat korg menitiskan air mata.. tp korg kne ingt juga.. xde sorg manusia pun yg sempurna.. malah.. slalunya.. ketidak sempurnaan kita tulah yg slalu nya membuatkan perhubungan persahabatan kita tu sempurna.. dan kita kna juga ingt.. ada juga masa dan ketika nya kita mungkin pernah buat diorg trasa ngan kita.. samada kta sedar mahupun tidak..
Labels: fwens~, reasons n answers~, thoughts n emotions~
11:28 PM
July 6, 2009
♥ perempuan lawa vs perempuan x lawa~
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salam~
realiti kehidupan antara perempuan lawa dan perempuan yg x lawa:
Kalau perempuan lawa pendiam
Lelaki akan cakap: woow, ciri-ciri isteri idaman...
kalau perempuan tak lawa pendiam
Lelaki akan cakap: eh tak reti komunikasi betul...
kalau perempuan lawa berbuat jahat
Lelaki akan kata: musti ada krisis dalaman nih... kesian
kalau perempuan tak lawa berbuat jahat
Lelaki akan cakap: dah la tak lawa, perangai pulak huduh...
kalau perempuan lawa menolong Lelaki yg diganggu
Lelaki akan cakap: heroin sejati... !
kalau perempuan tak lawa menolong Lelaki yang diganggu
Lelaki akan kata: taktik nak ngorat le tu...
kalau perempuan lawa dapat Lelaki hensem
Lelaki akan kata: ok gak la... .
kalau perempuan tak lawa dapat Lelaki hensem
Lelaki akan kata: kesian..mesti kena bomoh lelaki tuh!
kalau perempuan lawa ditinggal kekasih
Lelaki akan kata: buta kayu btl mamat tu... .
kalau perempuan tak lawa ditinggal kekasih
Lelaki akan kata:... patut pun kena reject...
kalau perempuan lawa penyayang binatang
Lelaki akan cakap: perasaannya halus... penuh kasih sayang
kalau perempuan tak lawa penyayang binatang
Lelaki akan cakap: sesama keluarga memang harus menyayangi...
kalau perempuan lawa bawa BMW
Lelaki akan cakap: ntah dato' mana bela ni.
kalau perempuan tak lawa bawa BMW
Lelaki akan cakap: musti anak org kaya ni..
kalau perempuan lawa tak mau bergambar
Lelaki akan cakap: pasti takut kalau2 gambarnya tersebar
kalau perempuan tak lawa tak mau bergambar
Lelaki akan kata: sedar pun diri...
kalau perempuan lawa menuang air ke gelas lelaki
Lelaki akan cakap: caring sungguh... .
kalau perempuan tak lawa menuang air ke gelas lelaki
Lelaki akan cakap: nak tunjuk caring le tu... .
kalau perempuan lawa bersedih hati
Lelaki akan cakap: dont worry..i will make u happy forever
kalau perempuan tak lawa bersedih hati
Lelaki akan kata: sikit2 nak nangis!! mengada2...
ps-dis is one of my old post from my previous blog..
Labels: reasons n answers~, thoughts n emotions~
1:21 AM