a lil sumthin from sumone~

hwarggh~

2011-12-27T08:38:00.003+08:00

hwargghhh~

sleepyyyy~

ps-sleepy mode..

pss-i miss my panda boo..

*pictures courtesy of google..

sobbsss~

2011-12-12T11:52:00.001+08:00

bangsar.....

Y U NO Selangor?????...

hwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa....
nak cuti jugakkkk...

*muka sedih mintak penampo

ps-rasa nk amek halfday off arini.. bley?..

disgrace

2011-12-09T08:56:00.001+08:00

i'm a disgrace to my family...

hopeless

useless

feckless

worthless

nuff said..

*sigh

ps-sorry mama and abah.. i never meant to create such troubles.. but guess i'm just me.. a daughter that you never wish... sorry...

sayang perempuan macam sayang barang..

2011-09-26T12:48:00.001+08:00

Salam~

Mula-mula dulu, korg ingat tak betapa susah nya nak dapat duit tuk beli kereta/motor/camera/pc yg korg berkenan tu?.. Sakit jugak kan.. Pastu bila dah dapat, mesti korg rasa happy yg amat.. Bersyukur.. Korg rs bertuah sgt korg dpt kereta/motor/camera/pc yg korg berkenan slama ni..

Pastu korg jg dia elok2... Korg cuci kreta/motor tu semggu skali.. Lap habuk kat pc/camera tu tiap ari.. Pantang betol kamu klaw org luar ttbe pgg benda yg kamu sayang tu.. Klaw ada calar sket, perghhhh! Bad mood satu hari! Klaw bley lari amuk satu kampung, kamu dah bwat awal2 lg dh.. Ble ada duit lebih, korg akn belikan pape tuk upgrade kreta/motor/camera/pc kamu tu.. Ye laah.. Kamu mesti nak yg terbaik buat dia bukan?.. Maintenance dia kamu berikan 100% yg terbaik...

Sama laa macam perempuan.. Dulu nak dapat dia, susah bukan?.. Dia jual mahal laa, dia dh ada boyfriend lain laa, dia x ske kamu laa.. Pastu ble dah dpt, kamu rasa happy sgt kan.. Besyukur.. Rasa worthy segala penat lelah yg kamu dh lakukan semata-mata nk dapatkan dia sebagai kekasih kamu..

Jadi ble dah dapat tu, kenapa kamu xley nak jaga maintenance antara kamu dan dia baik2 macam kamu buat dekat barang kesayangan kamu tu?.. Kenapa ble dh dapat dia, kamu jadi lemau?.. Lemau macam mana?.. Lemau mcm ni..

Jejaka A dulu sentiasa smart tapi ble dah ada awek, Jejaka A ni sgt laa slekeh.. Ble ditanya kenapa begitu.. Ini jwpn nya..

"dulu xde awek kne laa smart2.. Baru ada awek nk lekat.. Ble dh ad yg lekat, tak yah laa susah2 nak smart2.. Dia dh ada tu.. Ok la tu.."
*pengakuan ikhlas dr sorg lelaki.. Sumpah sy x tpu..

Jadi kenapa macam tu?.. Kenapa bila kamu dah ada si dia, kamu anggap bahawa "ok laa.. Dia ada.. Dia takkan pergi mana.. Dia sayang aku so aku takyah nak bwat pape dah.." huuu.. Sangat laa salah anggapan kamu smua tu..

Perempuan pun nak kne maintain jugak.. Bukan dari segi pelaburan duit kamu kat dia.. Tapi dari segi pelaburan kasih sayang kamu kat dia..*tapi klau sekali sekala labur duit apa salah nya.. Benda kecik2 pun dh cukup.. Heee.. Kamu tahu tak kenapa dia jatuh cinta dengan kamu?.. Sebab dia jatuh hati dengan sikap kamu yang buat dia selesa dan rasa disayangi time kamu ngorat dia dulu.. Smua sikap kamu sebelum kamu jadi kekasih, semasa kamu mengorat dia, smua itulah yang buat dia jatuh hati dgn kamu.. Jadi kenapa bila dah dpt dia kamu berubah?.. Hurmm..

Sama macam kereta/motor/camera/pc kamu... Ada masa, tak semena-mena, diorg akan buat prangai... Merajuk x tentu pasal.. Padahal 5min sebelum tu ok jee.. Tu maksud nya, dia sj nak cari perhatian kamu, nak manja dengan kamu.. Tak pun, dia dlm cycle Prehistoric Monster Syndrome.. So kamu layan jelaa.. X semesti nya kne dgr betol2 apa yg dia ckp, but pretend kamu dgr, pretend kamu concern, I/allah dia akn cool down dan berenti buat prangai.. Jangan laa dgn kamu skali naik angin jgk.. Kalau kereta/motor/camera/pc kamu rosak, ada kamu maki2 dia pastu trus campak dia dalam sungai?.. Pastu trus g kedai beli yg baru?.. Takde kan?.. *tp kalau dah slalu sgt bwat prangai.. Eloklah dibuang terus jee ke dalam sungai tanpa ragu2.. Termasuklah perempuan skali pun..

Jadi.. Kalau kamu bley sayang kereta/motor/camera/pc kamu sangat2... Kenapa kamu xbley buat benda yg sama dgn perempuan?.. Tp kamu kne ingat satu perbezaan antara diorg.. Perempuan ada hati dan perasaan.. Klau dia dah sakit hati+sedih+kecewa dgn kamu.. Hati dia akan berubah dan dia bley pilih tuk tinggalkan kamu.. kereta/motor/camera/pc xde hati dan perasaan.. Dia xde pilihan...

Ps-saya tak kata perempuan tu baik dan sempurna.. Cuma kaum hawa ni terlebih sensitive, kaum adam lak kurang sket sensitivity nya..

regrets...

2011-09-21T10:49:00.000+08:00

salam~

have you ever made a decision that you're gonna regret it for the rest of your life?.. yet you know that it is for the best..

well.. i just made one last night.. and i hope, no matter what happen.. i promise myself to be better.. for the sake of our future.. if we have the chance..

ps-you are the best thing that ever happen to me.. n i have no regrets in loving you...

saya konfiden!!

2011-08-16T23:20:00.000+08:00

salam~

OMK!! confident nyee Selena Gomez nyanyi live dpn oghang ghamei dgn begitu burok skali.. sob2!

ps-on da bright side.. confident level si Selena ni bjaya bwatkan az confident nak nyanyi karok live dpn member2.. semangat!!!

pss-ok.. kiamat dah nak dkt~

siang ikan?? gulp!

2011-08-11T14:33:00.000+08:00

salam~

mama : kakak, amek ikan ni and siang siap2! mama nak g beli arang, mama lupa tadi..
anak : haaaa??? *terkejut yg amat.. serius!*
mama : takkan siang ikan pun tak taw?? ank dara apa 2+ pun tak taw siangikan lagi?? *dgn mke yg cukup kerek walhal dia mmg tahu ank dia tak tahu siang ikan*
anak : mana laa kakak taw! biasa mama dah siang siap2 dah..
mama : haish.. semua mama nak buat, saket laa mama.. tak kesian langsung kat mama.. hang tu dah laa cuti duk rumah tak buat apa.. *ok.. issue sensitip dan point besar ketika nie telah diguna pakai*
anak : haaaaa.. k2.. tapi klaw mama balik ikan dah jd ikan cincang mama jgn salahkan anak mama yg innocent nie..
mama : ta susah.. cincang hang balik jaa nnt.. *berlalu pergi dgn slumber.. gangster sungguh mama itu! haish*

maka, setibanya di dapur, ikan diletakkan di atas alas potong.. Si anak tenung si ikan tu.. lama laa jugak..*naseb baek ikan tu tak tenung balik..haruuu..*

berkat bulan puasa *eceaahh* tetiba si anak dpt idea.. maka segala ikan disimpan dr pandangan kucing2 serta bergegas masuk ke dalam rumah.. laptop yang setiasa buka ditatapi.. dan segera di buzz nya rakan karib nya di internet...

*terasa diri bimbo sungguh! haih*

maka dgn itu stelah diteliti video2 yang ada, maka si ank dgn confident nye pergi ke dapur semula tuk siang ikan.. *sbenarnya dia angkut laptop g dapur skali.. huhu*

ibu yang pulang tak lama selepas itu, terkejut dan suspen terhadap kebolehan anak nya.. *tapi sikit pun x puji.. cheisss!* oh! laptop pada ketika itu telah pun disimpan*

ps-sayangilah youtube dan google, kerna mereka lah rakan anda di saat ke-bimbo-an anda terserlah.. ^^

Im a Muslim and Im proud! ^^

2011-08-10T21:53:00.000+08:00

salam~

Some people around the world has the impression of Muslims are terrorist or rebelious.. There are thousands of movies, stories, novels or biography telling others how cruel and horrible muslims are.. And in most stories, the ladies of Muslims are oppressed by the man and wasn't been given their rights to live the world..

Well, let me tell you something.. Those stories are exaggerating.. Im a Muslim and a Lady and Im OK!! I love my life and I enjoy my life just like any other kids in the whole world.. I have friends from different races and I LOVE them.. I travel, play bowling, enjoy roller coaster rides and love the beach.. I listens to Eminem, Colbie Caillat and Linkin Park.. I read Twilight Saga and Harry Potter.. I enjoy going to the cinema with my friends.. I love dressing up cause I usually gain my self esteem through what I wear daily.. Covering the aurah is a must but it doesn't stop me from dressing up, as long as I know my limits.. And right now, Im currently a student of Arts and Design majoring in Industrial design in one of the best university in my country..

So once again, please stop judging us Muslims as enemies.. We are normal human being who belief and have faith in Allah SWT... We does not make enemies with other religions because Islam itself teach us to be friendly and kind to everyone no matter what gender, race, or religion they are..
ps-don't judge a bunch of grape from the same stalk by that one rotten piece...
pss-Im still learning to be a better Muslim.. ^^

kan bagus kalau camtu..

2011-08-09T22:08:00.001+08:00

salam~

latest post dari elia si jejari runcing..

http://jejariruncing.blogspot.com/2011/08/sudah-tersurat-aku-redha.html

kan bagus kalau camtu.. takdenye nak masuk tv live nyanyi *miming* lagu Penawar rindu ke hape.. takde nye nak tunjuk boyfriend baru lagi muda ke hape.. yg penting blaja dr pengalaman.. smoga Elia lebih tabah menghadapi hari-hari yang akan datang..

kpd haters Elia tu.. bawa2 laa mengucap bulan puasa ni keyh.. sudah2 laa duk hentam dia.. bayangkan kalau korg kat tempat dia.. salah dia kee, salah si sepet kee.. tu antara diorg.. diorg gadoh pun korg dapat apa?.. dapat berita jelaaa.. *si sepet tu bunga baru nk kembang tu je yg dapat.. bukan korg*

ps-kadang-kadang, tuhan bagi kita jumpa orang yg salah supaya bila kita dah jumpa orang yg betol, kita akan lebih menghargai apa yg kita dapat.. ^^

melayu susah support?

2011-08-09T00:22:00.000+08:00

salam~

korg kenal siapa kah gerangan nya Najwa Latif?.. dia ni dikatakan junior Yuna *sila google kalau anda jakun dan tak tahu yuna tu sape* atau da next Ana Raffali*still x knal?.. anda mmg katak bwh highway*.. az mula kenal dia awal tahun dulu sbb dia ske wat cover lagu2 best.. suara dia not bad n dia nye attitude yg cam humble dan innocent tu sgt laah comel *ini pujian yg ikhlas*

ni her first official video clip.. comel bukan?.. dlm duk view2 bgai.. ttbe tbaca satu comment yg agk menyentap...

knape asal prempuan ada jee yg naek dlm industri musik ni, ada jee yg nak start isu kan benda2 sensitif ni?.. tyme yuna dulu pun ada gak.. ana raffali pun kne gak.. knape kalau lelaki yg menyanyi xde lak yg tulis camtu?.. xde pun yg ckp alangkah bagus klaw hazama masuk tadarus drpd af.. xdepun ckp faizal tahir lbey ssuai nyanyi lagu nasyid jee.. *xde org pun tulis kat justin bieber camtu?..*

sigh.. sbnarnya.. ad byk lg komen2 yg kurang menyenangkan.. tp elok lah korg buka utube n baca sendiri.. saket hati eden mmbaca nya.. klaw ye pun nak tego, ada cara nya.. nie cam apa je yg pompuan bwat smuanya salah.. korg knal kee Najwa Latif nie dalam luar?.. knapa nak marah dia menyanyi?.. korg tawu x apa niat asal dia menyanyi?.. nie maen tuduh jeeee.. kesian laa kat budak tu.. klaw dia dh mmg ada talent, apa salah nya support dia??..nie bley effect dia nya self esteem tawu tak??.. haduyaiii..

ps-knapa org melayu susah nak support kaum sendiri tuk naek?.. suka tgk org2 cina yg sentiasa support antara satu sama laen tuk sama2 berjaya..

ini abang saya.. wink2!

2011-08-07T23:53:00.000+08:00

salam~

wahhh.. best kan kalau ada abang?.. mesti abang kita tu slalu amek berat pasal kita.. slalu jaga-jagakan kita.. bawa kita jalan2.. yang paling penting.. mesti time jalan2 tu abang kita pegang tangan kita make sure kita tak hilang atau kena kacau kan.. best nyeeee dpt abang macam nie... mama.. kakak nak abang macam nie satu bolehhh?.. wink! wink!

*gambar diatas adalah hiasan semata-mata.. wink! wink!

credit to oh bulan!

ps- kalau jumpa saya kat mana2 jalan pegang-pegang tangan ngan mamat mana2.. jgn salah faham tau.. itu hanyalah abang saya.. wink! wink!

anak dara,mak x dara dan dapur..

2011-08-04T14:01:00.000+08:00

salam~

d suatu hari, d saat si anak dara merajinkan diri menolong emak nya di dapur tuk juadah bbuka puasa *padahal nak mengampu...

mak :kakak, tlg amekkan pinggan dalam tuk letak kari nie..

anak : nie ke mama?

mak :bukan laa.. yg kat blah bawah..

anak : yg nie?...

mak : bukan! haish.. anak dara apa sruh amek pinggan pun xtaw yg mana satu.. kesian laki hg nnt.. *pg ke dlm rumah tuk amek sndri

*inilah yg si mak kluarkan

anak : tu mangkuk laa ma!

mak : kenal pun mangkuk tu apa...

anak : mama ckp nk pinggan dlm..

mak : pimggan dalam, mangkuk, sama laa.. *cover line

ps-naseb baek ni bulan puasa.. tcabar keanak daraan skjup.. fuhhh!

pendek?

2011-08-03T23:17:00.002+08:00

salam~

skrg zaman teknologi bgai ni dlm setiap benda nak cpt n pendek.. abes smua benda dpendekkan..*skirt baju smua xyah ckp la kannn* tp benda yg paling annoying skali bla dpendekkan is ucapan or greeting to seseorang.. klaw stakat pendek tp klaw baca still klua perkataan yg betol xpe laa jugak.. ni yg klua hnya huruf jee.. contoh?..

ily = I Love You

hb = Happy Birthday

ims = I Miss You

gl = good luck

shr = Slamat Hari Raya

and sooo much more..

for me, ucapan tu klaw nak kasi kat org kasi laa dgn hati yg ikhlas.. ble tgk tulis camtu, rs cam org yg ucap tu nak xnak je ucap sbnarnye.. hilang abes nilai2 / mesej2 yg nk dsampaikan.. xde sweet2 n terharu2 dah.. so klaw bleyyy.. rajin2 laa tulis ucapan tu pnjang2 keyh.. exercise laa jari2 tu cket.. ni salah satu contoh ilang nye feel dr pendek2 nie dan scara tak langsung dah bwat org yg trima msg tu salah faham..

*hambek kau!

ps-kadang2 x salah kita berusaha lbey tuk happy kan org laen.. mntaw nnt klaw kita sedih org tu yg akan bwat kta happy blk.. x salah kan?..

jgn pendam bley?

2011-08-03T11:45:00.000+08:00

salam~

kau ada hati dan perasaan bukan?..
jd luahkan apa yg kau rasa..
klaw kau pendam kau ingat semua org bley baca?..
klaw org salah baca kau marah..
jadi apa lg yg kau nak?..

aku?..
aku nak kau buka mulut dan bersuara..
sebab aku dah tak tahu nak buat apa...

ps-aku bukan mind reader.. jd jgn anggap aku sentiasa tahu..

pss-maaf bahasakan diri sbg aku.. trasa spt perlu...

fuh! fuh! fuh!

2011-08-03T01:08:00.003+08:00

*fuh! fuh! fuh! sapu sawang2 kat blog nie.. gle dh lama x buka.. agk2 nya klaw blog ni ada ular dh branak pinak ular tu 10 gnerasi.. fuuhh..

Salam~

ok.. sumpah lama gila x buka blog ni.. sebab?..

1-patah hati ~~crita lama jgn dkenang~~

2-malas

3-tyme tu dh rasa cam blog ni cam rtm n tumblr tu *astro tak paham?.. xyah paham.. angguk je..

4-rmai sgt org start blogging n xnak jd mangsa trend *trend victim?

5-malas

mlm ni tgerak hati nak buka pun sbb xley tdo.. plus tgh emosi tak stabil..*sy puasa.. jgn slh faham* dulu ni tempat lpaskan prasaan.. *skrg nk bwat lg kah?.. ntah laa..* nwy.. smoga kali ni blog lbey active *erti kata laen, tuan empunya blog kne lbey rajin mrapu*.. kden.. ckup bwat masa ni.. xde org ske bc post tulisan panjang2 yg tuan dia syok sendiri *sila sepak diri sndri klaw trasa.. pakkk!!*

ps-az nie jnis bwat benda ikot mood.. so ble dtg mood nak menulis, mmg lunyai keyboard dbwat nya.. *ok! propa lbey..

pss-OMG! bru prasan kat bio pun tulis 20 gonnab!! sumpah oldskul!

introducing!!!!

2010-02-20T19:10:00.010+08:00

salam..

ehem3.. as some ppl might know..i always use the nickname of...

HorNee aNgeL..

(*ur expression.. sigh.. yesss... i noeeee..) but everytyme wen ppl read my name.. dey go..

"HORNY??? WOAAHHHH!!"

"gle ger***g nm ko"

"grrrr... r u?.." -----> errr.. scary.. T_T

and so on.. k.. juz to make things clear.. hornee angel means a notty gurl wit innocent look.. dats all.. full stop.. nothin else... got dat?!.. so dont u ever try to define it something else keyh?!.. haisyh...

i got dis nickname since i was in highskul.. n i really love it!! fo me.. it kinda represent me A LOT... (stop thinkin dirty.. read the meaning of that name agn!.. got it?.. good!).. so i always use this name for almost everything..

but..

since im in uia.. wer evrything is so islamic n all.. so its kinda wrong fo me to exposed or even commercialize (bajet famous btol! hohoho..) my nickname.. im da kind of person who doesnt rlly care wut ppl say bout me.. but in dis case.. i myself feel dat i need to find another name to use.. ive tried a few names.. once i even use da name of ~~mS cLairVoyant~~.. but somehow.. i dont feel it suits me.. like the name HorNee aNgeL.. so i stop searchin fo one..

but today.. ive decided a new nickname fo me.. m still keeping da name HorNee aNgeL.. but this name will be use publicly.. n da new name is kinda close related to HorNee aNgeL... soooo...

da new name will be.........

drum rolls please!!..

Wicked aNgeL!!!

lovin it!!! heee.. it represent me well i think.. a girl who with a very SERIOUS n innocent (perasan gle! agagagaga..) look.. but a very.. n i mean VERY... notty n cheeky character!... heeee.. ske3!!

so from now on.. ill be changin almost all of my url n nickname to Wicked aNgeL.. n i hope.. dat no one.. n i really mean NO ONE will be making facing everytyme they read my nickname.. weeeee....

ps-told ya its not far too diff from HorNee aNgeL.. =p

painting~

2010-01-07T11:56:00.003+08:00

salam~

life is like painting..

dun plan..

juz draw..

juz paint..

follow the flow..

leads by emotions..

you'll be surprise with the outcome..

you'll b happy with the result..

ps-i loveeeeee my current project.. i enjoy every seconds im doin it.. n it makes me feel great!

\(^_^)/

thank you n goodbye~

2009-12-31T22:51:00.006+08:00

salam~

a while with you, makes my world go round..

filling it up, with images and sound..

you make me lost, and harder to be found..

coz sometimes, i ain't touching the ground..

you made me cried, you made me petrified..
and i thought, it was my time to die..

you wipe my tears, u whisper to my ear..

hush lil girl, there's nothing to fear..

you give me rainbows, right after the rain..

just to show me, that life is not plain..

you take me away, so i can forget my pain..

till finally, i know how to smile again..

i was in love, like i never before..

dont want to be sad, not confused anymore..

when im surrounded, by those who i adore..

i'll be smiling, like a kid in a candy store..

thank you to you, thank you for sure..

guidance from you, makes me more mature..

complications and problems, im ready to endure..

because right now, i'm feeling more secure..

saying goodbye, is not my thing..

remembering the promises, behind this ring..

will try to bloom, like a flower in spring..

try to be an angel, with wide and open wing..

2009 has teach me lots of things.. I learned bout love, friendship and family..i learned to appreciate things that i have.. and what is more important is..i've learned that sometimes, we have to take risk and get out from our safe zone if we want to achieved something better in life.. and always trust your instinct..goodbye 2009.. you will always be remembered..

ps-thaks to you.. n you.. n you.. for putting the sugar n spice in my 2009 diary of life..

The beauty in ugly~

2009-12-12T01:42:00.005+08:00

salam~

She’s so big hearted
But not so remarkable
Just an ordinary humble girl
Expecting nothing as we’re made to think
It’s a pretty person’s world

But you are beautiful
And you better go show it
So go look again
You gotta be true to your own
If you really wanna go to the top
Do you really wanna win
Don’t believe in leaving normal
Just to satisfy demand

Well if you wanna get free
And if you wanna do the passionate thing
And if you wanna get smart
For the sake of your heart and all
You should own your name
And stand up tall and get real
And see the beauty in ugly

Well you are fresh
Your face is fabulous
Don’t forget you’re one of a kind
When nobody’s checking the deeds you’ve done
And nobody’s hearing your cries
You make all the fashion statements
Just by dressing up your mind

And if you wanna get free
And if you wanna do the passionate thing
And if you wanna get smart
For the sake of your heart and all
You should own your name
And stand up tall and get real
And see the beauty in ugly
And see the beauty in ugly

Well if you wanna get free
And if you wanna do the passionate thing
And if you wanna get smart
For the sake of your heart and all
You should own your name
And stand up tall and get real
And see the beauty in ugly
And see the beauty in ugly

ps- see the beauty in ugly through your heart, not through the eyes..

happy~

2009-11-18T05:02:00.007+08:00

salam~

finally.. sem1 year 2 is over.. too many bad things happen.. too many frustrations.. too many teardrops fall to da earth.. but life has just to go on.. and i hope.. all tragedies will end with this sem.. thanks to those who stickd by my side whenever my soul was falling apart.. there's nothing else i can do to repay you guys besides praying for God to always keep you guys accompanied.. 2 more weeks and the results is out.. and i'm not putting any high hopes on it.. anyway.. juz wanna share with you guys one of the song that calm me down whenever im lost or down.. love the lyrics and the melody.. enjoy..~

Someone once told me

That you have to choose

What you win or lose

You can't have everything

Don't cha take chances

Might feel the pain

Don't cha love in vain

Cause love won't set you free

I could stand by the side

And watch this life pass me by

So unhappy

But safe as could be

So what if it hurts me?

So what if I break down?

So what if this world just throws me off the edge

My feet run out of ground

I gotta find my placeI wanna hear my sound

Don't care about all the pain in front of me

Cause I'm just trying to be happy, yeah

Just wanna be happy, yeah

Holding on tightly

Just can't let it go

Just trying to play my role

Slowly disappear, ohh

All these days I feel like they're the same

Just different faces, different names

Get me outta here

I can't stand by your side, ohh no

Watch this life pass me by, pass me by

So what if it hurts me?

So what if I break down?

So what if this world just throws me off the edge

My feet run out of ground

I gotta find my place

I wanna hear my sound

Don't care about all the pain in front of me

Cause I'm just trying to be happy, ohh, happy, ohh

So and it's just that I can't see

The kind of stranger on this road

But don't say victim

Don't say anything

So what if it hurts me?

So what if I break down?

So what if this world just throws me off the edge

My feet run out of ground

I gotta find my place

I wanna hear my sound

Don't care about all the pain in front of me

I just wanna be happy

Ohh, yeah, happy, ohh, happy

I just wanna be, ohh

I just wanna be happy

Ohh, happy

ps-thanks.. you..~

angels and devils~

2009-10-22T15:33:00.006+08:00

salam~

Devil F-check me out babe!! im fresh and hot!.. you dont wanna miss any of this, dont you??..im not gonna caused you any touble.. infact.. ill be the one helping you to solve all of your problems.. with just a touch.. u got everything of me, baby...

Devil B-dun listen to him! look at me!.. touch me.. feel me.. i can give you comfort my darling.. i know you think that im mr dreamy dont you?.. come here baby... be on top of me.. trust me.. i can take you to your dreamland darling...

Devil I- why are you even try to listen to them??.. i know its me that you want..i can grant you every wish.. every dreams.. just come with me.. and i'll sway with you.. you know you want me baby..

Devil L- hahaha.. look at you guys.. trying soo hard to persuade her.. Honey.. stop thinking.. stop messing with your head.. just relax and let me do everything for you honey.. Its my pleasure to be with you.. Its my pleasure to lead the way.. and all you have to do is.. enjoy it honey...

angel H-my dear.. you know whats the best for you right?..before making any decision.. why dont you take a glimpse look at your family potrait.. Think bout how your decision can affect your parents n your siblings.. think about MrD.. are you goin to ruin both of your future?.. you were destined to be together.. Dont let your parents think that your relationship with MrD is the reason of your fall..they might even ask you guys to break up.. You dont want that to happen right my dear?.. and my dear.. there's a bright light waiting for you at the end of the road.. are you gonna take a u turn now?..the dicision is yours to make.. =)

...... continue her date with the dull, boring and nerdy Mr. Awtooked..

cast member :
Devil F : Facebook
Devil B : Bed
Devil I : Imagination
Devil L : Laziness
MrD : my baby... my Dslr

ps-spilt personality problem.. 7 days to go~

The scratches that made me~

2009-10-15T00:29:00.005+08:00

salam~

You buy things and you keep them clean. You take care of them. Keep them in a special pocket. Away from keys and coins. Away from other things that should be kept clean and taken care of as well. Then they get scratched. And scratched again. And again. And again. And again. Soon, you don't care about them anymore. You don't keep them in a special pocket. You throw them in the bag with everything else. They've surpassed their form and become nothing but function. People are like that. You meet them and keep them clean. In a special pocket. And then you start to scratch them. Not on purpose. Sometimes you just drop them by accident or forget which pocket they're in. But after the first scratch, it's all downhill from there. You see past their form. They become function. They are a purpose. Only their essence remains.

-a post from http://pleasefindthis.blogspot.com/

ps-i cant stop smiling but deep inside my heart is aching..

tok wan ku~

2009-10-09T05:31:00.004+08:00

salam~

tok wan selalu buat org geram,
kami tengah seronok main bunga api,
dia buka kitab dan mula baca khutbah,
hilang mood nak main,
datang mood nak lelap,
x ske, x ske, x ske,
taknak kahwin ngan org cam tok wan..

tok wan selalu buat org sedih,
kedekut sangat kat anak cucu,
duit dalam bank beribu-ribu,
tapi bila shopping, sikit pun tak hulur,
x ske, x ske, x ske,
taknak dapat org macam tok wan..

tok wan selalu buat org pening,
buat salah atau tak betul sikit,
dia mula la nak angkat kening,
bila org tnya, disuruh fikir sndri,
x ske, x ske, x ske,
taknak jumpa org macam tok wan..

tok wan selalu buat org cemburu,
banding2 org ngan yang kat langkawi nu,
cakap semua bagus jd tabib bukan nya cikgu,
padahal kami smua pun masuk u,
x ske, x ske, x ske,
xnak faham org macam tok wan..

tok wan slalu buat org terkejut,
tok masuk hospital tp tok wan berlagak cool,
duduk tepi katil, usap tgn tuk yg sejuk,
baca ayat kursi pelan2, nada cuba memujuk,
x sangka, x sangka, x sangka,
masih ada org macam tok wan..

tok wan pandai buat org terharu,
sanggup temankan tuk walau badan dah berbau,
risau katanya makan pun tak jemu,
terserlah kasih sayang tanpa sebut i love you,
x sangka, x sangka, x sangka,
jiwang juga org macam tok wan..

tok wan pandai buat org terkedu,
walau selalunya keras macam batu,
sebenarnya tok wan lembut macam tofu,
air mata bergenang, hati jadi sayu,
x sangka, x sangka, x sangka,
tiba-tiba muncul azam dalam hati,
nak cari org macam tok wan ku sorg nie..

ps-putting both hands together, praying for her best~

a prayer for you~

2009-10-06T16:10:00.002+08:00

salam~

You gunna say something to the people
Prayer for you
A prayer to you
Do I sound that bad
Just the simple thought of you means everything
To my life you give meaning you're the best thing
So precious my gift for life
That's why I send you up this prayer
I pray for your protection your covering
That everything intended for you you'll receive
And I'll believe he'll guide you
Lord honor my prayer
Prayer for you
A prayer to you
I pray for you
Pray for you
I'll do my best to be there for you everyday
To be what my father wish he was to me
Baby I got you
Daddy you'll be there
I'll be there
To encourage you to the best you can be
You carry my name
I pray that your better than me
I ain't going nowhere
Even when I get on your nerves
Cause I'm your daddy
My prayer for you
Son I pray for you

ps-a song that comes straight from the heart of a father to his son..~

its official~

2009-10-04T02:20:00.005+08:00

salam~

- playing around with my own reflection in the mirror *check

-hip dancing to a sad song *check

-had a counseling session wit mr froggy *check

-laugh out loud while watchin a horror muvee *check

-tinking too far ahead bout the future *check

-keep on calling others when i already noe dat my ph is blocked *check

-look outside my window n saw a beach as its view *check

let's see...
hurm..
yup..
its official..
ive lost my ~~sanity~~..

ps-sumone pls send me to da psyco houz...

im so over you~

2009-09-26T04:37:00.005+08:00

salam~

im so over you,
when i don't bother peeping at you,
and your name are not scribbled in my book.
im so over you,
when i stop saying your name constantly,
and discontinue viewing your blog and facebook.

im so over you,
when i'm not into anything you do,
and not even amused when you munch and crunch.
im so over you,
when i don't miss you at all,
and didn't try to bump into you during lunch.

im so over you,
when i don't bother bout the shirt you are wearing,
and didn't think it's funny when you did something wrong.
im so over you,
when im not excited to buzz you in ym,
and your hye can't make me smile all day long.

im so over you,
when my heart beats normally when i see you,
and when im not lost when i look into those eyes.
im so over you,
when everything about you didn't make me cry,
and i can stop bugging others for answers and advice.

im so over you,
when i'm not jealous with other girls,
and even when you are flirting with them.
im so over you,
when i stop seeing you in other guys,
and start dating them if they buy me a gem.

im so over you,
when your face is no longer in my mind,
and your voice is not the music of my life.
im so over you,
when i stop dreaming about you,
and stop wishing that someday ill be your wife.

im so over you,
when you are not my inspiration,
and not thinking of you evrytime i wrote the word you.
im so over you,
when i can stop writing poems about you,
and didn't write it as if im dedicating it to you.

ps- to "you" ders a big chance that you will be reading this.. i juz wanna admit.. although ive been actin as if im over it.. but i was neva over it.. but i promised myself to let it go.. n im tryin my best to do so.. so dont u worry.. m not gonna bother u anymore.. n pls dun b botherd by me.. =)

Salam Aidilfitri~

2009-09-19T02:27:00.003+08:00

salam~

Aidilfitri menjelang lagi..

ingin ku ambil kesempatan disini..

ribuan ampun dan maaf ikhlas dari hati..

kepada semua yg mengenali diriku ini...

Terlanjur kata, terkasar bahasa...

dalam diam, ada hati yang merana...

sumpah kurasa, ku tidak sengaja...

kepada semua, kemaafan dipinta..

Diriku ini bukan lah malaikat..

mana tak nye kalau asyik menyakat...

namun kuharap hajat ku ini tak tersekat..

untuk meraikan nya dengan yang terdekat..

Salam sayang,
a lil sumthin from sumone~

how i wish~

2009-08-29T08:22:00.003+08:00

salam~

How I wish
I have a better luck
No need to face any trouble
No need to swear the word fuck.

How I wish
I can run away
With no regret and never look back
Disappear to a land far-far away.

How I wish
I never feel frightened
To do whatever I want
Without decline, without hesitation.

How I wish
I’m a talented person
Everything I do is a masterpiece
Giving everyone a great impression

How I wish
I can cry anytime
Without even hiding it
Without forcing myself to fake a smile

How I wish
I can forget the past
To start a new chapter
To make my daily life a blast

How I wish
I’m soulful again
Filled with excitement
Not filled with pain

How I wish
Every wish will come true
After all that I’ve been through
Only wishing that I can do

ps-
how i wish
2nd year aint this hard
not making my soul to fall apart
and i can go through it will all my heart

26 days 2 go~

2009-07-27T02:36:00.005+08:00

salam~

its 2.36am.. n i still cant close my eyes.. y?.. i got no idea..

i dunno y.. but im kinda xcited fo ramadhan.. ive neva felt this way b4.. i juz dunno y..

but i gotta feelin.. dat this ramadhan gonna b a lil bit diffrent..

how?.. i dunno.. ill juz hav 2 wait n c..

o mayb.. mayb..

its the last ramadhan fo me...

who noes?...

=)

ps-26days 2 go..

u r messin wit the wrong gurl, baby!~

2009-07-23T21:41:00.006+08:00

salam~

thats it!

its official!!!

my 2nd yr s**ks!!

haaa.. puas ati... finally ive said it...

2 many things happened in this semester..

tooo many..

and its alllll BAD i tell u!

sigh..

*sabar az.. sabar..

klaw nak list down bley jee.

but i prefer not 2..

takut nnt ada yg trasa..

den gado lak..

xmo3..

but wut makes me burst 2day is bcoz...

sumone stole my pink nike flip flop!!!!

"ekelee.. az.. flip flop je pun nak kecoh2 kee?.."

u dun understand..

az jenis yg sgt picky klaw beli barang..

xpecially shoes...

n i love dat flip flop sgt2!!!
sigh..

to da person who stole my flip flop..

u juz mess wit da rong gurl babe!!!

argghhh...

tggu la weekn ni..

az nak bwat 1 projek besar2an..

HAHAHAHAHA *evil laugh

n 1 more thing..

harry potter n da half blood prince..

is sooooooooo.....

frustrating..

sigh~

ps-my 2nd yr is turnin from bad to worst.. evry single day.. but i believe.. evrything happen for a reason..

pss-xception for this one.. i noe.. i need 2 do sumthin bout it.. n mayb.. its one of da way for me to let out all da anger that ive been hidin n keepin underneath my poker face...

kawan?~

2009-07-19T23:28:00.006+08:00

salam~

kawan?.. apa itu kawan?.. apa beza kawan dengan sahabat?.. atau dengan rakan?.. ejaan semata-mata kah?.. hurm.. smpai sekarang.. susah untuk ditafsirkan apa sebenar nya erti kawan yang sebenarnya.. kalau kta tnya org2 sekeliling.. mcm2 jawapan yg kita akan dapat.. klau menurut DBP plak klik kat sini... ntah nape.. ari nie az terasa cam nak listkan jenis2 kawan yg az dpt lihat sepanjang hidup az nie..

1.ada jenis kawan yg sentiasa ada kat sisi kita.. samada kita susah mahupun senang.. selalu nya dengan kawan yg macam ni.. kita akan lebih terbuka utk bercerita dengan diorg ttg apa2 aja.. kadang2 diorg nie dah ibarat diary kita sendiri.. kawan yg mcm nie sgt susah nak cari zaman sekarg nie.. bg az laa.. bla kta dah jumpa kawan jenis camni, kta akan percayakan diorg sgt2.. n biasa nya.. kawan mcm nie la yg kta plg jaga n paling takut kehilangan nya.. oleh itu.. utk sape2 yg rasa diorg tu adalah kawan jenis nie.. jglah lah sesekali duga keprcayaan diorg terhadap korg.. sbb diorg nie akan terasa pedih dan sakit yg amat bla korg duga keprcayaan diorg..

2.ada jenis kawan yg berkawan dengan kita sbb apa yg kita ada.. mungkin nama, duit, ilmu, kedudukan, kereta, ticket free tgk MU lawan Msia atau pape jela... selalunya.. kawan2 jenis mcm nie x kekal lama.. time kta senang, diorg akan lekat dengan kita 24j.. tp klau kita susah.. nama kita pun diorg susah nak ingt.. tp org2 jenis nie selalu nya agak licik.. susah utk kta kesan ciri2 diorg nie.. melainkan benda dah pun terlambat.. time tu baru kta tau sapa kawan, sapa lawan...

3.ada jenis kawan yg kawan dengan kita bersebab.. sebab apa?.. haa.. itu yg kta x tau.. ada yg kawan dgn kta smata2 dia berkenan ngan member kta jd bla nak try dapat kan member kta tu.. kta yg jd kambing itam walaupun kulit kta nie kuning langsat.. slalu nya.. kawan yg mcm nie.. mula2 kawan, diorg akan sgtttttt baik dgn kta.. yelaaa.. msti la nak kta sebut yg baik2 je kat member kta tu psl dia kan?.. tp pas dah dpt member kta tu.. nak bertegur ngan kta pown susah.. konon2 nak jaga ati member kta aka awek baru dia.. lbey truk lg.. ada yg sanggup bwat kta ngan member kta gaduh hanya sbb dia.. ish3.. *geleng2 kpala..

4.ada jenis kawan nie yg mmg sgt2 sayangkan kta.. sbb bg diorg, ktalah tempat utk diorg mengadu, tmpt utk diorg cari ketenangan tmpt, utk diorg dapatkan nasihat.. slalu nya bila diorg ada masalah, kta lah org pertama yg akan diorg cari.. mmg sronok klaw ada kawan yg mcm nie.. sbb kta akan rs cam kta nie dperlukan.. tp amat menyakitkan bla slalunya kawan2 jenis mcm nie diorg akn cr kta HANYA bla diorg ada masalah.. mksd nya.. klau masa2 lain tu, nak dgr kabar pun susah.. atau bila kta susah diorg xpnah pula nak tlg.. sgt2 sakit.. oucchhh...

5.ada jenis kawan yg suka makan kawan.. mksd nya?.. maksud nya.. bla dpn kta, diorg sgtttt laaahhh baik dgn kta.. pijak semut x mati, panjat gunung x penat.. tp belakang kta??... amboi3.. mcm2 diorg ckp psl kta.. slalu nya mengata laa kan?.. dr yg kecil smpai yg besar.. dr yg tjadi smpai yg x pernah tjadi.. smuaa diorg jaja kat org lain.. pelik btol.. apa yg best nya jaj cita org lain pun x taw la az.. klaw jaja dpt income xpe la gak.. nie habuk pun xde.. ada plak yg lbih advance lg cara diorg yg jenis nie.. diorg x main laa jaja2 nama org.. diorg lbih suka kenakan balik kta.. bwat apa?.. rampas bf/gf.. curik idea.. curik duit.. curik peluang kta tuk naik.. sesungguh nya.. org jenis nie sgt2 lah kejam.. sigh..

6.ada jenis kawan yg macam cikgu kpd kta.. atau mcm mak ayah kta.. sbb diorg laa yg ajar kta mcm2.. kalau dulu kita nie jenis manusia dlm gua.. tp sbb diorg kita dah bley lihat dan kenal dunia luar.. diorg laa yg ajar kta mcm mana nak truskan kehidupan dlm dunia nie.. tp masalah nya dgn kawan yg jenis nie ialah.. kta sndri kne pandai sblm diorg.. mksd nya?.. mksd nya.. kta kne pndai pilih.. sbb x smua kawan yg jenis cikgu nie adalh cikgu yg ngajar benda2 baik.. ada juga "cikgu" ajaran sesat..

7.ada jenis kawan yg sgt sekepala dgn kta.. kalau duduk dgn diorg.. x bergelak sakan memang x sah!.. diorg mampu buat kta hepi sepanjang masa.. klau nak kluar berjalan2, dengan kawan2 jenis camnie mmg sgt enjoy.. sbb bla dgn diorg, kta xkan rs malu utk jd diri kta.. sbb kawan2 jenis mcm nie, diorg trima kta sbb perangai kta.. kebanyakkan memori manis kta selalunya ada kaitan ngan diorg nie.. ada sesetgh kawan jenis nie yg mampu jd kawan jenis no.1 td.. tp ada juga yg x boleh.. sbb dgn diorg nie.. kta mungkin boleh mengharapkan diorg utk menghilangkan masalah kta.. tp x semestinya kta boleh mengahrapkan diorg urk menyelesaikan masalah kta.. tp pape pun.. kta ttp syg kawan2 jenis camni..

cuba korg pusing kiri kanan.. cuba korg tgk kawan2 korg kat sekeliling korg.. kawan jenis apakah diorg tu?.. btulkah yg korg panggil kawan tu adalah kawan korg?.. atau ada di antara diorg tu sebenarnya lawan korg dlm diam?.. klau btul diorg smua tu kawan2 korg.. korg patut rasa besyukur yg amat.. sbb ditakdirkan tuhan tuk korg ditemani dan dikelilingi kawan2 yg sgt memahami.. walaupun kadang2 ada diantara diorg tu pernah cuba mencabar tahap kesabaran korg.. pernah buat korg terasa.. pernah bwat korg menitiskan air mata.. tp korg kne ingt juga.. xde sorg manusia pun yg sempurna.. malah.. slalunya.. ketidak sempurnaan kita tulah yg slalu nya membuatkan perhubungan persahabatan kita tu sempurna.. dan kita kna juga ingt.. ada juga masa dan ketika nya kita mungkin pernah buat diorg trasa ngan kita.. samada kta sedar mahupun tidak..

ps-"zaman sekarang nie, kalau dah dpt sorg pun kawan baik, dah kira bagus.. alhamdulillah.. pasal kawan yg nak menjahanamkan tu.. rmai.. bersyukurlah.."

- los and faun

perempuan lawa vs perempuan x lawa~

2009-07-06T01:21:00.003+08:00

salam~

realiti kehidupan antara perempuan lawa dan perempuan yg x lawa:

Kalau perempuan lawa pendiam
Lelaki akan cakap: woow, ciri-ciri isteri idaman...
kalau perempuan tak lawa pendiam
Lelaki akan cakap: eh tak reti komunikasi betul...

kalau perempuan lawa berbuat jahat
Lelaki akan kata: musti ada krisis dalaman nih... kesian
kalau perempuan tak lawa berbuat jahat
Lelaki akan cakap: dah la tak lawa, perangai pulak huduh...

kalau perempuan lawa menolong Lelaki yg diganggu
Lelaki akan cakap: heroin sejati... !
kalau perempuan tak lawa menolong Lelaki yang diganggu
Lelaki akan kata: taktik nak ngorat le tu...

kalau perempuan lawa dapat Lelaki hensem
Lelaki akan kata: ok gak la... .
kalau perempuan tak lawa dapat Lelaki hensem
Lelaki akan kata: kesian..mesti kena bomoh lelaki tuh!

kalau perempuan lawa ditinggal kekasih
Lelaki akan kata: buta kayu btl mamat tu... .
kalau perempuan tak lawa ditinggal kekasih
Lelaki akan kata:... patut pun kena reject...

kalau perempuan lawa penyayang binatang
Lelaki akan cakap: perasaannya halus... penuh kasih sayang
kalau perempuan tak lawa penyayang binatang
Lelaki akan cakap: sesama keluarga memang harus menyayangi...

kalau perempuan lawa bawa BMW
Lelaki akan cakap: ntah dato' mana bela ni.
kalau perempuan tak lawa bawa BMW
Lelaki akan cakap: musti anak org kaya ni..

kalau perempuan lawa tak mau bergambar
Lelaki akan cakap: pasti takut kalau2 gambarnya tersebar
kalau perempuan tak lawa tak mau bergambar
Lelaki akan kata: sedar pun diri...

kalau perempuan lawa menuang air ke gelas lelaki
Lelaki akan cakap: caring sungguh... .
kalau perempuan tak lawa menuang air ke gelas lelaki
Lelaki akan cakap: nak tunjuk caring le tu... .

kalau perempuan lawa bersedih hati
Lelaki akan cakap: dont worry..i will make u happy forever
kalau perempuan tak lawa bersedih hati
Lelaki akan kata: sikit2 nak nangis!! mengada2...

ps-dis is one of my old post from my previous blog..

enchanted~

2009-07-02T22:53:00.009+08:00

salam~

i juz finished watchin enchanted.. aaahh.. tringat tyme g tgk kat wayang ngan ein, kimi, hafiz n afan dlu.. sgt best... really miss dos moments.. da muvee is soo cool!.. da dance, da music, da romance, da humor.. its one of da muvee dat i never get bored watchin it over n over agn.. anyway.. da song "how do u know" keeps repeating in my head.. n i juz cant stop humming it.. da song is soooo shweeet... so.. i tot i might juz post it here.. juz 2 share it wit u guys.. enjoy.. =)

ps-i dun noe y.. but ttbe nmpk mke patrick dempsey cam iras2 mke ahnaf.. (-_-")

pss-cant wait 2 watch transformers fo da 2nd tyme 2morrow wit my bros!! wee...

letting go~

2009-06-20T19:45:00.003+08:00

salam~

sumtymes..

if you love sumthing..

let it go..

set it free..

if it returns..

its yours..

if it didn't..

it was never meant for you..

ps- ive been waitin fo da rite tyme to post dis.. n da tyme has come.. =)

the show~

2009-06-20T16:32:00.005+08:00

salam~

check out this song.. ive fall in love wit it since da first tyme i heard it (trus search n download.. ngeee..).. tanx to bro fakhul!! its a song from lenka, the show.. i LOVE da melody, da lyrics n da vdeo clip!! well.. enjoy!..

ps-sumhow.. da song makes me smile again.. cause i can see myself in it.. =)

kadang-kadang~

2009-06-12T06:14:00.005+08:00

salam~

kadang-kadang..
ble kte happy sgt..
kte akan lpe diri..
akibatnya benda buruk jdi..
tyme 2 baru nak insafkan diri..

kadang-kadang..
ble kte mengharap sgt..
kte xpect smua nya akn mnjadi..
tp ble harapan tggl harapan..
baru nak meraung sorg diri..

kadang-kadang..
ble kte rs bahagia..
kte slalu harap ia xkan berakhir..
tp kte x sedar..
dlm dunia nie mn ada yg kekal..

kadang-kadang..
ble kte addicted kat benda 2..
kte sanggup bwat apa je..
tp ble dah x dihargai..
baru kte sedar yg kte mperbodohkan diri..

kadang-kadang..
kte ingat kte mampu hadapi dugaan..
konon nye dah kuat n dah ready..
tp ble dugaan 2 dtg..
kte ttp rs saket yg amat..

kadang-kadang..
kte dah bley agak apa yg nak jadi..
tp kte still nak bwat juga..
sbb apa?..
tanyalah diri 2 sndri...

kadang-kadang..
kte sedih ble masalah dtg..
tp kte x sedar..
masalh lah yg bwat kte matang..
bwat mata terbuka dan dada jd lapang..

kadang-kadang..

ps-sumtymes...

m i a spoiled brat?~

2009-06-09T16:47:00.006+08:00

salam~

lately.. ive been thinkin quite a lot.. bout lots of things.. some are important.. yet some r rubbish.. sum r juz messin wit my head.. yet sumhow.. i juz cant stop thinking bout dem.. one of it was.. either im a spoiled brat o not?.. well.. recently.. ive realize that.. sumtymes i feel like ive been spoiled by few people.. ma parents mayb.. ma fwens mayb.. maself mayb.. it keeps bugging me fo a few days.. coz seriusly.. i dun wanna b a spoiled brat.. coz i noe.. a spoiled brat usually selfish, annoying, evil, backstabbing, n always end up miserable in da end of their life.. thus.. i start making some bounderies to myself.. tryin not to spoiled myself.. o tryin not 2 make any1 spoiled me.. den i wonders.. r dey any quiz dat i can take n tell me either im a spoiled bratz o not.. n i start google-ing.. n i found this quiz..

Fun Quizzes - Myspace Quizzes - Quizzes

guess wut da result was??.. im NOT a spoiled brat!.. weee... cheers fo me.. sumhow.. dis simple n unaccurate quiz, makes me feel better bout myself?.. sound stupid?.. well.. dats da truth..

"sumtymes wen we think too much.. we are making ourselves to look more vulnerable by each and every thoughts.. so stop thinking too much.. coz u might end up losing ur mind.."

ps-y m i posting dis?.. i got no idea.. sigh.. btw.. any1 who do tink dat im a spoiled brat.. pls do raise ur voice n tell me.. it cud b very helpful fo me..
pss-curiousity strikes u?.. try out da quiz..

rindu~

2009-06-01T21:08:00.003+08:00

salam~

kemana menghilang semua kawan2 ku?..

smstinya d ofis mereka d ceruk2 kaed nu..

hwaaaa...

daku rindu sama merekaaa...

kata je duk uia..

tp nak jumpa diorg pown ssh..

bz ngan firm maseng2..

bkn merungut..

cme mengeluh..

bkn x faham situasi mereka..

tp faham sgt..

cme kadang2..

ble dah 3 ari terperap dalam blik..

tanpa sebarang kelibat diorg..

rasa nak terjah je smua ofis2 kat kaed 2..

tapiii...

ceq seggaaaannnn....

huhuhu..

ble laa dpt g tgk wayang rmai2 lg?..

ble la bley klua rmai2 lg?..

ble la bley maen ice skatin lg?..

ble la nak ada surprise burfday party lg?..

hwaaaa...

rinduuu2...

rindu sgt2 dgn org2 nye...

rindu sgt2 dgn kenangan2..

ein, afan, kimi, hafiz, fiza, dodot, nisa...

k.diba, k.gg, mar, kembar dan kembar2 jadian nya

az rinduuuu dgn korg..

hwaaaaa....

T.T

ps-missin dos moments in cenfos.. T.T

my new family~

2009-05-30T22:16:00.014+08:00

salam~

dear readers(if der r any..).. i began dis 3rd sem of mine in uia.. with da existance of my new family.. wen i 1st meet dem.. i felt scared, akward, yet excited.. wut fear me da most about dem is dat.. im afraid dat i might not b able 2 blend in wit dem... i mean.. dey r already 1 big family... n im new 2 dem... but den.. day after day.. i finally realize dat.. dey have become part of my life now.. so der fo.. in dis post.. i officially introduced u guys 2 ma new family.. my iium bowling family~

introducing da father of the family.. abg zz.. abg zz is 1 of da national bowler.. all da way from sabah.. abg zz who is currently da team coach is so dedicated n serius wen it comes 2 bowling.. since m da new baby in da family(eceeaahh.. prasan la plak.. ngee).. im quite scared facin abg zz.. he's serius face always makes me tink 3x b4 missin an ez spare(seriusly!).. he's deep voice lak.. mmg cam bapak mithali laah.. but den.. da bapak always understand his children.. abg zz can b strict on da lane.. but he can b s crazee s we r off da lane.. he cares bout us n always make sure dat we get da best (bapak la katakan..).. tanx abg zz!.. n sorry agn fo dat day.. huhuhu...

dis is da MOM.. our mom.. kak farah is a lawyer gonnab.. da 1st tyme i saw her.. i was shiverin(ok.. hyperbola cket..).. i mean.. her eyes.. if u look straight to her eyes.. even da cricket team will bow down n take a bath usin a super smell eliminator soap.. but den.. it was juz wut i tot.. wen u got 2 noe her.. she is avery nice person, slumber n she always noe wut she wan n wut she wanna do.. isnt she a great mom?(ecece.. hehehe..) she has always been da mom fo da team n da big sis fo us da gurls.. n she always look great in pictures!(eventhou we juz had an 8 hour spa treatment 4rm da cricket team..)

dis is abg zaim.. captain/abg long.. abg zaim is an ict student.. among all of us.. abg zaim joined da team way earlier.. he is da best captain we can ever hope fo.. he is always dedicated in doin he's job as da captain of da team.. always takin a good care of his siblings(i mean.. us..) n bravely stand out fo us in front of mr.kefli da-perkampungan sukan-lover to make sure dat we can stay in alor star instead of uum durin masum.. he always try his best 2 make sure dat we won b left behind o bein look down by others.. he is such a nice abg long.. sorry eh abg long.. sbb adik2 nie slalu buli abg long..

nex in da line is abg charlie.. he's tall.. he's crazee.. n he's da HOT stuff durin masum(2 certain ppl eh.. o shud i say a couple of ppl?.. ngee..).. abg charlie is borned wit da famous gene.. he is very well-known among da BENL.. n he neva lose his spotlight even wen he's in da alley... howeva u can always count on him in serius matters... hangin out wit him is da best thing u can do after a not-so-good-ave game.. he's weakness?.. da seducing nickname of CBH.. LOL

dis is da eldest sister.. kak amim.. a BENL student who always noe her rights 2 enter da mahallah late at nite although da pak guard is messin wit her.. ngeh3.. she has been very friendly 2 me since da beginnin of our meeting.. i can always talk 2 her about everythin.. bowling.. studies.. pregnancy(opss..hehe...) she's a pink lover.. kak amim has been so helpful 2 me.. all da msgs.. da reminders... da permission to let me keep my bag in her room.. n so much more.. kak amim.. u hav been so nice 2 me n i tank u sooo much! (ttbe emo lak..)

febrina is da name.. fabulous is her game(ngee).. dis is kak feb!.. kak feb is a BENL student who is very pretty n crazee.. she is very friendly n nice.. n loves her boy so much.. ngee.. although she is my big sis.. but she is much more smaller den me in size.. she loves shopping n she treasures her halkum very much.. hehehe... kak feb is da hepy-go-lucky type of gurl.. yet on da lane.. she will b very focus n always try her best not 2 back up her hand anymore.. =P

shafiq is my twin brother of da same age n batch.. dis guy always go crazee all da tyme xcept wen he's in da game.. he can stand bhind u all day long.. cheerin n supportin u no matter how tired he is.. he can give u moral support wen u r down n help u weneva u need it.. he loves makin jokes but u gotta listen carefully 2 it.. coz ders alwys a hidden "msg" inside dos jokes.. although dey r stereo n cream-o.. but shafiq only loves oreo.. miahaha...

dis is abg shahdan.. juz lyke me.. he is new in da family.. so in dat case.. ill consider him as da long lost big brother.. abg shahdan is currently takin his phd here in uia.. he always help us the gurls 2 carry our bag up into da bus.. he was our manager durin masum recently.. hanging out wit abg shahdan is da best way 2 4get all ur problems.. he crack jokes all da tyme! n he is super duper cute!(perangai..).. he always noe how 2 make us smile n laugh everytyme we r in a cold situation.. abg shahdan(if u r readin dis).. i tank u sooo much fo all of ur support dat u gave 2 me n da team.. n we r really2 glad dat u were able 2 b wit us durin masum.. =)

a week trainin wit dem.. n 9 days spendin wit dem in kedah.. has made my 3rd sem a memorable 1.. we had sooo much fun 2gether.. n it has been a week since i last hug, eat, cheer n smile wit dem.. i miss dem soooo much... abg zz, abg zaim, abg charlie, abg shahdan, kak farah, kak feb, kak amim n shafiq.. im sooo glad dat i noe u guys.. n i really2 enjoy every moment dat we spend 2gether in kedah.. really hope 2 c u guys soon.. hugs n kisses...

wit our grandpa/oic.. abg hafiz..waitin fo da bus aka chamwhorin tyme.. endin up meetin wit da our friendly cricket team...

after d n of team event.. it was da best day wer we really enjoy da game no matter how bad our score was...n we love dat shirt sooo much!!!

yeahh.. its proven.. we r 1 big happy n crazee family... n vain too.. =P

i took dis pic!!! wit abg zz's 50d! cool huh?.. ngeee..

us bein vain s usual... but den.. i really2 love dis pic!

ps-actually my new family still have few other members that i haven't listed yet.. its because some of dem ive only meet once o twice.. so i dun really noe dem well yet.. so.. watch out.. der might b a 2nd episode of my xtended family... =)

1.30pagi~

2009-05-11T01:49:00.006+08:00

salam~

1.30pagi...

mataku maseh terbuka..

tanganku maseh bergerak..

jantungku maseh berdegup..

1.30pagi..

fikiranku melayang..

masalah bertandang..

keserabutan takkan hilang..

1.30pagi..

ke luar aku memandang..

dengan jelas ia terpampang..

lalu ku tersenyum senang..

1.30pagi..

ku sentiasa tenanti..

nantikan bulan diatas langit..

dari tingkap burukku ini..

1.30pagi..

hati kembali tenang..

terima kaseh bulan..

terima kaseh Tuhan..

ps-m sorry fo not finish editin ma page.. juz really not in da mood of doin it yet..

tagged by mardybum n kayanto~

2009-04-20T16:43:00.007+08:00

salam~

anda rasa anda hot?
ini satu knyataan yg x dpt dinafikan.. sy MMG HOT.. buktinya ada kawan2 sy yg ngaku sy mmg hot.. HOT TEMPERED... ngeee....

upload gambar kegemaran anda

kenapa anda suka gambar ini?
sbb.. ada gambar kami b4 adik bradik!!!.. antra gambar kitorg yg agk proper.. klaw x... mcm2 aksi2 plik je kitorg bwat.. ngee... gambar nie la daku tatap tiap kali homesick.. huhu...

bila kali terakhir makan pizza?
err.. serius x ingt... ohh.. dah ingt!!.. tyme dtg register nak msuk sem2 ngan om n family kat pizza hut klcc!.. gle lamaa!!!... waaahhh... ttbe ngidam pizza lak.. adoyai...

lagu terakhir yang anda dengar?
1234 plain whit ts... my fav.. ngeee....

Apa yang anda buat selain menyelesaikan tag ini?

dgr lagu yuni shara sepi.. facebooking.. ym ngan mardybummy!!.. berselimut dlm blakey ats krusi... nak kluarkan peluh... huhu...

Selain nama sendiri, anda suka dipanggil dgn nama apa?
princess!!muahaha.. ma dad alwys call me wit dat name ble dia nak perli.. but i lyke it... hehehe... tatak.. only wen acu yg pggl.. sbnrnya kakak.. but yg kluar.. tatak...

Tag lagi 7orang?

1 kak jue

2 kak arina

3 abg shazu

4 omarion

5 eza

6 famie

7 anis

Siapa nombor 1 kepada anda?
ma studiom8 yg sgt2 cool!.. rabbit.. rabbit.. rabbit.. bear+rabbit.. hehehe... she's pretty n slumber... n sore dia sgt2 sdap.. misha omar!!!.. ngeee...

Orang nombor 3 ada hubungan dgn sesiapa?
err.. hehehe... sy x pasti... uhuk3.. ada ke abg shazu??.. ngeee....

Kata sesuatu berkenaan pada orang no. 5?
ma lovely lil sis.. ngee... junior sekolah.. alley.. n drama.. waahh... hehehe.. she'll do wuteva she wan.. n she will alwys try 2 get evrythin dat she desrve... i miss u hunie!!
ps-m in sp now!!!

Bagaimana dgn nombor 4?
bapak kitorg!!! tlah bcerai dgn mama rose.. dan pnah cbe bermesraan ngan datin nazuha.. muahahaha... ampun omar.. ngee... sgt2 cool dan slumber.. class rep yg sgt sempoi... org yg daku salute dlm bab2 photography nie... tlah mencuri misai uhuk3 tyme project3... hehehehe....

Siapakah orang nombor 2?
k.arina=senior aad ku.. 2nd yr.. sore dia sgt2 seksi.. hehehe.. n ble dia nyanyi dan sebenarnya sgt lah best!!!!

Pesanan kepada nombor 6?
en famie banks... i taw la u maken mletop sjak masuk urp nie.. but dun u eva 4get me keyh.. LOL....

Pendapat anda tentang nombor 7?
kecik2 cili padi.. she'll do anythin dat she wan... x pduli apa yg org nak ckp kat dia.. anis!! miss spendin tyme wit u!!.. hehehe....

penantian~

2009-04-16T08:37:00.003+08:00

salam~

hidup ini bagai sebuah penantian..

penantian yg maseh belum tentu akhirnya..

ps-kebosanan musim cuti sudah mula dirasai.. o_0'

pabila rekaan menjadi kenyataan~

2009-04-14T15:42:00.005+08:00

salam~

pabila rekaan menjadi kenyataan..

hati terkelu, lidah terkedu..

tiada kata-kata yg mampu diucapkan..

tiada angan-angan yg datang berterbangan..

yg tinggal hanyalah secebis perasaan..

tentang keliru, pelik dan aneh..

aneh kerna xpernah dduga..

apa yg sebelum ini hanyalah sebuah cerita..

kini menjadi sebuah kehidupan..

pernah x.. korg tgk tv, muvee atau bc novel ke.. n scara kbtulan gle.. apa yg jd dlm crita 2.. jd kat korg?.. pelik kan?.. ala2 dejavu g2.. tp ble fikir2 blk.. klakar pown ada gak.. sbb klaw cam2.. korg la pelakon utama nye kan?.. *famous skejap... ngee..

bkn apa.. baru2 nie.. benda nie jd kat sorg kwn daku nie.. so dia pown cam tpinga2.. tp bley tgelak2 lg.. sbb benda nie dia jd konfius.. x taw mn nak bwat.. ye laa.. skrip xde kan.. jd kne spontan laa.. coz klaw benda nie kta dah pernah tgk jd kat org laen.. jd.. pttkah kita ikut apa yg org tu bwat?.. wlaupun kta dah tahu endin dia camne?.. atau kita ikut hati dan kpala kita sndri.. sbb kita rasa yg tu yg terbaik.. tp.. kita was2 dgn apa yg akan jadi bla akhir nnt.. hurm2...

pape pown.. sama macam dalam drama ke.. muvee ke... novel ke.. setiap apa yg jadi kat kita.. ada sebab dan hikmah nye.. setiap keputusan yg kta bwat.. kta perlu tanggung akibatnya.. lgpown.. apa lah erti kehidupan klaw kita x reti nak amek risiko kan?.. hurm2.. teringat plak kata2 seorg senior sekolah dlu.. dia kaitkan kehidupan dengan pementasan.. dan.. rsnye.. apa yg dia ckp 2.. ada betul nya...

hidup ini bak sebuah pementasan..

skrip telah dikarang..

pengarah di ats sudah pun terang..

yang tinggal hanyalah..

diri ini sang pelakon utama..

yang bakal menetukan..

berjaya atau tidak..

pementasan yg sedang berlangsung ini...

ps-kwn ku i2 sudah ada kputusan nya.. dan katanya.. itulah yg terbaik.. untuk dirinya dan orang2 di sekeliling nya.. semoga risiko yg diambil nya itu..kan menjadi titik permulaan kehidupan baru yg lebih baik bg nya.. =)

simple~

2009-04-10T11:53:00.002+08:00

salam~
k.. in dis post.. i juz wanna share wit u guys.. how simple can actually be more.. more meaningful.. more acceptable.. more understanding.. more relaxing.. dis two examples are among da best examples dat i can give...

dis is one of da latest song from plain white t's.. 1234... dis song is very simple.. da arrangement n da lyrics.. its simple n meaningful.. da melody is like a country-iesh + campfire song style (fo me laa..).. n da lyric is straight foward.. not 2 "jiwang", poetry like n yet it is super shweeet.. dis is da kind of song dat u can sing 2 ur gf without makin her flippin da dictionary juz 2 understand dat wut u wer tryin to tell her is dat u love her.. ngee... (m currently addicted 2 dis song.. aahhhh.. =P)

k.. if u watch american idol 2009.. u'll noe dis guy.. his name is adam lambert.. n he is one of da best!!.. dis is his latest performance.. n he sings mad world.. his performance was simple.. no dancing.. no funky arrangement.. no sexy clothing o seducing pose.. he juz sit der, wit da dim lights n he blows evry1 with his singing.. fo me.. dis song is da gothic/emo-ish kinda song.. n wut amaze me so much is dat der r NO thick eyeliner.. NO eerie black clothings.. o torn black umbrella.. o corpse look a like make up by adam lambert.. he was juz bein all simple yet he din lose da gothic feel in da atmo wen he delivers dis song.. i salute him!.. seriusly.. (n he got a sweet smile.. *drool... =P)

thus.. wut m tryin 2 say is.. sumtymes.. simple is more.. its better.. n der4.. y r we tryin so hard 2 make ourselves b extravaganza???.. cant we juz b all simple?.. hurmm...

ps-all da comments above r juz my opinion.. if u guys dun agree wit wut i said.. its up 2 u guys.. diff people sees things diffly.. =)

total freedom!!~

2009-04-08T23:02:00.005+08:00

salam~

F.R.E.E

wee... finally!!!.. m free... free.... no more uia.. no more asma.. no more kaed.. no more assgnment.. no more class.. no more studio.. n no more projects!!.. hip2 hooray!!..

now basiclly m back at home.. home shweeeet home.. reach sp around 8 wit ma dad.. he pick me up in juru.. n i juz cant help maself smiling all da way 2 sp.. n ma mouth cant neva stop talking.. der r sooooo many things dat i wanna share wit him.. we talk.. n we talk.. n we made a prank on ma mum.. ngeee...

at home.. acu n achik greet me wit hugs n kisses.. only God noes how much i miss dem.. n acu is gettin taller.. kisses n a knocked on ma head from mama fo makin her kelam-kabut.. hehehe.. n of coz ders angah..

it has only been 3 hours since m back in sp.. but ders sooo many thing dat i wanna share wit u guys... all da changes dat i miss fo da last 4months.. yesss... 4 months... but den.. gtg 2 sleep.. its school nite.. n da lights r off early.. so tadaa fo now...

ps-saat ini.. ketika ini... akhirnya... hatiku kembali tenang.. kembali riang... kerna adanya mereka.. mereka yang ku sayang.. =)

im emo.. so wut??..

2009-03-29T04:44:00.002+08:00

salam~
im feelin really STUPID rite now!! BODOH!.. bodoh sbb slalu org amek kesempatan on me!!.. yet i dunno wut 2 do o how 2 react 2... n sanggup tebal mka n layan diorg... n BODOH becoz x pandai amek kesempatan!... hnya kerna takut nyusahkan org laen... sggup susahkan diri sndri.... endin up ngan makan ati sndri!.....

AZIERA NADIA AZMI... KAMOOOO SGT BODOH!!!!

wishin dat im dead rite now!~

2009-03-15T23:27:00.002+08:00

salam~
i hate dis situation wen my lyfe is out of control.. so many things happen in da same tyme.. n most of it are BAD!! SICK of mural!! Lost my spec!.. n im totally broke!.. with da last project to b due in 2 more weeks... with ONLY ideation in progress.. its gonna b hard!.. HARD i tell u... dang... my life is miserable at dis moment.. sigh~

ps-homesick+moodless+frustration=tired..
howeva, tanx 2 dos who always put a smile on my face evryday.. ein syg, mardybum hunie, k.a+k.aja n da gang...

mood LESS~

2009-03-13T00:01:00.007+08:00

salam~

it has been ages, since i last...

-had a meal in mcd.. i miss mcflurry.. huhuhu...

-step ma foot in any kfc..

-eat pepperoni pizza in pizza hut...

-watch muvee in da cinema..

-went shopping!!

-enjoy my life da fullest

-touch the ps2 controller

-do silly stuff wit ma babes n ma lil bros

-spend tyme in da alley happilly

-went fo vacation...

-relax..

-not thinking bout any ~~assgnment, projects o hafazan~~...

-hang out wit ma fwens.. nothin else but juz chillin around...

-blk kg jumpa tok n run around da sawah..

-do things dat i really wanna do without any boundries n restriction or time limitation...

da worst is.. it has been ages since..i went back home...

-i miss chillin at mama's precious gazebo..

-i miss makin mess in da kitchen.. (was tryin 2 cook actually..)

-i miss going thru da kitchen at 2am with acu..

-i miss mama n tok nah's cookings..

-i miss hugging, sleeping, play around n watch l8 nite muvee with acu n annoy him till he sulk..

-i miss doing silly stuff n gettin into troubles with achik listenin 2 him talkin bout chicks n how im neva gonna get a bf...

-i miss arguing n quarelling wit angah..

-i miss shopping wit mama...

-i miss chit chating with abah bout new gadgets n cars juz 2 make mama pissed n i miss da moments wer we always try 2 annoy each other n evry1 else...

i miss dem soooooo muchhh....

ps-nak blk umah sgt2!!!.... T-T

roses~

2009-03-05T09:06:00.003+08:00

salam~

why do people always grumble bout roses having thorns?..

cant they just be glad that thorns have roses?..

My Baby~

2009-02-07T09:33:00.017+08:00

salam~

well.. in this post.. i would like to introduce to the world.. my BABY.. so ere it gos..

TADAAAA....

dis is my latest baby.. the youngest among his siblings.. my new ph NOKIA N85.. i bought dis phone last month.. i neva thought dat i'll eva gonna hav it.. i was juz dreamin bout it most of da tyme.. wen ma last ph broke down.. abah offer me to buy a new 1.. i told him dat i like dis ph.. neva tot dat he'll agree.. but out of sudden.. mama n abah din say anythin and just agree with me.. i was like.. "wt??? dey gotta b kiddin me.." but dey weren't.. so der u go.. me n ma baby r unite.. yeayy.. tanx 2 abah n mama.. n angah too fo not being jelous with me fo getting a new ph.. muahahaha...

next would be my mr cammy.. SONY CYBERSHOT DSC-T2... got him when i was still in cenfos.. it was our 1st eva trip and all of us were so excited n my current camera broke down.. same thing happen.. ive been dreaming to hav this cam fo months but knowing my parents, i noe that dey wont agree of me having this cam.. it was during da last min b4 i wanna go back 2 uia.. wen abah suddenly ask me"u want a cam rite? jom g sen heng".. i was like yeayyy!.. den i showed him dis cam.. n again.. mama n abah agree wit me.. i was like.. woahhhh... weeee... n dats how i got ma mr cammy.. mr cammy has been through a lot of things wit me.. my happiest moment, crazee moment, sad moment n so much more.. he will always b der 2 make sure dat i won't 4get my memories..

nex in the line is my mr lappy.. COMPAQ PRESARIO B1200.. got dis lappy wen i 1st entered gombak.. he has help me ALOT wit my works.. he always bring me troubles.. n i really mean ALWAYS.. but den.. without him ill b da one in deep trouble.. i always cry in front of him.. basiclly he is my diary.. wut i feel, how im doin is basiclly kept by him.. he always noe how to make me smile n laugh yet at the same time he can make me say da f word non stop..

k.. dis is mr lappy's babies.. which would be my grandchildren rite?.. above is my 80G external hardisk.. n da bottom part is my CELCOM broadband.. my external has been wit me even b4 i got mr lappy.. so many things r in it.. soooo manyyyy.. its already full now due to to many secrets hidden in it.. basiclly my external is like my secret+memory box.. me n lil broadband unite during the midsem of last sem.. its actually my dad's.. i borrowed it from him fo a month.. m suppose 2 giv back during hari raya.. but endin up wit me till end of the sem.. making ma dad 2 buy a new broadband fo himself and give this broadband to me as my birthday prezie.. yeayyyy... so now.. i rarely go to cc n i dun hav 2 grumble about uia's wifi connection.. tanx abahhh..
k.. from left to right.. MR THINKY, PWINKY PWINCESS n my dear MR FROGGY ... i got mr thinky from my sayangs (kimi, afan, hafiz, afan, khatib, wewe) s my brthday prezie last year.. it is just sooo adorable, fluffy n thoughtful-look-a-like.. he usually accompany me at nite while im doing my projects... i got pwinky pwincess from my sayang mardybum fo my brthday prezie last year.. it is so squeezable n pink.. i like her smell 2 (she smell like a bowling alley proshop.. i likeee...) i like to play wit her weneva im bored.. lastly, mr froggy.. we've been 2gether fo like 4 years.. i got mr froggy fo my birthday prezie from mak ngah wen i was in form 4.. i love him sooo muchhh... he is diff den others.. coz he's da only frog dat has squint eyes.. he'll be da one to accompany me sleeping every night.. he'll be da one to chill me up wen eva im scared at night.. he'll b da one i hug weneva im crying.. n he'll be da one to put me to bed evry night.. hugging him while im sleeping is a must.. he has been with me so long dat between all of dem, he noes me da best.. basiclly he is da abang long..

well.. dats all fo dis post.. ive introduce u 2 all of my baby.. n y i love dem so much.. dey always stand by me weneva i need dem.. n da best thing is.. dey will neva eva hurt my feeling... till den.. bubbye~ =)

ps- u might b wonderin y i call dem 'he' most of the tyme.. well.. dey r my baby n i love my baby.. since im a babe.. so i gotta love a male rnt i?.. if not.. i wud be a lesbo rnt i??.. which im not.. thus.. my baby are all male(xcluding pwinky pwincess.. she got her own reason).. =)

antara kawan dan kekasih~

2009-01-30T22:53:00.004+08:00

salam~

antara kekasih dan kawan... mana lebih penting?.. kawan?.. kekasih?.. org slalu ckp.. pentingkan kawan kerana kawan kan kekal selamanya.. tapi kekasih x semestinya kekal selamanya.. ada yg ckp, pentingkan kekasih, kerna kekasih adalah teman sehidup semati kita bwat slamanya memandangkan dgn dialah jodoh kita.. jd mazhab mana yang harus kita ikut?..tp macam mana kalau kawan dan kekasih tu org yang sama?.. dia adalah kawan yang ingin kita kasihkan.. tapi takut kasih x kesampaian dan kawan tu hilang macam tu sj?.. tepuklah dahi, tanyalah hati...

ps-post sblm nie tlah ku deletekan kerna tlalu pnjg sgt entri nya.. nak bwat camne.. uhuk3.. tlalu smgat mnaip smpai x sedar diri.. nwy.. dpendekkan kan crita, ianya kesah cuti raya cina ku di pd yg sgt best pd awal nya, tp di akhiri dgn kecurian yg blaku d banglo kami..

oh no!!!

2009-01-14T00:55:00.004+08:00

salam~
k.fana:az.. dah simpan air blum?
daku:simpan air??? bwat pe kak??..
k.fana:esk kan xde air.. so kne simpan la tuk mandi esk..
daku:biar betull???!!
k.fana:yup.. kan diowunk gtaw siang td..
daku:swoooshhh *amek baldi n menuju ke toilet ASAP*

glee arrr.. dah tgh malam bawu taw yg esk xde air.. kenapakah??.. huhuhu.. susah la klaw camni.. camne nak mandi??.. camne klaw ada "emergency"?.. xkan kne lari2 twun bukit n g aminah kowt??.. adeyhh.. nape la tyme2 nie bawu diowunk nak cuci tangki air 2.. huhu.. nnt klaw air yg dah simpan 2 x cukup.. nak gne air apa??.. water cooler??.. clap2.. air water cooler pown xde.. klaw dlu bdk laki kne mandi kat amf tyme abc xde air.. esk az pecah rekod mandi kat kaed.. hohoho... yeah.. sabun..check.. berus gg n ubatnya.. check.. owh towel jgn lpe.. adeyh.. xpe2.. atleast dpt gak mrasa camne ketiadaan air erk.. klaw x.. dgr citer n tgk brita jarh.. atleast can blaja appreciate air.. kan3?.. trima kaseh sgt2 kat k.fana(rum8 daku) coz gtaw.. klaw x.. konfirm mandi tanah la az esk.. uhuk3.. oleh i2.. bdk2 asma.. simpan la air byk2.. n jgn minum air mahupown makan byk2... utk mengurangkan kebarangkalian kta ke toilet.. yeahh... mari berkemarau utk esk!..

full moon~

2009-01-09T22:16:00.008+08:00

salam~

staring at da full moon from ma corridor in asma

its full moon tonite.. wuts up wit full moon??.. i dun noe.. but i always love full moon.. since i was small.. juz by lookin at it.. it can make me smile.. it can make ma heart melt.. juz by sparkling in da dark sky.. da round shape, da brightness.. s if.. its showing me dat no matter how dark da sky is, ders always sumthin else 2 bright it up.. i can go on fo half an hour juz by staring at it.. m i a werewolf??.. god noes..

1430 and 2009~

2009-01-03T00:00:00.005+08:00

salam~
Happy New Year to all ma readers.. a year has passed.. a new year is ahead.. forget bout reversing da tyme.. start stepping ur feet towards da future.. Maal Hijrah.. da name itself is a reminder fo us.. to keep on hijrah.. hijrah fo da best.. fo da best dat we can b in our future.. not just for the world.. but fo da here after too.. wut is ma aim fo da dis new year??.. hurmm.. onestly.. i dun hav any.. coz we can plan all we wan.. but not evrything dat we planned is going to turn out to be true.. thus.. m just goin wit da flow.. but i do intend to score ma new sem.. although i hav 21.5 credit hour(yessss... 21.5.. o_0').. wanna do ma best to get da dean list.. hurmm.. new sem has already started.. 2 weeks d.. but da mood of doing projects is still missing.. if any1 found it.. pls contact me.. ask it 2 come back to me.. sigh.. without da mood.. i dun hav da passion to do ma work.. fo xmple.. m suppose to do ma essay on photomedia rite now.. but instead m writin ma blog.. aiseyhh.. wut 2 do.. uncle google and aunty wiki is not helpin me wit da definition of photomedia.. n 2morrow morning i need 2 submit it.. yes i noe... 2 morrow is saturday.. yeah.. i got class on saturday.. sigh.. ma 1st project fo studio is kiosk(again!..).. da last tyme nyer kiosk was a nightmare.. n now i hav 2 face it 1 more tyme.. aiyakk.. but den.. m tryin ma best 2 turn dat ~~nightmare~~ into a sweet reality.. try 2 learn from da past.. yeahh.. so guess.. dis week is da beginning of ma life as a batgurl.. or an owl lady.. choose one.. panda eyes.. forgeting 2 hav ma meal.. guess.. i hav 2 go thru all dat again.. now m staying in a diff rum from last sem... i hav 2 move 2 a compartment rum in asma.. up 1 level but still da same block.. ma rum8s r ma seniors.. 3rd yr archi, aad and landscape.. i dun really like dis rum.. its not bcoz of d ppl.. but its da surrounding.. its 2 quite n too private.. last tyme we share evrything.. from food to ideas.. we do evrything 2gether.. from sleeping 2 staying up... but now.. although all 4 of us r in da rum.. but it was so quiet.. no more ein's phone ringing, nisa's singing, fiza's crunching, mar's sulking, kak d's babbling n kak gg's arguing... waaaa.. i miss dos tyme soooo much.. i miss kc 229 soooooo much.. n i miss asma c2.10 too.. sigh.. but den.. life has 2 go on.. u cant rely on ppl all da tyme.. futhermore, ppl n surrounding always change and neva stay da same.. we juz need 2 face it.. so ere i m.. in ma compartment.. writin down dia piece of crap.. n endin up wit confusin maself wut dis entry should actually b.. but den.. since evrythin is already written.. wut else can i do?.. publishin it of coz.. n guess u hav reach da end of ma crap post.. tanx fo readin.. =)
ps- hijrah is an arabic n malay word that stand for emmigration.. it was taken from the incident wen prophet Muhammad SAW migrates from Mekah to Madinah...

precious ur every seconds~

2008-12-25T11:05:00.003+08:00

salam~
it was juz yesterday wen he entered our class 2 teach us..
it was juz yesterday wen he said dis sem is goin 2 b diff from last sem..
it was juz yesterday he laugh wit us coz da slide was 2 fast..
it was juz yesterday we laugh at him coz his winter sonata ringtone..
it was juz yesterday he scolded us fo signing fo others in attendance slip..
it was juz yesterday he warned us bout da world n da hereafter..
it was juz yesterday we saw his calm n serius face..

dat is.. Dr Shukri.. he was our history teacher for last sem n dis sem.. 2day.. an unwanted event happened wen he was alone in da da xhibition rum.. da aquarium glass fo model break into pieces on his left leg.. causing the sharp n solid glass stab into his human flesh.. he was bleeding.. non stop.. dey cant wrap his wound wit the cloth.. coz he keep warning dat der r glasses in his leg.. he never miss mentioning da name of his creator, da one and only, Allah SWT... evrythin juz wen rong.. da ambulance wer late.. da students dat at his side dosn't now any kind of cpr o emergency treatment.. we cant wrapped his leg.. the place wer the incident happen is a place dat ppl rarely pass by.. but den.. evrythin has been determine by Allah.. we can try our best to help him.. but.. if its his tyme to meet his creator.. den we should accompany him with doa.. hoping dat he will be placed in the heaven.. 2gether wit our prophets and guarded by the angels.. amin..
24 december 2008

(al-fatihah kpd arwah Dr. Shukri)
pg tadi.. arwah disembahyangkan dan dkebumikan.. baru ku tahu yg dr merupakan org kedah.. org kampung ku sndri.. rs spt terkilan kerna sudah satu sem belajar dgnnya tp baru ku tahu yg dia org kampungku jua.. namun.. mayat arwah dkebumikan d usj shj ats sbb2 yg xdpt nak d elakkan.. ingin shj ku ikot rombongan bdk2 archi tuk memberi lambaian terakhir kpd arwah.. namun ats sbb2 ttu.. ku x dpt menghadirkan diri.. hanya doa yg mampu ku kirimkan kpdnya.. slps ini.. tiada lg org tuk ajr kami cara2 nak bwat mind mapping tuk 2 jam.. tiada lg org yg nak suruh kami melukis gambar2 bersejarah utk ilangkan ngantuk kami.. tiada lagi org yg nak ckp, "boys, listen boys, listen. u guys nak balik awal kan?".. tiada lg lec history yg slalu panggil omar genius sbb dia je yg slalu bersuara.. tiada lagi lec history kitowunk yg slalu tanya soalan yg sama berulang2 kali.. Dr.Shukri.. smoga Allah menempatkan doktor bersama org2 yg beriman.. dsisi nabi dan rasul-rasul Nya.. ditemani malaikat2 Nya.. amin..
ps-setiap kematian adalah pengajaran utk yg maseh hidup..

perlu ke?~

2008-12-22T20:34:00.003+08:00

perlu ke..
kita hidup dlm kepura-puraan?
semata-mata nak puaskan hati org lain,
sedangkan luka dihati sendiri,
semakin parah dan berdarah.
perlu ke..
nantikan sesuatu yang x kesampaian?
kenyataan dihadapan mata,
namun masih tidak dapat menerimanya,
akhirnya kita sendiri yang kecewa.
perlu ke..
beriri hati sesama manusia?
menabur fitnah dan penipuan,
semata-mata ingin mereka jatuh,
hanya kerna kita tak seperti mereka.
perlu ke..
kita titiskan air mata tuk kasih manusia?
walau kita tahu penghujungnya tak kemana,
namun tak pernah pula kerna yg maha Esa,
sedangkan kasihnya kekal slamanya.
perlu ke..
kisah lama dikenang kembali?
mengharap agar masa berundur lagi,
walau terang-terangan ia mustahil,
tp x pernah putus kita mengharap ia terjadi.
perlu ke?

haru bhiru~

2008-12-03T07:56:00.004+08:00

salam~
november blalu.. disember menjengah.. walaupown arinie bawu 3 disember 2008.. tp dah mcm2 sgt yg tjadi.. smuanya haru bhiru belaka.. klaw nak snaraikan.. x cukup kowt 1 post.. ku sangkakan diriku nie ja yg berada dalam kapal layar kehidupan yg terumbang ambing dpukul ombak.. rupa2nya.. pd saat nie rmai kawan2ku yg laen pown berada dlm situasi yg sma.. wlaupown kami smua x menetap d kelantan mahupown terengganu.. tp kelihatan seperti kami juga mendapat tempias musim tengkujuh kali nie... masing2 muram kerna masalah yg mereka hadapi.. ada yg seydeyh sbb kena tukar bilik.. ada yg seydeyh sbb result xm.. ada yg seydeyh kerna tlalu bohsan ketika cuti ini.. ada yg seydey kerna dah bermiggu x jumpa kekasih ati.. tapi jika difikirkan sgt masalah2 nie.. sampai ke sudah ianya ~~xkan selesai~~.. masalah akan ttp menjadi masalah dan xkan selesai selagi kta x cba utk selesaikannya.. tp klaw masalah 2 merupakan salah satu drpd kesalahan kta yg x mungkin kta ubati, baek dlupakan saja masalah i2.. buat apa dfikirkan yg lepas jika dihadapan kta maseh ada kebahagiaan yg sedang menanti.. kta dah trlepas persimpangan kebahagiann di awal jalan.. xkan kta nak lpaskan juga persimpangan kebahagiaan yg ada dhadapan sana?.. hurmm.. jd.. kpd kwn2ku yg amat kusayangi skalian.. jgn la seydeyh2 sgt keyh... tiada org laen yg bley bwat kta rsa happy melainkan kta sendiri yg cba tuk bwat diri kita happy.. lpakan yg lalu.. kuatkan semangat dan tabahkan hati tuk yg akan dtg.. sem2 nie kta mulakan dgn semangat yg baru.. blajar dr kesilapan yg lampau agar sejarah x berulang lagi.. yeahh!! (baca dgn semangat ye..).. oleh yg demikian.. ceriakan lah hari korunk dgn menguntum cukuplah sekadar sebuah senyuman di bibir agar dalam hari korunk ini.. maseh ada saat dan ketika yg boleh bwat korunk rs bahagia walupown utk seketika.. x salahkan klau kta cba bgembira tatkala kta kesedihan?.. tersenyum n rasa bahagia 1 saat dlm sehari lbey baek dr kita brmuram n bsedeyh spnjang hari.. akhir kata.. ku sayang sgt dgn smua kawan2ku.. daku brharap agar kowunk jgn sydeyh2 sgt keyh.. klaw kowunk seydeyh, idop ini xkan ~~ceria~~.. penuhi hari2 terakhir cuti kowunk nie dengan warna2 pelangi yg boleh bwat kowunk rs gembira.. dan sekembalinya kta ke gombak nnt.. berdoalah agr kta kan lbey baek n lbey bersemangat...
salam sayang~
ps-ampun n maaf dpinta kpd kwn2ku sekalian jkalaw kamoo ada mghantar msg kpd ku namun x dbalas kerna ph daku ada masalah..

addicted~

2008-11-29T14:01:00.004+08:00

salam~
dis few days.. ive been addicted 2 dis song.. since da 1st tyme i heard dis song.. i juz cant get it off ma head.. i like da lyrics a lot.. tot dat mayb i can share it wit u guys... enjoy...

Beyonce- If I were a boy
If I were a boy
Even just for a day
I’d roll outta bed in the morning
And throw on what I wanted then go
Drink beer with the guys
And chase after girls
I’d kick it with who
I wantedAnd
I’d never get confronted for it.
Cause they’d stick up for me.
[Chorus]
If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I’d be a better man.
I’d listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he’s taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed
[Verse]
If I were a boy
I would turn off my phone
Tell everyone it’s broken
So they’d think that I was sleepin’ alone
I’d put myself first
And make the rules as I go
Cause I know that she’d be faithful
Waitin’ for me to come home (to come home)
[Chorus]
[Vamp1]
It’s a little too late for you to come back
Say its just a mistake
Think I’d forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
You thought wrong
[Vamp2]
But you’re just a boy
You don’t understand
Yeah you don’t understand
How it feels to love a girl someday
You wish you were a better man
You don’t listen to her
You don’t care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
Cause you’ve taken her for granted
And everything you have got destroyed
But you’re just a boy

kerna dtag~

2008-11-22T01:55:00.009+08:00

salam~
adoyai o_0' ..igtkan bley tlepas dr tag menetag nie. tp nmpk nye..~~tdak le plak~~..huhu..
k..tag nie dr kak arina.. senior aad ku..

* Take a recent photo of yourself OR take a picture of yourself RIGHT NOW.
* DON'T change your cloth. DON'T fix your hair, just take a picture.
* Post that picture with NO editing.
* Post this instruction with your picture.
* Tag 10 people to do this.
n ere it gos..

tadaaa...

hehehe..ku tlah mensetkan camku ke black n white agar kekantoian dpt d elak.. hohohoh.. dgn i2.. tersebut adlh snarai nama2 yg ku nak kne kan plak.. weee...

1.mardybum

2.kayan

3.omar(omar kan ske tgkp gambar.. hehehe)

4.eza hunie

5.ain... ma xrum8 yg ku syg.. hehehe...

slbeynya.. sape2 la yg rs2 nak bwat 2.. sila2 la bwat erk.. sekian..

ps-kpd nama2 yg tkena.. bwat taw.. klaw x ku tuntut.. hohoho = P

dun judge a buk by its cover~

2008-11-20T23:04:00.004+08:00

salam~

Hurmm.. slalu kan kta dgr ayat neh?.. n most of us agree wit dis statement rnt we?.. but in reality.. how many percent of us actually implement this statement in our life?.. sure.. we do.. but only after we read da book n den we found out dat da book aint lyke da cover den only we admit da statement.. rnt we?.. fo xmple..

ble kta tgk a gurl wearin tudung labuh wit an ayu face.. dlm ati mesti tdetik yg…
“ayu nye pompuan nie. Msti dr family yg baek2.”

Or if a guy yg berkepiah g klas n dtg dr sek agama n he agk pendiam gak.. most of da gurl will go..
“tgk dat guy, dah la alim, sek.agama, jrg ckp ngan pompuan lak 2.. sjuk nye mata tgk dia.. klaw jd husband msti husband yg mithali kan?”

Rnt des thoughts and actions r da proof dat we r actually judging da book by its cover.. we noe dat we aint suppose to do dat.. but we cant help ourself from doin it.. how sure r we dat a guy/gurl dat has an innocent look on dier face is trully innocent?.. hurmm.. onestly speaking(or in dis case it will be writin..) I admit dat I m one of da kind dat judge a book by its cover.. try 2 avoid it so many tymes but I juz cant help it.. I duno y.. mayb.. its juz human’s nature.. to love sumthin by its physical.. but den.. in d end.. we will soon realize dat wut we r lookin at is juz a mask.. thus.. stop judging a book by its cover keyh.. coz u might not realize dat in da n of all dis.. not only u will feel da pain n suffer.. but da "book" dat u judge will also got hit by evrythin dat hppnd.. n sumtymes wut dey feel is 10x worst den wut u felt..ohh n btw.. post nie dtulis bkn utk dtjukan kpd sape2 erk.. jkalaw ada yg trasa..smada yg tlah idop atau pown yg maseh mati.. ampon n maaf dpinta keyh..

Ps- Physical beauty is like a bottle of coke, it turn stale in tyme..
The mind and heart is like a bottle of wind, the longer its kept, the better it becomes..

continuation~

2008-11-20T01:43:00.002+08:00

salam~
waaahh.. nmpk nya sudah bersawang blog daku ini.. ampun n maaf dpinta kpd smua kwn2 ku erk.. bkn nya tiada kesah yg mahu dkongsi bsama.. cme ktiadaan masa n kesempatan jarh.. kne plak, brodban connection d umah daku nie mereng sket(spt ku jua) n laptop2 serta pc2 d umah nie sudah dwadkan d icu ats penyakit2 yg tlah mereka jangkiti.. maaf dpinta kpd kawan2 ku d ym kerna jrang bebeno meng-on9 kan driku nie.. dsbbkan internet cnnction yg slalu unstable yg mnyebabkan daku slalu teroff9 dgn sndri(dan ssh blk nak on9 pas2) mnybbkan daku tlah twar ati tuk bka ym.. bkn apa.. nnt takowt kowunk gak yg bengang coz bawu ckp sepatah dua ttba ku lesap.. besides.. daku agk cbuk kbelakangan ini menjadi fulltyme bibik d umah kerna bibik kesayangan kitowunk tlah pulang ke kg nya utk cuti.. jd masa ku byk dhbskan dgn housworks n mlayan karenah adk2ku yg byk cekadak blaka... post kali nie ku gagahkan dri utk mengepost nya kerna ku dah t'amat windoo tuk menaip2 d laptop..daku kan coba tuk menyambung mengepost berita, cerita, kabar dan kesah dblog ku nie slps ini.. so tadaa fo now..
ps-kpd kwn2ku yg blognya mseh blum dlinkkan.. ampun yaa.. nnt ku kan coba tuk menge-link kan kamoo smua.. salam syg..

sepi~

2008-10-25T13:56:00.009+08:00

salam~
finally.. after months of searching fo a copy of sepi muvee, i finally got da chance to watch it last nite.. n yes.. cinta is much more better than sepi.. i was a bit ~~frustrated~~ wit it.. coz i really tot dat kabir bhatia is gonna create another muvee thats high class like cinta did.. i tot sepi is gonna b another muvee that malaysian can put it in the same level of sum international muvee that are very high standard like love actually, the lake house and a walk to remember.. but i guess.. it was juz ~~wat i tot~~.. seriously.. sepi is not s high standard s cinta is.. the actors, the storyline n the songs... the songs are nice and all.. but fo me few of the songs din really ~~suits the storyline~~.. i prefer cinta wer dey only use only few songs and da songs has become cinta property coz wen ppl listen to dat song in radio deyll remember cinta... but den.. der r parts dat almost make me cry.. i mean it was an ok muvee but not great yet.. however.. ders dis one song in sepi dat i really2 lyke so much.. the lyrics really hit me.. ive heard dis song b4 ive watch da muvee.. its from a grup from gangstarz, the lima-kau ada dia.. i dunno y.. but ive lyke dis song since da 1st tyme i heard it.. hope u guys enjoy it as much as i do..
ps:dis is juz a piece of tot dat i wanna share wit others.. but den.. who m i 2 judge others rite?..

Sudah lama ku memendam rasa

Cinta di dalam dada

Namun tidak pernah bersuara

Kerana takut kecewa
Ku tunggu waktu yang lebih baik

Untuk langkah pertama

Jauh dari apa yang ku kira

Hatimu ada yang punya
Di dalam mimpi kita berdua

Mesra bersama dilamun cinta

Oh tetapi kenyataannya aku sedar kau ada dia
Mungkin juga semuanya salah ku

Terlalu mengharapkan cinta

Tapi sepi yang merasuk kalbu

Membawa angan melayang
Di dalam mimpi kita berdua

Mesra bersama dilamun cinta
Oh tetapi kenyataannya aku sedar kau ada dia.

finally~

2008-10-23T10:12:00.002+08:00

salam~
sigh~
finally.. m done wit ma projects fo dis sem.. since after raya till yesterday, i was freakin bz bz wit ma projects n assignment. din barely hav ~~tyme fo maself~~ at all. but it end last nite.. m done wit sculpture, done preparin fo portfolio, done wit gc, done wit prof's assgnment n done wit classes.. all i need 2 do now is study fo ma fnal.. tanx god m only having 3 papers fo final.. 2day is ma laundry day.. still waitin fo da washin machine down stairs to finish washin sum1 elses clothes... hurmm... actually i tot dat i wanna put up sum pic of ma grup n our precious sculpture fo dis blog.. but den.. now only i rmmbr dat ~~ma cam~~ is wit k.gg.. guess.. ill hav 2 do it nex tyme huh.. its ok den.. so den.. gtg fo now.. gotta chck da washin machine..
ps:damn.. i really miss ma home.. huaaaaaaa......

raya..raya..raya..~

2008-10-05T00:40:00.005+08:00

salam~

wee..

ari raya tlah tba.. keyh2.. dis is da 2nd episode of ma raya 08... k.. on da day b4 raya.. i hav 2 help da mummys in da kitchen.. apa lg klaw bkn mmasak kan.. raya2 sblm nieh.. ma job scope is jaga bdk2 kecik.. i rather jg bdk2 kecik yg byk cekadak n notty2 blaka 2 dr masuk dapur dlu.. tp ntah asal.. dis year dgn semangat nyer i wanna help in da kitchen.. ma job lak tlah dserahkan kpd leen n iqah.. rpe2 nyer.. best seyh duk kat dapur rmai2 smbil bwat keja(last tyme i dun get it y smua owg nak rmai2 kat dapur umah tok yg kecik 2... but now i do) mcm2 'info' kta leh dpt.. n dat day.. kbetulan lak menu dia agk spesel.. coz ada itik!!.. wee~ dat day.. kitowunk cbuk gler masak coz kitowunk bkn masak tuk raya jerh tp tuk mkn besar mlm last pose 2 gak(wahh.. cam owg cine la plak.. mkn besa mlm b4 gong xi fa cai.. hehehe).. penat glerr.. den.. yg best nyer.. i've got a new skill.. azie dah reti anyam ketupat!!.. weee~ hehehe... sblum nie taw mkn jarh.. but dat day.. dgn semangat nyer i learn how 2 balut ktupat pulut.. wlawpown kne perli nagn smua owg (xpecially bang meek n tok wan..) but i dunno y semangat gler i wan 2 do it.. dah abes 1 bakul bwat.. da last ktupat bawu jadik.. den.. ble nak balut ketupat yg 2nd round nyer... dah lpe lak camne.. kne restart blk.. tp.. last2 ive mastered it... hehehe.. (riak gle kowt.. hahaha)...den.. mlm 2.. during mkn besar mmg besar arr.. mcm2 ada kowt.. ok2.. ill list down da menu keyh...

-rendang itik

-kari itik

-kari ayam kampung (angah kne ligan ngan ayam 2.. hehehe...)

-rendang ayam

-trubuk bakar

-udang bakar(x sempat mkn seyh... huhuhu.. pdahal byk gler)

-sotong bakar

-sambal blacan(perghhh best glerr..)

-ketam rebus

-ulam2

-bihun sup

meliur x??.. hehehe.. 2 yg jer yg az ingt.. tp rs nyer.. ada lg.. mmg besar gler arr mkn.. smpai tok wan g masjid tuk sembahyang maghrib pown lambat arr.. hehehe.. den mlm 2 kitowunk bwat last min nyer deco kat umah tok.. den cam besa.. mercun!! wee.. malam 2 kitowunk maen mercun while yg kecik2 maen bunga api kat tok nyer courtyard.. best gler kowt... actually kitowunk yg pompuan ingt nak pakai inai mlm 2.. tp sbb cbuk pnye pasal.. smua tlupa.. den.. da nex day.. its Eid day!!! awal2 pg lg.. kitowunk g umah tok tah tuk siap2(coz kat umah tok nah akan jamm nnt dgn owg yg brebut2 nak masuk toilet..) theme kitowunk dis year is light lime green... den.. after smbhyang raya.. kitowunk braya kat umah tok tah dlu... after dat bawu g umah tok nah.. cam besa.. after smbhyang raya evry year.. geng2 masjid akn dtg umah ma tok(coz umah tok dkt ngan masjid).. so dat tyme kitowunk dah kne start layan2 owg.. den ble diwunk dah blk.. its our turn lak!!.. cam besa... kne bratur.. mle2 yg mak2 n pak2 dlu.. den kitowunk yg cucu2 nieh bratur ikowt famili.. mmg pening arr nak kontrol yg kecik2 2.. tp sgt sronok.. pas2.. apa lg.. pics tyme!!.. mula2 tngkap ikowt famili.. den rmai2.. den rawakly.. mmg byk arr gamba yg kitowunk tgkp(nseb baekdigital.. klaw kodak, ntah brape gulung larh kitowunk gne...) den.. me n ma family patah balik ke umah tok tah coz kitowunk nak g umah tok wa(tok wa is ma granny nyer akak).. ble smpai umah tok, pak long dali n da family was der... den ble g umah tok cik lak.. i meet wit adam fo da 1st tyme(adam is pak ngah zam nyer bby yg bawu lahir).. glerr tembam bdk 2.. cam nak cubit2 jer pp dia.. hehehe.. den off we go to umak tok wa(x jauh sgt pown umah nyer).. den kat c2 mkn nasi arab.. woahh.. sedap2... around noon bawu blk umah tok tah blk.. pnat gler dat tyme.. after mandi n solat kitowunk blk kat umah tok nah.. asl nyer we planned 2 blk on 2nd day of raya.. but since angah is sittin fo pmr n he need 2 study, so da nite of 1st raya lg kitowunk dah blk(1st tyme kowt dlm history).. blk saing ngan family om(tp diowunk blk tg malim coz da nex day nak blk johor lak).. ble smpai.. ltak2 barang trus masuk blik n tdow.. ltih kowt.. da 2nd day of raya wasnt much.. coz dah blk sp nieh xde la pape sgt.. cme we hav 2 deco da houz lg.. den on da 3rd day of raya, faris called up, n he did a small gathering kat umah dia at noon.. xcited glerr.. coz it has been quite some tyme since ive meet all of dem.. tp syg nyer danney x blk sp during raya.. der was me, faris, lawly,amy,ahsan,gopi n dev.. kitowunk mkn2 den maen game (tekken..adk faris x puas ati lg wit me coz dia klh tyme kitowunk maen last year.. hehe), den faris showed us his scorpion(damn cute...n i hold it up!! yeay.. fyi.. its juz a baby scorpion..hehehe) den of coz we play mercun(sumthin bad happen during dis session n i dun wanna talk bout it.. m still feeling dead guilty..damn..)at nite lak.. mak ngah smpai our houz.. den we all g mkn kat makbul(mlm 2 kitowunk kne ketuk quite truk ngan makbul dowh.. hampeh tol..) n 2 day.. cam besa lpak2 ngan diwonk smua.. g laguna nyer open houz.. n in da eve mak ngah balik.. but k.nsa is still in ma crib(she study in uum)..

well.. basicly dats ma 08 raya... now is bout 1:27am d... dat means... 2 morrow nite ill b heading back 2 gombak... waaa... xmo blk gombak!!... coz m really not in da mood of bein in gombak rite now.. i dunno y... mayb coz da projects, or certain people in gombak or m juz plain lazy.. i dunno.. nwy... dis r few of da pics taken during raya... till den.. bubbye...

m back at home!~

2008-09-29T23:53:00.006+08:00

salam~
im back at home!! weee....
technically m not in ma houz rite now.. m in tok nah n tok wan park nyer houz(ma grandparent lol.. ma mums side..) but den.. ma granparents houz is still ma home.. home sweet home.. well.. i reached sp on saturday mornin at 5am.. ma parents n ma bros pick me up n we had our sahur in makbul nasi kandar..i was soooo happy.. bcoz m back at home n one of ma wanna-eat food list is ticked down... eating nasi kandar.. damn i miss eatin nasi kandar sooo much.. kat kl klaw mkn nasi kandar rs cam x ~~bbaloi jarh da price~~...so.. i promise maself not 2 eat ~~nasi kandar in kl~~(unless m dead desprate).. s usual.. ill hav ma fav lauk:nasi sparuh+sotong+daging itam+kuah campur.. perghh.. nikmat gler makan.. hahaha.. den.. ble smpai umah.. da 1st thing ill do after i campak ma stuff on da table is kcaw ma lil-est bro yg ngah tdow-acu.. mamai2 he scold me fo ggu-ing him.. hehe..den.. i lpak2 wit ma mum n dad waitin fo subuh.. den after subuh prayer.. its tyme fo cleaning up da houz... da whole morning.. ma mum hambat evry1 in da houz 2 kmas umah including ma dad.. hahaha... ma 2 lil-est bro je x kne(coz klaw diowunk 'tlg' kmas skali almtnya we hav 2 clean up da houz 2x..)..bawa trun langsir, cuci langsir, vacum da houz, rearrange da flowers, polish up da furniture, n so on... it was damn tiring.. but heyy.. raya is only once a year keyh.. den... in da eve.. om fatimah n om rosly from tg malim reach ma houz.. waaa.. best kowt.. cam besa.. da mums n ma bibik will b bz in da kitchen preparing meal fo bbke n we da gurls kne tlg... but dat day i hav 2 b da driver coz kitowunk kne g amek baju2 mlayu ma dad n ma bros n pick up some lauk dat ma mum order up n buy ramuan2 yg ktdk cukupan.. after dat.. kitowunk kne start bwat2 air n hidang.. rmai2 mkn dat day mmg sgt2 best.. lbey best lg coz i dpt da 2nd wnna-eat-food, tom yam istana(istana is a thai food restaurant near ma houz)... perghh.. best gler.. dah lama kowt x mkn tom yam kaw2 cam kat istana... mmg best sgt2.. kne lak ma mum bli gak ikan masak 3 rasa+krabu mmpelam.. warghhh.. mmg x pndang ~~tmpat len~~ dah lar.. hehehe.. after maghrib i trus fall asleep(tlalu ltih gamak nyer) in ma rum(damn i miss dat rum so muchh)..sedar2 wen ma dad wake me up it was alrdy 11pm.. ma dad ckp mak ngah n pak ngah from kl dah smpai.. mak su n pak su pown in da houz d... waaa... sronok sgt dat tyme.. dah trasa cam raya dah.. coz evry1 is alrdy in ma crib.. n da only 1 missin is tuk nah n tok wan plus k.long yg kat aussie... cam besa klaw dah gather2 camnie.. da 1st nite msti tdow lmbt gler.. da mak2 n pak2 lpak2 in ma mum newly decorated gazebo while at 1st us yg teens nie lpak2 kat hall smbl maen net bka abes blog2 n frenster smua owg smbl nyakat2 smbl2 babysit yg kecik2 yg tgh maen gle babeng nyer x pduli pasal benda laen.. hahaha.. sronok seyh.. den.. da guys g sambung tgk bola n us da gurls sambung chit chatin.. mostly all of us dah nak dkt sahur baru tdow.. mmg best sgt... den.. da nex day.. kitowunk g shopping jap in da mornin n den after asar, we all start gerak nak balik kampung.. weee... dun b shocked if i tell u dat even perlis can jammed trukly.. mak ngah was stuck in it(dey leave a bit earlier den us)... tanx god ma dad n da others took da other road.. kitowunk smpai tpt2 tyme nak bbke.. mmg klam kabut abes arr.. dgn kari x sempat masak.. nasi x cukup.. hahaha.. mmg klam kabut.. tp kitowunk x kesah sgt.. coz nnt we all akn ada alasan tuk ajak mkn late nite kat luar... wee.. hehehe...den.. after trawih.. me n ma family pg umah tok tah n tok wan don(ma granparents blah ma dad-alaa.. sbrg sungai jarh..)tok tah do miss me alot.. ye laa.. cucu 1st dia blk kan.. hehehe... den kat c2.. kitowunk bwat operasi serbu ma pak cik's stok mercun.. n yeay!! we hav mercun fo raya!! hehe.. da 1st nite we slept in tok nah nyer houz.. da gurls smua tdow skali n da guys lak om rosly bawa g tdow kat masjid.. den on da 2nd day lak... it was our annual activity day- shopping in padang besar!.. wee.. dah mcm2 benda i list down in ma head wut i wanna buy.. but den.. dgn plik nyer ble dah smpai sana.. i din buy anythin.. seriously.. nothin.. at 1st i was quite proud of maself fo making a new record-
'not buying anythin while shopping in padang besar'
howeva.. ble ma fav kdai bka.. da record was burn.. hahaha.. bka je kdai2 2 me n ma mum trus serbu.. makci n kakak2 kat kdai 2 pown dah knal sgt me n ma mum.. i found dis 1 gold bracelet yg ada animal print on it.. chantekk sgt2.. thus i ask ma mum n wen she said yes... apa maw tggu kan.. hehehe... cam besa.. evry akn pgg 1 plastic bag atleast tyme nak blk 2.. n i bought some gajus bakar coz k.d n mar lykes it da last tyme i bawa blk gombak... den dat day.. we bbke kat umah tok tah lak.. wlaupown dia msk simple gler... tp.. klaw dah msakan nenek 2 mmg sedap arr.. sronok gler mkn.. me n ma bro tambah 2x kowt.. hahaha.. tp yg lg best nyer.. i dpt 2 of ma wanna-eat-food, kuih batik n laksa kuala perlis... warghh.. mmg best gler arr... den bler blk umah tok nah lak.. i found out yg ma aunts bwat nasi minyak.. warghh.. gle arr.. thn nafsu smpai sahur jarh.. xnak spoilkan knikmatan mkn nasi minyak 2.. hehhe.. but it was worth waitin fo thou.. x pnah2 tmbah nasi tyme sahur but i did during dat sahur.. well.. raya is gettin nearer.. wic means that ramadhan is bout 2 end.. sigh..tp lyke ppl alwys said..
'stiap yg dtg pasti akan pergi'
so.. m prayin hard so dat dis wudnt b da last ramadhan fo me n ma family... gtg help ma aunts prepare fo raya.. so tadaa fo now.. wait up fo da nex episode of ma raya 08 keyh..
wsalam~
ps:2 all ma fwens dun act s if u dun noe me if i gain up weight during dis raya days keyh!.. [ P

balik raya!!~

2008-09-26T13:53:00.003+08:00

salam~
wee..
few more hours b4 im goin 2 b back at home.. huahuahua... im damn xcited n i really cant wait 2 b at home n hugs ma lil bros(+bully dem.. hehe..)... wanna bka puasa wit mama n abah.. wanna eat bibik's cooking.. wanna hav tok nah nyer nasi ulam, ikan tenggiri bakar n not 2 miss da sambal blacan.. oh2.. not 2 forget da ikan kering 2.. wanna eat tok tah nyer daging bakar n jelly kering.. waa... winddooo bangat sama diowunk.. well.. da last tyme i wen back was during ma mid sem.. bout a month ago (kinda).. n i really5x cant wait 2 b back at home... im so xcited 2 go home that all the xcited-ness of ~~doing ma project~~ pown dah ilang.. seriously.. i dun even feel like ~~tryin~~ 2 do ma works.. all i can tink of is packing ma bag.. sleep in the bus.. n wen i reach sp.. da 1st thing dat gonna make me smile is seeing ma parents... so many things has happen 2 me during this ramadhan.. some r great yet some r ~~not~~(well, dats life..).. wit ma grouping project yg sgt2 mletihkan(duhh.. i hav 2 b in studio more den in ma rum.. it is s if ma rum is juz n rnr wer i only stop for awhile 2 sleep n hygene maself..) thus.. i really wanna b at home wit ma family.. dey r da only one dat can make me stop ~~thinking~~ bout ma probs(coz usually i'll b da prob at home..hehe..).. since ramadhan is about to end.. m hoping that i will b able 2 make use of da last nights of ramadhan da best i can.. ive ~~wasted~~ a few nights.. thus i wanna try 2 redeem dos nights back.. sigh.. pape pown.. da one dat i really really ~~dun wanna miss~~ dis ramadhan is bbke wit ma family.. n gathering at tok's houz with ma other cozens.. we'll b dead bising(mercun evrynite people!!.. yeah!..).. but den.. i still got projects 2 do back at home.. hwaaa.. gc+sculpture pres board.. xpe2.. insyalah bley bwat nyer + havin fun.. n i cant wait 2 hang out wit ma hunies... weee... hopin dat i'll hav da chance 2 go to dier houz.. huahuahua... it will b chaos ppl!.. woahh.. so many plans in such a short tyme.. xpe2.. if x ~~sempat~~, nak bwat camne.. redha je larh.. sigh.. but den.. da most important thing is i wanna go home!!!!!

"ma, bah,angah,achik,acu,bibik.. ill b back at home soon!!.. wee~"

ps:to ma huney jetty boy.. Happy Birthday dude!.. wishin u lucks n happyness in ur new year..

iftar~

2008-09-22T20:54:00.003+08:00

salam~

well.. while it is still fresh in ma mind.. i wanna rite dis blog ASAP... 2day.. 22nd september 2008.. is da 1st iftar dat i wen fo in gombak.. it was organized by the 2nd year aad student.. all lects n students r invited.. well.. of coz its not free.. we had 2 pay rm5 fo da iftar.. since 6 pm.. student r starting 2 show up.. da event is suppose 2 start at 6.30.. but of coz (ikowt jam mlayu lah katakan..) it started a bit late.. few mins b4 azan only da event start.. at 1st.. dey gav us honeydew jelly n kurma for bke puasa.. den.. we pray fo maghrib.. da guys bjemaah at da kaed gallery while da gurls smua pray in da musolla(actually all of us hav 2 pray at da gallery.. but den all da gurls insist 2 go 2 da musolla.. i mean.. fo us gurls.. da surrounding in da musolla is much more comfy fo us 2 perform our pray..).. den.. after dat.. we had our dinner.. we had nasi dulang!!... wee.. it was ma 1st tyme mkn nasi dulang.. b4 dis ive heard ppl sayin bout it but neva ~~got da chance~~ 2 actually xperience it.. n yes.. it was fun.. ok.. fo dos who dunno wut ~~nasi dulang~~ is.. it is juz a normal nasi, wit lauk dat dey put in a dulang(tray) in a big amount.. n 1 dulang is shared by 3-4 people(ikowt saiz dulang la kan..).. da johorians also called it nasi ambang(is dis spelled correctly?.. m not sure..).. k.. sum might tink..

"ewww.. u share nasi ngan owg ramai??.. x geli ker??.. share air liur rmai2??.."

k.. fyi.. we r eatin nasi n not eatin ppl nyer ~~spit~~.. n it is damn fun.. coz.. u mcm sronok jarh mkn rmai2.. smbl sembang2.. indirectly.. eating nasi dulang is da chance fo u to bond with ur fwens.. n besides.. tyme nie gak la we can see whos sharing n caring n whos ~~greedy~~ n ~~messy~~.. it was fun fo me.. i shared a dulang wit mye, shikin n jannah.. i tink we were sooo hungry dat we were among da 1st grup 2 clean up our dulang.. n we r soooo glad dat da food is superb.. da menu was nasi putih + ayam masak merah + sayur kobis(i tink larr.. m not much in2 sayur..).. it was really yummy.. me n mye were keep wanting for more(da ayam only.. da nasi dun wan alrdy..) den.. after ppl finish eatin.. our HOD gave a short speech.. n the event was at its end.. it was fun n memorable.. n i guess.. da rm5 is a reasonable price thou.. n a big tanx n congratz fo abg Iku!!(hes da pm fo dis event..).. n not 2 4get evry1 who was in preparing fo dis iftar 2... wish i'll hav da chance 2 eat nasi dulang again in da future..

dats all fo now~

ps:iftar is an arabic word wic stands fo breaking fast (bhs mlayu nyer bbke puasa..)

fwens~

2008-09-21T02:57:00.002+08:00

salam~
pening seyh kpale daku nieh.. dah seminggu fikirkan design tp yg kluar nyer ~~habuk~~ jer kowt.. aiseyhh.. fening2.. so since dah pening pale ngadap sketch2 daku yg x ~~sberape~~ 2.. ive decided 2 write dis blog.. xde pape sgt pown.. juz wanna share ma xperience wit u guys.. cam biasa arr.. well.. last 2 days.. it was da 1st tyme me n ma rum8s... k.d, k.g, mar n me.. wen out fo bke pose.. its da 1st tyme kitowunk bke sama2 kat luar... weee.. last min nyer plan.. bout 6.30pm bawu kitowunk kluar.. at 1st we planned 2 bke kat kubur(dat place is called kubur cozed da restaurants der is surrounding cemetery kat c2.. its not dat we r gonna eat xzactly in da cemetary taw..).. but den.. we were afraid dat if we reach der at dat tyme the place is full d.. so.. we decided 2 go 2 jj kat wangsa maju.. althou it was weekday... but most of the restaurant at jj if full wit peepz yg nak bke pose.. since der r no place fo us (even in the food court).. so we decided 2 buy some bread je dlu.. den we solat maghrib dlu.. after dat.. we went 2 nandos.. dat tyme dah ada empty table dah larr... actually at dat tyme.. i tringt kan ein, nisa n doodot.. coz last fasting month.. we bbke kat nandos gak in midv.. n it was dead crazee n unforgetable... we choose our meal.. den we dig in nicely (masing2 ngah lapar gle dat tyme..).. since we r vain(bley lak ngaku.. haha).. we cant help ourselves 2 take pics of us... ye la.. it was our 1st tyme outing sama2... den we keep on taking pic smpai abg kat nandos 2 glakkan kitowunk.. n den.. da funny thing is.. da same incident dat happen wen i wen bke pose wit nisa, ein n dodot happen again dis tyme.. me, mar n k.g share our drinks(duhh.. a glass of ice lemon tea is about rm6.50 but den we can refill lar..) we refilled da glass more den 5 times i tink(smpai naek segan ngan bro kat nandos 2.. tp tbal kan gak mke...)den.. kitowunk asyik gelak jer.. sronok semcm.. klaka gler.. s if we were high from drinkin 2 much ice lemon tea.. hehehe.. but den.. im gonna miss dat moment... tanx guys fo makin it happen gak at last tuk kta 1 blik klua outing sama2.. n big tanx 2 mar coz dia lah kpala kluar dat day... prayin hard dat we can stay s good rum8s n fwens foreva.. dats all fo now~
pics will b available soon..

group project~

2008-09-17T05:24:00.007+08:00

salam~
grouping project...
izit better o ~~worst~~ den an individual project.. k.. lets jot down some pros n cons...
group project...
u will alwys b surrounded by ur fwens.. u will hav ppl 2 back u up wen u r havin probs wit ur part.. u will hav mre den 1 brain n lots of ideas.. u will hav da chance 2 noe bout ur fwens more... but.... u will always b surrounded by ur fwens either u like dem o not... sumtymes u hav 2 fnish up others job but no 1 hav da heart 2 help u if u r stuck in da end.. u will hav more den 1 brain dat has its own prangai yg mcm2... u had da chance 2 noe ur fwens n findin out who dey r actually n end up in a fight due 2 misunderstanding...n in da end if u r da pm u will b blame fo most of da things althou most of da things u did it urself with juz a little help from others who alwys put evrythin on ur shoulder...n u will b da 1 yg kne bantai truk2 during presentation wit ur lect...
individual project...
its ur style.. u dun hav 2 tink of others opinion(xcept fo ur lect) n u can change anythin u lyke anytyme u wan.. u dun hav da risk of being called bossy or lazy-arse...u can do ur project anywer u lyke.. ur actions won b effectin othrs... but... u will hav quite a hard tyme during da brainstorming.. sumtymes der r 2 many opinions n ideas n u cant decide (u r desprate 2 hav a 2nd opinion)...if u r an orygnal lazy-arse, ders a big chance dat u will do ur work last min n end up producing sumthin dat is not ur level...u keep choosin da rong place 2 do ur work(on bed)...ur fnal product will b representin who u r n if its not dat good, ppl will stamp a big signage at ur forehead

'LOSER!DO AVOID IN GROUPING!'...

so wic 1 do u tink is da best choice.. fo me.. i dunno.. der r tymes wen i prefer 2 do it individually.. but der r tyme wen i really enjoy doin grup work.. howeva.. grup work can only b fun doin only wen u r in a grup of peepz dat really put dier hearts n mind in the project n giv dier 360deg of commitment in it.. wen u hav dat kind of partner.. u will also be influence by dem n will try 2 put all ur energy in ur project.. howeva.. if ur grupm8s r da type yg sndri nye hal sndri maw bwat... u will feel s if u r da only person doin evrythin n althou at 1st u put all ur hearts in it.. but wit dat type of situation.. da feelin will fade away less den a sec...da worst is(da nightmare of evry pm) if ur product was bad.. u will b da one dat will b smacked down by ur lect.. but its not goin 2 n der.. ur grupm8 lak will b blamin u fo evrythin.. n dey will tell bad stories bout u to ur fwens.. n in da n.. wen u r in surrounded by dem.. dey will abandon u...at 1st u tot it was juz ur feelin... but den.. if evry1 is ignorin u fo 2 weeks d... is dat juz a feelin??... i dunno... but den.. sumtymes.. in a grup project larh u can noe ur fwens better.. mn yg bajet.. mn yg humble.. mn yg mke blagak tp sbenarnya da best person 2 hang out wit.. n u might even get a new bf(bestfwen keyh! tp another bf pown pe slhnya kan??.. [ P)...ntah larh... evrythin has its own pros n ~~cons~~... sumtymes dat thing is a great thing.. but the surrounding n da situation dat makes it turn out 2 b a disaster.. thus.. grup ke individual kerh.... u hav 2 perform all da best.. bcoz if u r down.. n u cant rely on ur grupm8s.. u can alwyz try 2 talk 2 ur fwens yg bkn ur grupm8.... jgn plak...

'jatuh tangga, thantuk plak'

dah la dpt grupm8 x best.. den project lak hancur... u juz hav 2 keep uself 2gether n try 2 fnish up da project da best u can.. tahan jap jer lg ngan diwunk tue.. x lama pown gruping nyer... its not a ~~marriage knot~~... further more.. if da project turn out 2 b great... u will b gettin da credits... but da real thing y i post dis blog is... fo da ppl dat r da lazy-arse in a grup project.. sedar dri 2 sblm blaming others keyh.. stop blamin ur fwens n act duno o u r not in dat grup if da grup kne bantai.. coz u duno how hurt ur pm o da person u r blamin gonna feel... bersyukurlah dia dah byk bwat keja n ur part pown dia bwat kan.. wut do u tink she is??.. robot?.. shes juz a norm human who get tired n unperfect.. so stop pointing fingers at others in ur grup n start judging urself.. rewind urself of wut u hav done n wut u cud hav dove if u really put ur heart in ur team8s... like sum1 who hav told me b4...

'1 jari kta tuding kat owg, 3 lg tuding blk kat kta...'

tak caya try larr.....
sekian~

ps:dis is not juz a story bout mine.. but i post dis blog pown bcoz a fwen of mine juz bengkakkan her eyes bcoz of dis thing....

tringat lak tyme bwat project kiosk dlu.. it was one of da best moment eva... tyme nie smua owunk jd lg rapat...missin dis moments alot...

mr aiman aka towkey tanggam yg sdg khusyuk potong board.. tyme nie la aiman revealed his true self yg... GLE gak... hehehe

kembar b3 yg paling lpak tyme bwat keja.. tp.. in d n... hehehehehe....

towkey tanggam n towkey besar ngah pening bwat measurement...

da best team8s i eva had... heart dem so much... missin our gud tymes 2gether...biar apa owg ckp.. we prove dem rong.. rite guys?..

judging~

2008-09-16T12:49:00.007+08:00

salam~
sculpture..
dat is ma fnal project fo dis sem.. its a grouping project n im in a grup with k.janah, k.zahida, adib n esah.. fo now.. we r still in da process of gettin along wit each other.. howeva.. dey seems quite ok larh.. yesterday was da 1st day fo us 2 show our design.. min of 15 sketches with rendering n detailing.. crazee rite??.. but den.. dats lyfe... during consultation, bro laugh at most of our design(gle kejam).. but den.. i cant blame him.. we were 2 bz wit other assgnmts plus the tiredness of the 2nd project pown still sticking at us.. thus we dun really got any idea 2 design... not all larh(adib's design was good thou!).. bro said we need 2 study more bout this project... so now.. we hav 2 do the case study again.. n we need more resources... we really do.. some peepz might tink dat

"alaa, stakat subjek bwat sculpture ja pown... bentuk2 cket den klentong tyme present sudah.."

but if u r in our shoes.. u'll noe dat its not dat ez.. s a designer.. mostly u need 2 hav ur concept evrytyme u r makin a project.. coz dat is gonnab wut u will hold on 2 n wut u r tryin 2 show 2 da viewers... u hav 2 tink not only wat it looks lyke but also wut its gonna feel like n da most important thing is wut it represent..evry detail is equally important...but den.. lyke ma mum always said

"msuk coz apa pown.. masing2 ada dia pnya ssah"

thus.. i cant blame these peez if dey ~~dun~~ ~~understand~~ wut we r doin coz one day i might not be understanding wut dey r doin wit dier stuff...so fo peepz out der.. dun judge othrs nyer works r ez juz bcoz dey r doin sumthin dat u might tink is a simple thing... coz u only hav little knowledge bout wut dey r doin...n besides.. if dey rnt doin wut dey r doin.. ur life willl b missin sumthin that dey produce.. without sculpter.. we won hav amazing landmarks dat we can b proud of dat really represent our uniqueness..
dats all fo now~
salam~

ps:plz do avoid chckin up ma grammar coz im da malaysian-lah speaking kinda gurl~

salam~

2008-09-14T15:28:00.000+08:00

salam to evry1...
wee~
it has quite sumtyme dat i wanna create a blog ere but dun really hav da guts 2..
well i noe im not really da kind of person dat committed to one thing all da tyme.. i noe dat i cant really update ma blog evryday o even evry week.. but den.. 2day i was juz tryin ma luck 2 reg n tadaaa.. so ere i m writin ma very 1st blog.. actually it is not ma 1st blog in history.. coz b4 dis ive been writing blogs 2... but at ma frenster pg... (4rm der u can see how rarely i update ma blog).. urm~ guess da 1st blog should be da intro bout maself rite?.. so ere it gos:

mua name is Aziera Nadia Azmi.. aka AZIE.. i was born on da 1st of nov in 1989 in sp,kedah,msia,asia... guess dis year m 9teen gonnab.. m da pwincess in ma houz.. got 3 lil bros - anwar, akmal n arief najibs (dey alwyz drive me crazee.. but heyy.. dat is wut bros ar for [ P).... im proud 2 say dat im ank pak mie n mak tie(ma bah n ma ma).. hehe.. luv ma family all ma hearts.. dey r ma soul.. (missin dem badly.. i wanna go home.. waaa...)... den ders ma hunies.. daneey, amy, fatt, ah san, jetty, far-ass, narresh, lawly boy n ah chong... it has been awhile since we meet... dey r one of da best crew ive eva meet.. dey r crazee n always be plain crazee.. stupidity is unavailable in our dict.. no matter how annoying we can be.. but.. dey can always b at ur side no matter wut happen... den ders ma cayunks.. ein, nisa, fza, dodot n bu(eylia).. ein is da gurl dat has proven me rong bout ma perception bout malay gurls(i kinda got prob wit malay peepz wen i was in high skool)... she is da best fwen any1 can eva get.. shes alwys da shoulder dat i cried on n always da ear 2 ma probs.. shes damn cool and crazee 2.. we used 2 b rummies in pj.. but now.. we r not.. althou our block is side by side n we r studyin in da same kulliyah.. we rarely hav da tyme 2 meet each other.. but tanx god we neva 4get each other... den ders nisa n fza.. nisa is still in pj cont-ing her stdy in bioscience.. 1 of da crazee sarawakian dat i noe.. sensetive yet neva shy.. alwys noe wut she wan.. she always help me 2 do ma project in pj.. n i really miss her damn much... fza is now takin architercture.. she has a soft heart n very cool 2 hang out wit.. she crazee 2.. dodot is a fwen of mine who used 2b an aedians but she changed prog 2 hs.. shes loud n clear n always go fo wut she wan.. she alwys noe wen shes rite.. we meet yeaterday 2 bke pose sama2 at hartz(it was crazeee!!...).. bu or eylia is ma cayunks dat i miss da most... we havnt hang out 2gether since short sem(fyi:we r not fighting o anythin)... but we juz din really ~~hav da chance 2~~.. i luv da way she tinks n da way she give advice.. shes vry kind.. if im lost n im searchin fo answers.. shell b da one dat ill be lookin fo.. but.. things r changin now~ nex topic.. hurm.. i luv 2 play bowling(but not really good in it)... last tyme, i play bwlg almost evryday.. but since i entered iium.. i rarely hav da tyme 2 play bwlg... missin ma bwlg buds... hyfa, eza, feera, deena, nadia, ya, shasha, anan n da family, juan n da family, u.helmy n his family n not 2 4get arman... it has been quite a long tyme since i meet dem... urmm.. i love da color black, pink and white so much... s a norm gurl shopping is part of maself... i luv 2 surf da net n watch tv o muvee... but din really hav da chance 2 do it often since in cenfos... i always like turtle (used 2 hav 3-mr turtle, michael n angelo).. i adore justin n louis khoo dead much... i like bein diff den others.. i love tryin new things.. always want 2 go fo bungee jumping... i hate ~~typical thinkin ppl~~... i always act lyke a fool... but dun really care wut peepz might tink boout me.. im alwyz curious... u.helmy alwyz said dat i tink 2 much(do i?).. i prefer reality den dream but cant help maself dreaming evryday... most of da tyme im crazee n happy.. but im actually juz a norm gurl wit a fragile heart... i hate ~~crying~~.. coz i alwyz tink dat wen u cry u r actually showin ur weakness n some peepz might take advantage on u... peepz alwyz tink dat im snobbish in dier 1st impression.. but u hav 2 noe me 1st 2 noe da real me... althou i look s if i hav da guts 2 start da 1st move... but i dun even hav da guts.. so dats y i can only b friendly wit the peez dat i noe.. coz i dun even noe how 2 start a conversation wit peepz dat i neva talk 2(eventhou i noe dem)... well.. its gonnab a longggg post if i cont describing maself(wic it has already is long)... so i guess if u wanna noe me better.. u hav 2 find it up urself.... so guess m gonna n ma post fo 2day...
salam~