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January 7, 2010

♥ painting~
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salam~

life is like painting..
dun plan..
juz draw..
juz paint..
follow the flow..
leads by emotions..
you'll be surprise with the outcome..
you'll b happy with the result..

ps-i loveeeeee my current project.. i enjoy every seconds im doin it.. n it makes me feel great!
\(^_^)/

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♥ When you think of happiness, I hope you think of me.
11:56 AM

December 12, 2009

♥ The beauty in ugly~
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salam~




She’s so big hearted
But not so remarkable
Just an ordinary humble girl
Expecting nothing as we’re made to think
It’s a pretty person’s world

But you are beautiful
And you better go show it
So go look again
You gotta be true to your own
If you really wanna go to the top
Do you really wanna win
Don’t believe in leaving normal
Just to satisfy demand

Well if you wanna get free
And if you wanna do the passionate thing
And if you wanna get smart
For the sake of your heart and all
You should own your name
And stand up tall and get real
And see the beauty in ugly

Well you are fresh
Your face is fabulous
Don’t forget you’re one of a kind
When nobody’s checking the deeds you’ve done
And nobody’s hearing your cries
You make all the fashion statements
Just by dressing up your mind

And if you wanna get free
And if you wanna do the passionate thing
And if you wanna get smart
For the sake of your heart and all
You should own your name
And stand up tall and get real
And see the beauty in ugly
And see the beauty in ugly

Well if you wanna get free
And if you wanna do the passionate thing
And if you wanna get smart
For the sake of your heart and all
You should own your name
And stand up tall and get real
And see the beauty in ugly
And see the beauty in ugly

ps- see the beauty in ugly through your heart, not through the eyes..

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♥ When you think of happiness, I hope you think of me.
1:42 AM

October 15, 2009

♥ The scratches that made me~
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salam~
You buy things and you keep them clean. You take care of them. Keep them in a special pocket. Away from keys and coins. Away from other things that should be kept clean and taken care of as well. Then they get scratched. And scratched again. And again. And again. And again. Soon, you don't care about them anymore. You don't keep them in a special pocket. You throw them in the bag with everything else. They've surpassed their form and become nothing but function. People are like that. You meet them and keep them clean. In a special pocket. And then you start to scratch them. Not on purpose. Sometimes you just drop them by accident or forget which pocket they're in. But after the first scratch, it's all downhill from there. You see past their form. They become function. They are a purpose. Only their essence remains.


-a post from http://pleasefindthis.blogspot.com/


ps-i cant stop smiling but deep inside my heart is aching..

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♥ When you think of happiness, I hope you think of me.
12:29 AM

October 6, 2009

♥ a prayer for you~
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salam~



You gunna say something to the people
Prayer for you
A prayer to you
Do I sound that bad
Just the simple thought of you means everything
To my life you give meaning you're the best thing
So precious my gift for life
That's why I send you up this prayer
I pray for your protection your covering
That everything intended for you you'll receive
And I'll believe he'll guide you
Lord honor my prayer
Prayer for you
A prayer to you
I pray for you
Pray for you
I'll do my best to be there for you everyday
To be what my father wish he was to me
Baby I got you
Daddy you'll be there
I'll be there
To encourage you to the best you can be
You carry my name
I pray that your better than me
I ain't going nowhere
Even when I get on your nerves
Cause I'm your daddy
My prayer for you
Son I pray for you

ps-a song that comes straight from the heart of a father to his son..~

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♥ When you think of happiness, I hope you think of me.
4:10 PM

July 27, 2009

♥ 26 days 2 go~
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salam~

its 2.36am.. n i still cant close my eyes.. y?.. i got no idea..

i dunno y.. but im kinda xcited fo ramadhan.. ive neva felt this way b4.. i juz dunno y..


but i gotta feelin.. dat this ramadhan gonna b a lil bit diffrent..

how?.. i dunno.. ill juz hav 2 wait n c..

o mayb.. mayb..

its the last ramadhan fo me...

who noes?...

=)


ps-26days 2 go..

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♥ When you think of happiness, I hope you think of me.
2:36 AM

July 2, 2009

♥ enchanted~
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salam~

i juz finished watchin enchanted.. aaahh.. tringat tyme g tgk kat wayang ngan ein, kimi, hafiz n afan dlu.. sgt best... really miss dos moments.. da muvee is soo cool!.. da dance, da music, da romance, da humor.. its one of da muvee dat i never get bored watchin it over n over agn.. anyway.. da song "how do u know" keeps repeating in my head.. n i juz cant stop humming it.. da song is soooo shweeet... so.. i tot i might juz post it here.. juz 2 share it wit u guys.. enjoy.. =)









ps-i dun noe y.. but ttbe nmpk mke patrick dempsey cam iras2 mke ahnaf.. (-_-")

pss-cant wait 2 watch transformers fo da 2nd tyme 2morrow wit my bros!! wee...

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♥ When you think of happiness, I hope you think of me.
10:53 PM

June 20, 2009

♥ the show~
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salam~

check out this song.. ive fall in love wit it since da first tyme i heard it (trus search n download.. ngeee..).. tanx to bro fakhul!! its a song from lenka, the show.. i LOVE da melody, da lyrics n da vdeo clip!! well.. enjoy!..












ps-sumhow.. da song makes me smile again.. cause i can see myself in it.. =)

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♥ When you think of happiness, I hope you think of me.
4:32 PM

May 30, 2009

♥ my new family~
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salam~
dear readers(if der r any..).. i began dis 3rd sem of mine in uia.. with da existance of my new family.. wen i 1st meet dem.. i felt scared, akward, yet excited.. wut fear me da most about dem is dat.. im afraid dat i might not b able 2 blend in wit dem... i mean.. dey r already 1 big family... n im new 2 dem... but den.. day after day.. i finally realize dat.. dey have become part of my life now.. so der fo.. in dis post.. i officially introduced u guys 2 ma new family.. my iium bowling family~


introducing da father of the family.. abg zz.. abg zz is 1 of da national bowler.. all da way from sabah.. abg zz who is currently da team coach is so dedicated n serius wen it comes 2 bowling.. since m da new baby in da family(eceeaahh.. prasan la plak.. ngee).. im quite scared facin abg zz.. he's serius face always makes me tink 3x b4 missin an ez spare(seriusly!).. he's deep voice lak.. mmg cam bapak mithali laah.. but den.. da bapak always understand his children.. abg zz can b strict on da lane.. but he can b s crazee s we r off da lane.. he cares bout us n always make sure dat we get da best (bapak la katakan..).. tanx abg zz!.. n sorry agn fo dat day.. huhuhu...


dis is da MOM.. our mom.. kak farah is a lawyer gonnab.. da 1st tyme i saw her.. i was shiverin(ok.. hyperbola cket..).. i mean.. her eyes.. if u look straight to her eyes.. even da cricket team will bow down n take a bath usin a super smell eliminator soap.. but den.. it was juz wut i tot.. wen u got 2 noe her.. she is avery nice person, slumber n she always noe wut she wan n wut she wanna do.. isnt she a great mom?(ecece.. hehehe..) she has always been da mom fo da team n da big sis fo us da gurls.. n she always look great in pictures!(eventhou we juz had an 8 hour spa treatment 4rm da cricket team..)


dis is abg zaim.. captain/abg long.. abg zaim is an ict student.. among all of us.. abg zaim joined da team way earlier.. he is da best captain we can ever hope fo.. he is always dedicated in doin he's job as da captain of da team.. always takin a good care of his siblings(i mean.. us..) n bravely stand out fo us in front of mr.kefli da-perkampungan sukan-lover to make sure dat we can stay in alor star instead of uum durin masum.. he always try his best 2 make sure dat we won b left behind o bein look down by others.. he is such a nice abg long.. sorry eh abg long.. sbb adik2 nie slalu buli abg long..

nex in da line is abg charlie.. he's tall.. he's crazee.. n he's da HOT stuff durin masum(2 certain ppl eh.. o shud i say a couple of ppl?.. ngee..).. abg charlie is borned wit da famous gene.. he is very well-known among da BENL.. n he neva lose his spotlight even wen he's in da alley... howeva u can always count on him in serius matters... hangin out wit him is da best thing u can do after a not-so-good-ave game.. he's weakness?.. da seducing nickname of CBH.. LOL

dis is da eldest sister.. kak amim.. a BENL student who always noe her rights 2 enter da mahallah late at nite although da pak guard is messin wit her.. ngeh3.. she has been very friendly 2 me since da beginnin of our meeting.. i can always talk 2 her about everythin.. bowling.. studies.. pregnancy(opss..hehe...) she's a pink lover.. kak amim has been so helpful 2 me.. all da msgs.. da reminders... da permission to let me keep my bag in her room.. n so much more.. kak amim.. u hav been so nice 2 me n i tank u sooo much! (ttbe emo lak..)

febrina is da name.. fabulous is her game(ngee).. dis is kak feb!.. kak feb is a BENL student who is very pretty n crazee.. she is very friendly n nice.. n loves her boy so much.. ngee.. although she is my big sis.. but she is much more smaller den me in size.. she loves shopping n she treasures her halkum very much.. hehehe... kak feb is da hepy-go-lucky type of gurl.. yet on da lane.. she will b very focus n always try her best not 2 back up her hand anymore.. =P


shafiq is my twin brother of da same age n batch.. dis guy always go crazee all da tyme xcept wen he's in da game.. he can stand bhind u all day long.. cheerin n supportin u no matter how tired he is.. he can give u moral support wen u r down n help u weneva u need it.. he loves makin jokes but u gotta listen carefully 2 it.. coz ders alwys a hidden "msg" inside dos jokes.. although dey r stereo n cream-o.. but shafiq only loves oreo.. miahaha...

dis is abg shahdan.. juz lyke me.. he is new in da family.. so in dat case.. ill consider him as da long lost big brother.. abg shahdan is currently takin his phd here in uia.. he always help us the gurls 2 carry our bag up into da bus.. he was our manager durin masum recently.. hanging out wit abg shahdan is da best way 2 4get all ur problems.. he crack jokes all da tyme! n he is super duper cute!(perangai..).. he always noe how 2 make us smile n laugh everytyme we r in a cold situation.. abg shahdan(if u r readin dis).. i tank u sooo much fo all of ur support dat u gave 2 me n da team.. n we r really2 glad dat u were able 2 b wit us durin masum.. =)

a week trainin wit dem.. n 9 days spendin wit dem in kedah.. has made my 3rd sem a memorable 1.. we had sooo much fun 2gether.. n it has been a week since i last hug, eat, cheer n smile wit dem.. i miss dem soooo much... abg zz, abg zaim, abg charlie, abg shahdan, kak farah, kak feb, kak amim n shafiq.. im sooo glad dat i noe u guys.. n i really2 enjoy every moment dat we spend 2gether in kedah.. really hope 2 c u guys soon.. hugs n kisses...
wit our grandpa/oic.. abg hafiz..waitin fo da bus aka chamwhorin tyme.. endin up meetin wit da our friendly cricket team...
after d n of team event.. it was da best day wer we really enjoy da game no matter how bad our score was...n we love dat shirt sooo much!!!
yeahh.. its proven.. we r 1 big happy n crazee family... n vain too.. =P
i took dis pic!!! wit abg zz's 50d! cool huh?.. ngeee..
us bein vain s usual... but den.. i really2 love dis pic!

ps-actually my new family still have few other members that i haven't listed yet.. its because some of dem ive only meet once o twice.. so i dun really noe dem well yet.. so.. watch out.. der might b a 2nd episode of my xtended family... =)

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♥ When you think of happiness, I hope you think of me.
10:16 PM

April 10, 2009

♥ simple~
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salam~
k.. in dis post.. i juz wanna share wit u guys.. how simple can actually be more.. more meaningful.. more acceptable.. more understanding.. more relaxing.. dis two examples are among da best examples dat i can give...


dis is one of da latest song from plain white t's.. 1234... dis song is very simple.. da arrangement n da lyrics.. its simple n meaningful.. da melody is like a country-iesh + campfire song style (fo me laa..).. n da lyric is straight foward.. not 2 "jiwang", poetry like n yet it is super shweeet.. dis is da kind of song dat u can sing 2 ur gf without makin her flippin da dictionary juz 2 understand dat wut u wer tryin to tell her is dat u love her.. ngee... (m currently addicted 2 dis song.. aahhhh.. =P)


k.. if u watch american idol 2009.. u'll noe dis guy.. his name is adam lambert.. n he is one of da best!!.. dis is his latest performance.. n he sings mad world.. his performance was simple.. no dancing.. no funky arrangement.. no sexy clothing o seducing pose.. he juz sit der, wit da dim lights n he blows evry1 with his singing.. fo me.. dis song is da gothic/emo-ish kinda song.. n wut amaze me so much is dat der r NO thick eyeliner.. NO eerie black clothings.. o torn black umbrella.. o corpse look a like make up by adam lambert.. he was juz bein all simple yet he din lose da gothic feel in da atmo wen he delivers dis song.. i salute him!.. seriusly.. (n he got a sweet smile.. *drool... =P)

thus.. wut m tryin 2 say is.. sumtymes.. simple is more.. its better.. n der4.. y r we tryin so hard 2 make ourselves b extravaganza???.. cant we juz b all simple?.. hurmm...

ps-all da comments above r juz my opinion.. if u guys dun agree wit wut i said.. its up 2 u guys.. diff people sees things diffly.. =)

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♥ When you think of happiness, I hope you think of me.
11:53 AM

February 7, 2009

♥ My Baby~
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salam~
well.. in this post.. i would like to introduce to the world.. my BABY.. so ere it gos..
TADAAAA....


dis is my latest baby.. the youngest among his siblings.. my new ph NOKIA N85.. i bought dis phone last month.. i neva thought dat i'll eva gonna hav it.. i was juz dreamin bout it most of da tyme.. wen ma last ph broke down.. abah offer me to buy a new 1.. i told him dat i like dis ph.. neva tot dat he'll agree.. but out of sudden.. mama n abah din say anythin and just agree with me.. i was like.. "wt??? dey gotta b kiddin me.." but dey weren't.. so der u go.. me n ma baby r unite.. yeayy.. tanx 2 abah n mama.. n angah too fo not being jelous with me fo getting a new ph.. muahahaha...


next would be my mr cammy.. SONY CYBERSHOT DSC-T2... got him when i was still in cenfos.. it was our 1st eva trip and all of us were so excited n my current camera broke down.. same thing happen.. ive been dreaming to hav this cam fo months but knowing my parents, i noe that dey wont agree of me having this cam.. it was during da last min b4 i wanna go back 2 uia.. wen abah suddenly ask me"u want a cam rite? jom g sen heng".. i was like yeayyy!.. den i showed him dis cam.. n again.. mama n abah agree wit me.. i was like.. woahhhh... weeee... n dats how i got ma mr cammy.. mr cammy has been through a lot of things wit me.. my happiest moment, crazee moment, sad moment n so much more.. he will always b der 2 make sure dat i won't 4get my memories..

nex in the line is my mr lappy.. COMPAQ PRESARIO B1200.. got dis lappy wen i 1st entered gombak.. he has help me ALOT wit my works.. he always bring me troubles.. n i really mean ALWAYS.. but den.. without him ill b da one in deep trouble.. i always cry in front of him.. basiclly he is my diary.. wut i feel, how im doin is basiclly kept by him.. he always noe how to make me smile n laugh yet at the same time he can make me say da f word non stop..

k.. dis is mr lappy's babies.. which would be my grandchildren rite?.. above is my 80G external hardisk.. n da bottom part is my CELCOM broadband.. my external has been wit me even b4 i got mr lappy.. so many things r in it.. soooo manyyyy.. its already full now due to to many secrets hidden in it.. basiclly my external is like my secret+memory box.. me n lil broadband unite during the midsem of last sem.. its actually my dad's.. i borrowed it from him fo a month.. m suppose 2 giv back during hari raya.. but endin up wit me till end of the sem.. making ma dad 2 buy a new broadband fo himself and give this broadband to me as my birthday prezie.. yeayyyy... so now.. i rarely go to cc n i dun hav 2 grumble about uia's wifi connection.. tanx abahhh..
k.. from left to right.. MR THINKY, PWINKY PWINCESS n my dear MR FROGGY ... i got mr thinky from my sayangs (kimi, afan, hafiz, afan, khatib, wewe) s my brthday prezie last year.. it is just sooo adorable, fluffy n thoughtful-look-a-like.. he usually accompany me at nite while im doing my projects... i got pwinky pwincess from my sayang mardybum fo my brthday prezie last year.. it is so squeezable n pink.. i like her smell 2 (she smell like a bowling alley proshop.. i likeee...) i like to play wit her weneva im bored.. lastly, mr froggy.. we've been 2gether fo like 4 years.. i got mr froggy fo my birthday prezie from mak ngah wen i was in form 4.. i love him sooo muchhh... he is diff den others.. coz he's da only frog dat has squint eyes.. he'll be da one to accompany me sleeping every night.. he'll be da one to chill me up wen eva im scared at night.. he'll b da one i hug weneva im crying.. n he'll be da one to put me to bed evry night.. hugging him while im sleeping is a must.. he has been with me so long dat between all of dem, he noes me da best.. basiclly he is da abang long..
well.. dats all fo dis post.. ive introduce u 2 all of my baby.. n y i love dem so much.. dey always stand by me weneva i need dem.. n da best thing is.. dey will neva eva hurt my feeling... till den.. bubbye~ =)

ps- u might b wonderin y i call dem 'he' most of the tyme.. well.. dey r my baby n i love my baby.. since im a babe.. so i gotta love a male rnt i?.. if not.. i wud be a lesbo rnt i??.. which im not.. thus.. my baby are all male(xcluding pwinky pwincess.. she got her own reason).. =)

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♥ When you think of happiness, I hope you think of me.
9:33 AM

November 29, 2008

♥ addicted~
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salam~
dis few days.. ive been addicted 2 dis song.. since da 1st tyme i heard dis song.. i juz cant get it off ma head.. i like da lyrics a lot.. tot dat mayb i can share it wit u guys... enjoy...

Beyonce- If I were a boy
If I were a boy
Even just for a day
I’d roll outta bed in the morning
And throw on what I wanted then go
Drink beer with the guys
And chase after girls
I’d kick it with who
I wantedAnd
I’d never get confronted for it.
Cause they’d stick up for me.
[Chorus]
If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I’d be a better man.
I’d listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he’s taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed
[Verse]
If I were a boy
I would turn off my phone
Tell everyone it’s broken
So they’d think that I was sleepin’ alone
I’d put myself first
And make the rules as I go
Cause I know that she’d be faithful
Waitin’ for me to come home (to come home)
[Chorus]
[Vamp1]
It’s a little too late for you to come back
Say its just a mistake
Think I’d forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
You thought wrong
[Vamp2]
But you’re just a boy
You don’t understand
Yeah you don’t understand
How it feels to love a girl someday
You wish you were a better man
You don’t listen to her
You don’t care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
Cause you’ve taken her for granted
And everything you have got destroyed
But you’re just a boy

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♥ When you think of happiness, I hope you think of me.
2:01 PM

October 25, 2008

♥ sepi~
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salam~
finally.. after months of searching fo a copy of sepi muvee, i finally got da chance to watch it last nite.. n yes.. cinta is much more better than sepi.. i was a bit frustrated wit it.. coz i really tot dat kabir bhatia is gonna create another muvee thats high class like cinta did.. i tot sepi is gonna b another muvee that malaysian can put it in the same level of sum international muvee that are very high standard like love actually, the lake house and a walk to remember.. but i guess.. it was juz wat i tot.. seriously.. sepi is not s high standard s cinta is.. the actors, the storyline n the songs... the songs are nice and all.. but fo me few of the songs din really suits the storyline.. i prefer cinta wer dey only use only few songs and da songs has become cinta property coz wen ppl listen to dat song in radio deyll remember cinta... but den.. der r parts dat almost make me cry.. i mean it was an ok muvee but not great yet.. however.. ders dis one song in sepi dat i really2 lyke so much.. the lyrics really hit me.. ive heard dis song b4 ive watch da muvee.. its from a grup from gangstarz, the lima-kau ada dia.. i dunno y.. but ive lyke dis song since da 1st tyme i heard it.. hope u guys enjoy it as much as i do..
ps:dis is juz a piece of tot dat i wanna share wit others.. but den.. who m i 2 judge others rite?..

Sudah lama ku memendam rasa
Cinta di dalam dada
Namun tidak pernah bersuara
Kerana takut kecewa
Ku tunggu waktu yang lebih baik
Untuk langkah pertama
Jauh dari apa yang ku kira
Hatimu ada yang punya
Di dalam mimpi kita berdua
Mesra bersama dilamun cinta
Oh tetapi kenyataannya aku sedar kau ada dia
Mungkin juga semuanya salah ku
Terlalu mengharapkan cinta
Tapi sepi yang merasuk kalbu
Membawa angan melayang
Di dalam mimpi kita berdua
Mesra bersama dilamun cinta
Oh tetapi kenyataannya aku sedar kau ada dia.

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♥ When you think of happiness, I hope you think of me.
1:56 PM

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    klaw dgn stranger.. sy pemalu orgnya.. klaw dgn member.. sy mmg tak tahu malu lgsung.. ^^

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